Day 1
The air was musty and stale. Only a glimmer of light came through a crack in one of the window boards. I felt groggy and could barely make out the room surrounding me. When I tried to move I could feel the chains around my ankles. I felt thirsty but did not have the energy to do anything about it. I could only feel my self once again drifting out on consciousness.
Day 2
When I awoke I felt as if I had the biggest hangover of my life. I could make out that I was in a small room. It had no furniture, except for the bed I was chained to. In the corner of the room was a small dingy bathroom. The chains were just long enough to reach. I felt scared. I did not know how I got here, or why I was here.
Footsteps. I could here them coming closer to the door to my room. I held my breath, fearful of what would come through the door. The door opened and I tightly shut my eyes until I heard it close. Nobody was there, only a small meal and water had been left at the foot of the bed. I ate quickly before once again drifting into a nightmarish slumber.
Day 7
My days were full of fear and solitude. It was only when he came to see me that I saw any sign of life. He usually came to see me a couple of times a day. Never saying anything, just giving me something to eat and drink. The only thing that had changed was he now stayed in the room until I was done eating. At first I was so afraid I ate quickly so that he would leave. But, now I was so lonely that I started to eat slower so that he would have to stay. Sometimes I would try to talk to him, but he would always remain silent.
Day 14
As the days went on I was surprised to find my self looking at him in different ways. On one end I was completely afraid of him. I didn’t know why he was keeping me here or what he planned on doing. But, at the same time he had a rugged handsomeness about him. He always kept a cold hard face when he was around me. But his eyes, there was something about his eyes that drew me toward him.
Day 16
Tonight when I was having one of my restless sleeps I was awoken by my door opening. I lay very still a little scared of my midnight visitor. But, when I saw that it was him I felt a little better, he had never hurt me. Not knowing what to do I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.
I could feel him sit gently next to me on the bed. Minutes passed and I could feel him gazing down at my body. He slowly started to run his hand up my arm, gliding back and forth in a seductive fashion. His hand continued to move down my body. He paused when he reached my young breast. Even though I was scared I could feel my nipple harden under his touch. He started to caress my breast, moving back and forth so that each breast could feel his touch. He continued to touch me until he seemed satisfied and then as if nothing had happened, he left the room.
Day 17
Today he refused to look at me. He only brought me my food and left. I didn’t want to let on that I hadn’t been sleeping so I ate quickly and didn’t make a fuss about anything.
That night I was almost asleep when I heard the door open. I lay very still not wanted to startle him. He came and sat on the bed as he had done the night before. Once again he began to touch me. His hands ran up and down the length on my body. He wasn’t quite as shy this time and that came through in his touches.
He started rubbing my breasts making my nipples harden. My body quivered when I felt his soft lips come down on my nipple. He continued to suck and lick my breasts. All the while feeling me with his hands. Every part of my body was on fire. I was fighting my body and losing. I was supposed to be afraid of him, but instead I wanted so much more, I wanted to feel every inch of his body surrounding me. But, I knew it was wrong to want those things. So I continued to silently lay there imagining what I would like him to do to me.
I couldn’t help but wonder what was wrong with me. This was the man that kidnaped me. The same man that I was very afraid of, not somebody I should be longing for. But I couldn’t control myself.
Day 25
Slowly, as time went on my entire days became revolved around seeing him. I couldn’t get his face out of my mind, and I longed to here his voice.
Now when he came to see me at night I ate so slowly he would get agitated. I couldn’t help it, I didn’t want him to leave me. When I handed him my plate I would let my hand linger against his. For the first time he looked into my eyes. He had soft eyes. I wondered how such soft eyes could be on such a hard face. I wanted to keep looking into those eyes, but he turned and walked out of the room.
I had never wanted something so badly in my life. I had quit caring about my rescue. Now it was only about him. When I was awake I yearned for him, and when I was asleep I dreamed of him.