Amazing how you can want someone, how you can ache for them, how you can burn for them inside, burn for them inside like you have never burned for anyone or anything before, how you can hope beyond hope that the swirling dreams that leap forth and grow and dance vibrantly inside your throbbing head might one day come alive - and yet you have never even seen them; you don't even know them.
But wait... you do SEE them, and you do KNOW them.
How can this be. What would the neighbors think.
Who fucking cares.
This is just one paradox we experience together. One of many more to cum. Cum for me. Do you want my cum. Cum on my fucking cock. Do you shiver when I tell you that my cum boils for you, that I need to see my sperm drip from the walls of your grasping pink cunt. That I would slap and suck that pussy as my hot cum drips from it. Like a wild dog. That I wouldn't give a damn.
Yes. You shiver.
Just seeing these white-hot words lights the fuse again.
Doesn't it, slut.
And it burns brighter this time.
Now you dream about how it could be between us, don't you, slut - and I dream the same dream. Not just sexually. You dream about more, about how it could REALLY be between us, about what the future might bring... just as I do.
And the power of the two dreamers is infinite. And I explained why and how that is so, how the two dreamers who vibrate with the same frequency can create an explosion of consciousness between them, how they can expand and burst forth upon brand-new worlds, upon higher plateaus of awareness...
You seek what I seek.
Infinite potential. Infinite understanding. Infinite power.
Let me tell you now how I burn for your sex.
I can see you there, slut, in the semi-darkness of a moonlit autumn night... as the curtains billow and the rain falls and your aching need is like the irreversible pull of the sea's in-breath... as I gorge on your essence, while you lay there, shaking, your nipples hard like diamonds, your supple legs spread wide, as you cup them with your sweat-slicked palms from underneath... supporting them... pushing them towards me to meet my thrusting tongue... my face coated with the sweet liquid that flows from your wet pink fuckhole, like hot, bubbling wine...
I memorize what the flooding moonlight brings to me as I feed... the moon feeds, and so do I... the way your toes curl, the femininity of your feet and calves, the cut silhouette of your tan and supple legs... your pink clit throbbing as I chew and suck and drool and finger your asshole... I see the clench of your jaw, slut, as you come closer to orgasm... the pupils of your eyes like mirrors as I elevate you to that vibratory state you seek... I feel my mouth and tongue sucking your wet and salty flesh, as I wallow in the scent of your grasping pussy and ass... and I feel these things now, I see these things, because I need these things now, slut, just as you need them... we dream of them at the same moment and the dream comes alive... and you want to come alive for me, don't you, bitch... you want to be my whore, you ache for the chance... you feel my unyielding intent as it pulls you to my being... as I teach you this lesson of creation, of intent, of gravity and attraction in a unified field, as you arch your back and give me what I claim, what I own, what I already possess, what I never stopped possessing... for you are mine from beyond the void, aren't you, my slut... and you laugh when I say you are my bitch, but that is what you are, that is what you want to be, that is what you have always been, and you want to be my possesion, and yet you know that ownership has nothing to do with the arrangement... because it is given and taken freely, isn't it, slut... it is understood, the same way I understand that one more shake of my head will make you cum in a way that will make you absorb this ultimate lesson deep inside your thrumming body...
You understand me, whore, as I understand you... and nothing has to be said of this understanding... because we know that this understanding comes to us even faster now, as the floodgates of infinite awareness open wide, and we experience an ever-increasing, unending stream of ceaseless, worthless dead spaces; as pointless dramas fill our lives, and the unerring hand of fate points the way out for us... as we realize that what we need is coming closer, by our intent, coming closer every single second, just as the useless moments and people and things that we once held so dearly fall away.