Chapter 1
I can hear them coming. Even with the hood on, I am now so used to silence that their muffled footsteps coming down the stairs are amplified a hundred times in my ears. Incredible that still, after all these months, the thought of what lies ahead in the next few hours terrifies me. Already my breathing is speeding up and my muscles are tightening. You would have thought that there is only so much pain and misery one person can endure before he stops dreading it; but no -- I still dread it. If this session is the same as last time, it will be horrific. But if Sophie has devised some new torture, some new humiliation.... Oh god. I'm crying again, I realize, for the fourth or fifth time since I woke up this morning, although of course I have no idea whether it's morning or night, and haven't done since they first brought me here.
When I contemplate the living hell my life has become, I sob openly into the brutal ball-gag with which I am now so familiar. In a pathetic attempt at defiance, attempts which I still feel compelled to make when Sophie is here, I struggle against my restraints. But I can feel any real defiance draining away from me as the weeks pass. Of course it is useless, I know that. I want to scream but I don't, not this time. There'll be plenty of screaming later. The ingenuity of the restraints hits me yet again. It is almost impossible for me to move any part of my body, apart from my fingers, toes and eyes. But even worse than this physical prison that they have forced me into is the psychological prison I am trapped in. The knowledge that my own lust and stupidity lured me into this situation is the most humiliating, spirit-crushing thing of all. Sophie knows it too. When she smiles at me with that taunting, sly look of hers, I know that's what she's thinking. 'You did this to yourself,' she's thinking. 'You made it easy for us.'
When I think back to how innocently it all began, my mind recoils in horror. The flirtatious glance & giggle over her shoulder; the hand delicately trailing across my leg when she walked past; the way her lips parted slightly when I was telling her about my wedding plans; now that I know the extent of Sophie's insane cruelty and meticulous planning, these early details all fall horribly into place. She had the whole thing worked out from the start, and I never had a chance. How could such a girl construct a plan so devilishly evil? I don't think she ever intends to let me find out.
I hear the heavy lock turning in the door behind me. I try to summon up some mental strength but I'm sobbing again, wailing like a child before they've even pulled the hood off. Sophie stands in front of me, as pretty as a picture, a perfect coquette. She's smiling at me. She's holding something shiny. What is it? Oh god...
6 months earlier
I arrived in Paris looking forward to the biggest challenge of my career so far. My employer, a well-respected academic publisher, had assigned me to work with Christopher Crawford, the philosopher. We were going to publish a new volume of his collected letters and essays, and I was to help edit them. Because he refused to travel to London, I was sent to work with him in Paris. Crawford had lived in France for decades and his wife, Chloe, was French. I knew that they also had a daughter called Sophie.
The job was a huge responsibility and I was, frankly, extremely nervous when I rang the doorbell on that first morning. The maid answered and showed me in. The place was enormous: a multi-storied, lavishly furnished old townhouse that intimidated me from the start. The Crawfords were clearly rich and their house oozed an almost aristocratic classiness. I was shown into a drawing room -- all gold mirrors, expensive-looking antiques and plush, overstuffed armchairs -- and told to wait.
A few minutes later I heard rapidly approaching footsteps and a girl's voice, and then the doors flung open. I was sitting facing the door and I started to stand up, but the sight that greeted me caused me to stop awkwardly halfway up. I looked like an idiot. In front of me stood a young woman -- she was 21, I later found out, just 7 years younger than me -- in chocolate brown leather boots, black tights under a tiny, stylish miniskirt and a tight mustard-yellow cashmere sweater. She was tall and slim but the curves of her hips and breasts were pronounced. Her skin was flawless and lightly tanned, her eyes were big, soft and blue, and her long, perfectly straight hair was honey brown. She was -- I am sure -- the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.
I was half-standing, staring, in shock. She was talking on her mobile. When she saw me an amused, almost haughty expression played across her face. She said something quickly in French and snapped the phone shut. Then she stood, regarding me.
'You can stand up, you know' she smiled. Her smile was captivating. I straightened up and tried to laugh. 'I'm Sophie,' she continued. 'You must be my father's new servant.' Her English was impeccable but there was a trace of a French accent when she spoke -- I thought I might melt right there just listening to her gorgeous voice.
'That's right, I'm David' I replied, walking towards her and extending my hand, which she took and shook daintily. 'Nice to meet you -- is your father here?'
'He'll be down in a minute I expect' she replied. 'Did you travel to Paris alone?'