Sarah hadn't noticed Tony before, any more than she noticed the ten other people who worked under her, anyway. He was typical of the young men who came to Pine River Foods, tired of flipping burgers for minimum wage, but with no college education to get a "real" job - basically the same reason she was still there after nine years. The pay was better than minimum, the benefits were good, and there was little or no knowledge or skill requirements to be hired. Her duties included giving breaks and training new hires on the proper way to de-bone turkeys. She had always joked that she didn't work on an assembly line, she worked on a
dis
assembly line.
When you work in a factory where people are fired or quit sometimes in the same week that they're hired, it doesn't pay to get too chummy with fellow employees, but Sarah still had a few friends in spite of herself. It was usually the guys she got along better with, and had been since she was a child. A natural tomboy, she liked playing cars and baseball rather than dolls and dress-up; being one of the boys is fine when you're a kid, but as she grew older, she began to feel lonely. She never really learned how to communicate on a feminine level, so as her buddies got girlfriends, she quickly became the odd "man" out. She had no female friends of her own and her buddies' girls were jealous of her close ties with their men and didn't want her around.
Sarah considered herself to be plain, at best; she was short and heavy, with glasses and a nose that was large and crooked from being broken two or three times in childhood; she felt that her only redeeming features were her gold-flecked, hazel eyes and her thick, red hair. There were a couple of boyfriends in high school and a few one-nighters at the bar, but guys just didn't tend to notice her, so by the time she was 33, she all but stopped noticing them.
"After all,"
she thought,
"I can do anything for myself that a man can do for me, without all the headache that goes along with it."
She hadn't noticed him before that day, and she may never have if it weren't for Jim. "You know Tony's got it pretty bad for you, right?"
"Tony? You mean that young kid with the glasses?"
"Yeah, he's been starin' at your ass every time you walk by."
"I probably have a piece of turkey fat stuck to my jeans."
"He's lookin' at a piece, but it ain't turkey, besides, this is every day this week."
"Come on, Jim, that's not funny, and I'm really not in the mood for it."
"I swear to God, he told me yesterday, 'damn she's got a fine ass - that'd look good decoratin' my bedroom,' then he asked if you were single."
"He must be pretty hard up, didn't he just get out of prison?" Self-depreciating humor was her favorite defense when she didn't know how to take a compliment.
Sarah didn't have to ask, she knew Tony had just been released, Pine River got tax breaks for hiring parolees and welfare moms, and he was up front with his story. One of his friends was caught fencing stolen property and was all too eager to give up his partners in exchange for a lighter sentence. They'd had a good set up, really smart - Tony would case the houses for a few days or weeks, until he was comfortable with the behavior patterns of the inhabitants, and then they would break in when no one was home. "People are creatures of habit," he said, "very predictable." It was easy to attribute his life of crime to youthful indiscretions, considering he had served three years and was still only 24. Since his release, he claimed to be on the straight and narrow.
So now, Sarah took a good look at Tony - and wasn't impressed. Sure, he looked good enough; he was well groomed with light brown hair and brownish-gray eyes, thick rimmed glasses ("prison issue," he'd told her, "my good ones got broke a long time ago") that gave him a brainy, slightly geeky look. He was blocky, but not fat, average height, and a brilliant smile that made his eyes light with mischief whenever he flirted. Physically, he was attractive, in an understated way, but he was still an ex-con and way too young for her
. "Besides, if he's interested in me, there has to be something wrong with him."
Maybe she couldn't do better, but she could certainly do without. His interest confused and embarrassed her, so while she flirted with him, she never took him serious, and turned him down to keep from getting her hopes up. After a while, it seemed that he was satisfied with the light banter they used to pass the time.
It was Friday night, and the only thing Sarah had planned was a hot shower and a good book, she rarely went out anymore, it always just depressed her. So she checked the locks on the doors, hung her fluffy house robe on the back of the bathroom door, and stripped down for her shower. Fridays she usually indulged herself with an extra long shower, taking the time to scrub, exfoliate, shave, and moisturize nearly every inch of her skin before she got out to dry off, but this was not the usual Friday night. As she stepped onto the bathmat and reached for her towel, the lights went out and she was surrounded by darkness. She finished drying off and fumbled for her robe before opening the door to begin the search for the breakers.
As Sarah felt her way out of the bathroom and down the hall, she was suddenly grabbed from behind by a strong arm around her waist and a large hand over her mouth. Panic tore through her like an icy dagger, and for a moment she was too frightened to even struggle. As she regained her wits, she threw herself against the arm in a futile attempt to break free and run, but whomever it was, was prepared, and didn't give way that easily.
"Stop fighting, Sarah, I don't want to hurt you."
He was whispering, low and through a mask, so even though he knew her name, and she thought the voice was familiar, she couldn't quite place a face with it. It didn't help that his lips and breath against her ear were warm and gentle and extremely distracting. She relaxed a little and then stiffened again instantly
. "It must be the adrenaline rush and lack of a sex life,"
she thought,
"I can't be enjoying this!"
"If you promise not to scream, I'll uncover your mouth, alright?"
She nodded - no reason to scream anyway, her neighbors wouldn't bother to notice if she were being murdered on the front lawn. His hand moved quickly from her mouth to her throat, so far he hadn't hurt her, just scared the hell out of her, but he was definitely in control of the situation.
"I can't fight my way out of this, but maybe I can talk my way out,"