Judy took a deep breath at her front door. She was more nervous than she had ever been in her life. What she was about to do felt so wrong. It felt dirty. It felt naughty. It was the most exciting thing she had ever done in her life. Today was Judy's birthday and she had just turned forty. She officially felt old.
About a month before, Judy started thinking about what she was going to do for her birthday. In all likelihood, she thought, her co-workers would bring in cake to the office. There would be an extra long lunch break for everyone, and a few of her closer friends might give her a gift. Then she would come home to be ignored by her teenage kids and cook them dinner without so much as a thank you. After that, she would probably watch some shitty reality show on TV. Then she would go crawl into her empty bed and use her vibrator while thinking about her boss's twenty two year old son, Simon. Yep. She was in for another disappointing day.
However, Judy decided that she would change all of that. Who was to say that she couldn't go out and have some fun? So, she called her ex-husband and asked him to take the kids on her birthday. After several minutes of debating, he begrudgingly agreed. Her kids didn't really seem to care that they wouldn't see her on her birthday. Fuck it, thought Judy, they like their father and that whore that he's banging more than they like me anyways.
Next, Judy went out and bought a new outfit. She hadn't gone out in a long time, and she wanted all new clothes to look good in. She bought a new black dress that was skimpier than anything in her closet. She loved the way it showed off her legs without making her hips look too wide. Also, it pushed her tits together and showed off her cleavage while making them look nice and perky. Then she bought a new pair of high heels to match her dress and a new set of silver earrings. She spent a little more than she probably should have, but she wanted to look good.
Judy had always been attractive, but she was self-conscious about her age. Her ass had grown a bit larger, and her breasts weren't as perky as they once were. Her concern over her age was nonsense though. She was incredibly attractive. She didn't know it, but her son's friends constantly teased him about his MILF mother and her daughter was going through a rebellious phase because she didn't think she was as pretty as her mom. Judy had a whopping pair of d-cups that had managed to maintain their gorgeous shape over the years, amazingly losing only a bit of their perkiness, and a very sensual body that craned necks when she walked by. Her hair was a bright, shining blonde, and her eyes were light blue. But, when she looked in the mirror, all she could see was the things that hadn't stayed so firm over the years and all of the junk that was now in her trunk. However, Judy truly was still a hottie; not even just for a mother of two.
When she got home from shopping, Judy had put on all of her new clothes and stood in front of the mirror. Even she had to admit that she looked pretty damn good. It was the perfect self-esteem booster that she needed.
So, she had the whole night away from the kids and a new outfit all set to go out on the town. But, it wasn't enough. There was something still missing. In fact, it had been missing for a long time. The thing that Judy really longed for was the touch of a man.... That's putting it a little too softly. No point in dancing around it. Judy wanted some cock. It had been so long since she had been properly fucked. The last time she had gotten some dick was seven months earlier when she had drunkenly slept with somebody she had met at her office Christmas party. That wasn't exactly the best memory either. It wasn't until afterwards, while she was pulling her panties back up inside of the janitor's closet, that she had found out the guy was married to one of her co-workers. Her vibrator had put in extra overtime since then. Sometimes she felt like she should modify her monthly spending budget to account for all the D-cell batteries she went through.
She was definitely due for a good fucking. However, the thought of trying to pick up a guy at a bar just drove Judy crazy. Sure, she wouldn't mind bringing a guy home. That wasn't the issue. In fact, she really wanted to do that. The issue was Judy's self-confidence. She wanted a young stud to take home and ravage like a cougar, but, if she went to a bar, there would be all of those perky little twenty-something girls around her to compete with.
While she considered this, a wicked thought suddenly came to her. Lately, her imagination had been growing more and more. She had started fantasizing about sex and playing out fantasies while masturbating. She found that she had dark desires that were just now beginning to come out, no longer being suppressed in her mind.
It started of innocently enough. She had started by spanking herself while using her vibrator, imagining a large, masculine man holding her down. Occasionally, when the kids were at their father's, she would walk around the house naked, sometimes even venturing out into the back yard when it grew dark. She started watching pornography where women were tied up and told what to do. While watching these, Judy had discovered that she was submissive. However, even she didn't know how much, until she discovered that she had a rape fantasy.
Naturally, she was a little shocked to discover it. She almost felt some form of guilt, finding sexual arousal in such an act. Judy wouldn't have necessarily identified herself as a feminist, but she had always thought of rape as appalling at least. But, as she lie awake at night, fighting off the urge to touch herself, she found her thoughts unwittingly shifting. She imagined what it would be like to have a man force himself on her, overpowering her with his strength and having his way with her. She couldn't help breathing harder just thinking about it.
Judy wanted one thing for her birthday -- a nice cock. She also wanted to fulfill one of her darkest fantasies. And so, she decided that she was going to get raped. Not the real thing, of course. She didn't want to end up dead behind a dumpster or anything. But, she had looked into rape fantasy online and found that there were a surprising amount of women who were into it. The idea of a simulation rape made Judy bite her lip with desire.
She did some more exploring online and found a website where people post erotic personal ads. It seemed like a better idea than going on craigslist, so Judy made an account and posted an ad: "Mature woman looking for man to fulfill rape fantasy." Her ad wasn't even up for an hour before her inbox was filled with responses from men. About ninety percent of them could be thrown out right away. It was pretty clear that she shouldn't respond to them. After a couple of days of sifting through emails though, she finally found one that seemed alright. His name was Alex. He had a profile on the site and Judy checked it out. According to his profile, he was twenty-five, 6'1", with brown hair, and an athletic body. He even sent her a couple of custom pictures to prove he was who he said he was. Judy liked what she saw. Getting a response from someone so much younger than her was more than she could have asked for.
They exchanged a few emails, Judy told him the details about her fantasy, and a time was set. Judy was nervous about not really knowing the guy, but that also turned her on, knowing she was going to get fucked by a stranger. It was a reckless decision, but that was the point, right? She wanted her fake rape to be as real as possible.
Now, back to Judy standing at her front door. It was the night of her birthday. She was wearing her new outfit and she looked great. She wasn't even self-conscious about how she looked, but she was extremely nervous. How she looked wasn't the most important thing at that moment. The most important thing to Judy just then was a single thought going through her mind. If she stepped out the door, she would be raped by a stranger that night. Judy took a deep breath and held it. She opened her door, stepped outside, and locked it behind her. She smiled at this new adventurous side of herself.
She walked over to the cab she had called for earlier and climbed inside. She felt herself grow brighter as she realized the cab driver was trying to look at her tits with his rear view mirror. She was meeting a few of her friends downtown at a club. They were all around her age and mothers as well. It may have been Judy's birthday, but the night was an excuse for all of them to dress sexy and drink cocktails like they used to do in college. But, none of them were planning anything as.... ambitious as Judy had planned for the night.
At the club, all of the women were having a great time. None of them got to go out to night clubs as much as they used to, and they were taking full advantage of their night of freedom. The evening was full of drinking and dancing. At one point, Judy was dancing with a boy young enough to be her son. He made it painfully obvious that he was into her. Her girlfriends, knowing she hadn't dated anyone in over a year, tried their best to get her to go home with him.
