"You want me to do what?" Chrissie's voice squeaked with shock and incredulity. Subconsciously, her hand flipped her blonde hair away from her sparkling blue eyes as she stared at her husband, Tom.
He flushed a deep red of embarrassment as he stared at her left shoulder, not daring to make eye contact. "I know, honey. I know it's a lot to ask. But I'm desperate. I worked hard all these years to get to this position in my career. With the company downsizing, it could all vanish overnight!" He ran his fingers through his short brown hair, distraught.
"But you could get another job, couldn't you, honey?" she asked, a little hint of pleading in her voice.
"Maybe. Maybe I could get another job, but times are hard, and jobs are scarce. And I'd never be lucky enough to land a position equivalent to what I have now," he replied. He gestured around them, his hands sweeping through the air indicating their house, their cars, their very lifestyle. "All this could go away. The house is heavily mortgaged... the cars are on long term leases. If we lose the house, we'll be back to living in an apartment. And not a fancy one... it would have to be one we could afford on our meager savings."
Chrissie looked horrified, imaging the loss of their... her... material possessions. But still she begged, "Please, darling. Please don't ask me to do this! I can't! I'd die of shame."
"I told you that Mr. Hopkinson, my boss, had winnowed his choice of who to terminate down to me and Carl Abernathy. So one of us will definitely be gone. But my boss took me into his private office. In a very business-like tone of voice he pointed out that he remembered you from the office's holiday party. He was struck by your beauty, and that's what prompted him to give me... us... this chance to save my job. He's offering us the chance before he'll turn and see if the Abernathy's are more willing."
"Can't we sue him or something?" she cried out. "This is tantamount to blackmail."
"If we sued him, there would be court costs. It'd be his word against mine. I doubt the court would believe my 'wild accusations' against such a prominent member of society. And then I'd be fired."
Chrissie was almost in tears now, faced with this awful dilemma. "But I've never done anything like that before! I've never had a wild streak in me!" A tiny sob escaped her lips. "Are you sure there's no other way?"
Tom felt a glimmer of hope, hearing her ask that. That no longer seemed to be a blatant refusal, more like she was starting to relent. Still, he instinctively knew she needed comforting, so he put his arms around her, letting her nestle her face against his chest and neck. Soothingly, he said softly, "I really can't see any other way, honey. And I'll be right there by your side the whole time. I'll make sure you're OK."
She murmured, "But it's such an intimate thing. I've never even let you see it." Her heart banged against her rib cage from inside as she realized that she was going to agree. That for the sake of all they had, and for their future, she was going to have to agree. Steeling her courage, she whispered, "If I do this, I'll have some conditions."
He whispered back, "Just tell me what they are, and I'll discuss them with my boss. We have an entire week to work things out."
"Let me sleep on it, and tell you in the morning," she murmured. Moving out of his embrace, she got ready for bed, but the possible conditions flitting through her mind made it difficult for her to fall sleep.
True to her word, she was up early the next morning, groggily putting her conditions down on paper as a list. She wanted Tom to be able to take it to his boss immediately, because if the conditions were not deemed satisfactory, she and her husband would have to make completely different plans for their future. As it was, she could barely look Tom in the eye as she handed him the list.
If she had been looking, she would've seen his pupils dilate in surprise as he began reading. She turned away to begin making breakfast, so she also missed seeing him swallow hard. Moments later, that wasn't the only hard thing, as evidenced by the tent rapidly forming in his pants! He read the list carefully a second time, thinking he must still be in bed, dreaming.
As he read, he could mentally hear her voicing this:
"If I am to do this, these are my conditions...
I must be completely naked (being half dressed would feel too obscene).
I must be face up on a padded bench (I want some comfort).
I must be tied at my thighs, legs and/or ankles so I cannot close my thighs (to prevent me from being tempted).
I must have loops at my elbows keeping my upper arms at my sides, but allow my hands to reach my crotch and my tits (reason obvious).
I must be tied across my torso (so I don't sit up and make eye contact with people).