I feel like a disgusting slut. Basically i cheated on my boyfriend of 5 years with someone i think is repulsive and horrible.
I am disgusted with myself but at the same time when i think back to it, it turns me on so much. We're both 24 and been together 2 years. My boyfriend doesn't know but before we met i was a big slut fucking lots of people.
We're madly in love. I'm very submissive and always horny, I literally can't go a week without cock. A day feels like a week to be honest.
I was into hardcore rough sex before I met my bf, I still am. The only problem with him, is he doesn't like being dominant to me even though that's what i crave.
We have good sex though but i really craved the rough filthy sex and i got it in a way i never thought.
So my bf was away with work for 2 weeks. By the end of the 1st week I was losing my mind just craving cock. I was watching porn nearly every day and masturbating 3 times a day at least.
When my bf finally made it home it was late on a weekend and the night he got back we had no time to fuck. We was going to his uncles birthday party. We was ready and i had on my favourite outfit which a lot of people would think is slutty but i loved it. A very short tight dress with my favourite heels.
We got to the party and i literally could not wait for the end of the night to fuck my bf. I'm enjoying the drinks and company until his uncle walks in.
It's his dads brother. He is a real old pervert. He is disgusting. He's in his 60s with a belly that hangs over his pants and pretty ugly. He's a fat sweaty old pig. I've caught him lots of times staring at my ass and body.
When he seen me his eyes nearly pop out his head. He looked me up and down like a piece of meat. The drinks were flowing now and my bf was really knocking them back. I whispered in his ear to slow down as i wanted to fuck him to death later on but he didn't listen.
I was feeling tipsy now and when i drink i get even more hornier and my guard comes down a lot more. There's lots of people round. Me and my bf was talking with his parents and I feel someone behind me. It's his uncle.
The perv had his hand on my ass. I don't know why but i didn't move it. I should of slapped him and caused a scene. I don't know why i didn't. If I hadn't been drinking i probably would.
He's hand is on my ass when he suddenly puts his hand under my dress and starts rubbing my clit over my thongs. My knees nearly collapsed. He was good at this. I wanted to scream so much. It felt so good then he just stopped. I looked at the horrible slob and he was sucking his fingers.
No one seen a thing. After this i was unbelievably horny and had to have my bfs dick. I told him to come upstairs but he was so drunk. We made it and i ripped his pants off and told him to ruin me.
I wanted his dick so much. I told him not to be gentle with me. I had quite a lot to drink, and when i drink i get even filthier.
I take his dick in my mouth and tell him to fuck my face and slap me. He doesn't want too.
I say it's okay I want him to but he's being so gentle. Then i tell him to lift his legs up, I want to eat his ass. He said he's not into that. It made me so frustrated.
I carried on sucking him and was ready to fuck him when he just fell asleep. He was out. I couldn't wake him, he had too much to drink as usual.
I was so angry and still so horny. I went back downstairs to the party. Everyone was having a good time and I was really drinking a lot.
His old pervert of a uncle was really looking me up and down even more but maybe because of the alcohol and how horny i was i wasn't bothered.
I got talking to one of my bfs family friends and his uncle came up in conversation. She told me his uncle is a really big ladies man which i couldn't understand by the look of him.
She said his ex wife left him because he was into crazy and dirty things in the bedroom. One by one the party was getting quieter and most the people left. Myself, his uncle and my bfs parents were the only ones left.
His parents said they were going to a hotel and said i should stay the night with my bf and his uncle was also staying. I should of got my bf up and gone home there and then.
I was so horny and knew it was trouble staying alone with him. I know how much of a perv he is and how slutty and horny i feel after a drink.
My cock crave is unbelievable after i have been drinking. With my bf being away for weeks and then falling asleep without fucking me, I think i would struggle resisting anyone right now.