The red recording light flickered to life and naturally drew Alice's eyes.
"Hey, can you look up here for me?" The man's voice, calm and practiced, floated from behind the bulky camera.
Alice's gaze shifted, catching on the fingers wiggling above the lens. Her lips pressed into a thin, reluctant line before she gave a small nod. "Sure. Yeah."
She tried to remember his name, but somehow, she'd forgotten it already. It was... Nathan? Maybe Peyton? Something close to that.
"Perfect. So, can you tell me your name and age?"
"Uh, yeah, my name's Alice--" Her face froze mid-sentence, realization crashing over her like a cold wave. She felt herself wince. "Wait, no. Sorry. Can we start over? I just said my real name, didn't I?"
The man chuckled softly as the red light dimmed. "No worries, just a warm up. Are you maybe a little nervous? Want some more water, maybe a soda?"
Alice shook her head quickly. She didn't really want to spend any more time here than she needed to. "No, no, I'm fine. Sorry."
His tone dipped into something almost playful. "Well, you look very pretty."
Her lips twitched into a forced laugh, brittle and unsure. "Oh. Um, thanks."
"There we go. That's a nice smile. Try to hold onto that for me, okay?" The recording light flickered back on. It felt a bit like an eye... judging her. "Let's go again. Hey there, can I get your name and age?"
Alice--no, Ellie now, she reminded herself--squared her shoulders and sucked in a shallow breath. Her nerves buzzed under her skin, but she pushed through it. "Yeah. My name's Ellie, and I'm twenty years old."
"Great to have you here today, Ellie. You're a college girl, right?"
She nodded, a little too quickly. "Oh, uh, yeah."
The man grinned behind the camera, his voice dipping into something cheerful but rehearsed. "Go Stings!"
Her smile twitched, faltered, and slid off her face before she could stop it. She felt the crack, the way it exposed her discomfort in front of the ever-watchful lens. "Mhmm," she mumbled, before forcing herself to speak louder. "Actually, uh, can we maybe edit that out? I don't really want people to know where I go to school."
The man's tone didn't change, but something about it felt firmer, an edge wrapped in sugar. "Our production location's public info, sweetie."
Ellie hesitated, her eyes darting back to the glowing red light. She bit her lip, searching for the right words. "Okay, but, like... can we edit all this out?"
The silence stretched out for a beat too long, the kind that made the air feel too heavy. The man behind the camera didn't answer right away. Instead, there was a shuffle of movement across the room, the faint click of a button. The red light went dark again.
"Ellie," he said at last, his tone softening as though he were leveling with her. "Look, I get it. You're nervous. Totally normal. But you've got to trust me, okay? We're professionals. You've got nothing to worry about."
His words were far too smooth.
Ellie didn't say anything, so he kept going, his tone dipping lower, quieter, like he was sharing a secret with her. "I was just trying to break the ice a little, warm you up. Editing? That's what we do. I promise, we're only keeping the parts where you look good because that's what our audience wants too. And the other part of our job? Making sure you're comfortable, relaxed, feeling good about yourself and all this. It's in our interest to help you enjoy this so you look good and so you want to come back and work with us again.
Especially
with you, since I can tell you're cute and a lot of fun under those nerves. Alright?"
Ellie stared at him, her throat tight, her mind whirring with the weight of his words. She didn't know what she'd expected him to say, but the explanation felt too rehearsed. He'd said it before. Who knows how many times.
"I--yeah, okay," she said, her voice quieter than she meant it to be. She hated how shaky she sounded, like she needed his reassurance to get through this.
He cleared his throat, his demeanor bouncing back to cheerleader mode. "You're doing great. And, by the way, showing up? That's the hardest part, I swear. You wouldn't believe how many girls no-show. But the rest once you're here? That's easy. Nothing new for you. Right?"
Ellie forced a smile, the corners of her mouth trembling with the effort. "Right. Easy."
"Perfect," he said, the red light blinking back on. "So, let's pick it back up. Relax your shoulders. Big breath. There you go. Ready?"
She wasn't, but she nodded anyway. The room felt smaller now, the air thicker, hotter. It wasn't a real filming studio or anything even vaguely legitimate. They were in some crappy studio apartment in some shady apartment complex. Whatever air freshener they were gassing the place with didn't entirely mask the smells: mildew, cheap weed, and other more bodily scents she didn't want to think about too much.
"Ready." She said.
"Alright, let's roll. Name and age?."
She exhaled, her voice steady even if her hands weren't. "Ellie Amber, and I'm twenty."
"Twenty, terrific. You're a college girl?"
"Uh-huh."
"Go Stings?" He prompted. She realized he was testing her to see if she was playing along.
Ellie hesitated but nodded. "Go Stings."
"That's what I like to hear. What would you call your hair color?"
She shrugged slightly, her fingers fidgeting. "Auburn... dark auburn?" she said, her voice tinged with uncertainty even though she obviously knew what her own hair color was. "It's natural."
"And you've got pretty blue eyes?"
"Last time I checked." She blinked at the camera and tried a smile.
"And I'm supposing you're sober, consenting, clean, and permitted to work in these great United States?"
"Yep."
"Good girl," he said, the words coming out light but landing heavy. Ellie's stomach churned, her forced smile faltering just enough to feel it in her cheeks. She tightened it again, trying to mask the reaction. His fingers twitched above the lens, drawing her eyes back to him as if he were pulling strings. "So, Ellie, tell me something
fun
about yourself."
Ellie blinked, the question catching her off guard. Something fun? Everything she could think of felt wrong, too personal, or too revealing. The heat of the red light burned into her, insistent and unyielding.