When I woke up I was in bliss, surrounded by a warm, tender embrace.
Then I was hit by my ridiculous, dehydrated hangover. That, and my memories of debasement from the previous night. The bar, dancing with Cindy and being so fucked up...the bathroom, eating Cindy's pussy and sucking Jaxx's balls... Both of them getting cum on me... Cindy bringing me home... putting panties on me... making me cum like a girl...
I suddenly became aware of my aching hard cock, still covered by the now soiled baby-blue panties. In panic I glanced at Jaxx's bed. Who would be there to laugh at me? But it was empty; Jaxx had not come home last night. I was relieved, one less thing for him to bully me about. Life would be hard enough having sucked his balls.
Then I turned over slightly to look at Cindy. She lay on her back next to me, a picture of beauty. Her copper hair shone in the morning light and fell in effortless curls, framing her face and slim, long neck. As she breathed in and out lightly, her beautiful breasts rose and fell slightly, aching to be cupped. Her eyelashes fluttered lightly as she slept, and I just stared at her for a bit, captivated. There was no trace of the sex-crazed succubus of the previous night. Now she was a goddess, pure and holy and an incredible blessing, to be in my bed.
I could feel my hard-on, erect and desperate. And suddenly, foolishly, I thought now was my chance to prove I was a man after all. That I wasn't just happy with Cindy fucking me; I would fuck her.
So I slowly and carefully climbed on top of her. I maneuvered myself between her legs—they were so muscled, and it seemed like she resisted me as she slept, making me work hard to pull her legs apart enough to slip my waist in-between. I was face to face with her perfect, medium tits, and lowered my mouth to one, then the other, sucking on her soft little nipples. She was somehow both sweet and musky, still tasting of sweat from the night's adventures.
I had, without intending to, started humping at her, small penis nowhere near her hole but enjoying the friction of her soft skin. So I blushed hot red when I felt her breasts jiggle in my mouth and heard her gleeful giggle above me.
"Oh my GOD Sami! You dumb, horny slut! Are you trying to fuck me??"
I was speechless. What had I been thinking? Of course she would wake up. Was she right? Was I a dumb slut?
"Uhhh... Uhm... I was... Hard..."
Proving her point, I realise in hindsight.
"Well I figured that! Alright, you're lucky I'm still in a good mood from last night." She smiled, viciously. "Pull your panties down." She waited a moment as I scrambled at her instruction, leaning on her and awkwardly pulling the panties down my smooth legs. "Now get the fuck over here."
And in one smooth motion she had yanked me to the side, flipping us over, so I was on the bottom and she on top. She had my legs pressed together between her powerful thighs, and as I felt my tiny penis slide into her already wet, clutching pussy, I was surprised that I could feel her so tight around my little nub. She brought one hand to her pussy, stuffing two fingers inside while rubbing her clit with her palm. She brought her other hand to my face, and caressed my cheek in the soft but powerful way she had, that felt both reassuring and intimidating; threatening and promising. She traced my cheekbone, my jaw, down and across my neck.
"You really are sooo pretty Sami. I'd bet you'd look really good with a little bit of makeup on!"
She smiled down at me as she rode. It was nothing like when she fucked Jaxx, panting and moaning and giggling. She was totally composed, as if she were undergoing some routine business arrangement. I blushed, both at her suggestion and the delusion that I would have been able to fuck her. Then her hand stretched around my neck to grip tightly, and she began to rock forward and back on my penis harder, masturbating herself more fervently. My heart beat faster, and I couldn't help but think back to my first time, when she had taken me against my will. Now I was willing—I had started this after all—but I had bitten off more than I could chew. She was going to fuck me again, raw and hard, and I had no say in it.
Her hand tightened further around my neck, squeezing at the sides and cutting off my blood flow. It shocked me that something so soft and dainty-looking could exhibit such a severe and unrelenting hold. I brought my hands up my neck and pulled at her hand, trying to remove it from my neck as I felt my vision fading slightly. Even together they failed to budge her fingers, and she giggled at my weak protests. My sight was quickly shrinking circle, centered on Cindy's smirking, beautiful face.
Then she released me and I gasped in a deep breath, feeling my penis twitching in her wet, tight pussy. Suddenly her hand was at my face, slapping me repeatedly.
"Fucking!" *slap* "Cum!" *slap* "For!" *slap* "Me!" *slap* "PUSSY!" *slap*
Under her combined physical and verbal assault I had no chance. My face was red hot in pain and shame, and I came, writing and gasping like a fish out of water. She laughed loudly and leaned back, finger and touching herself with both hands now. She was literally getting off on humiliating and dominating me. I wondered how I could have been so stupid to think I could fuck HER. She was a goddess compared to me.
So I worshipped her; gasping, still reeling from my orgasm,
"Cindy... I love... how you fuck me... I only want... To please you... Please keep me as your... boyfriend? I'll... I'll try... Try to do... what you want..."
A strange look had come upon her face, and she leaned forward and kissed me deeply, moaning and cumming on her fingers and my tiny offering.
As we lay in our post sex glow, she again let me cuddle up to her. We even pillow-talked! Just talking about our lives, our studies, our homes. She never mentioned my embarrassing worship of her as we had cum together, and I couldn't detect a shred of bullying, domination, or humiliation, so I quickly grew comfortable. Cindy asked if I wanted to get lunch and run errands; freshman meet week ended that day, and classes would begin the next. It somewhat surprised that she would even want to be seen with me, so I quickly agreed before whatever was happening could end.
I showered and changed, but just as I was ready to go, Cindy tutted,
"Are your dressed to impress, Sami?"
I knew what she was talking about, and blushed. I had hoped we could both just forget about the panties.
"The ones you gave me are... Dirty... And I don't... Have any others..."
I wilted under her unmoving gaze, hoping I hadn't spoiled the day before it began. Then she giggled and shoved me playfully.
"I'm just kidding silly! I've got another pair you can wear for now."
She fished into her purse again, quickly withdrawing another pair of panties. This time they were boy-shorts style, white, with a cute cartoon monkey face on the front and a little monkey tail printed on the back. She handed them to me and I returned to the bathroom to change. As I pulled them up I strangely enjoyed how they hugged my package, and when I turned to look at them in the mirror I noticed they clung to and lifted my fit butt in an appealing way. I didn't think to wonder why Cindy had had two pairs of spare panties on her, or what she meant by "for now."
Then we went to back to Cindy's so she could change as well. It turned out Cindy already lived at a sorority house, despite the fact that she was only a freshman. I was too impressed to ask why, and a bit disappointed when she asked me to wait outside for her,
"Sami, it'll take sooo long if any of the girls see you." She could tell I was let down. "Don't worry, I promise I'll introduce EVERYone." She thought I wanted to meet the others—really I just wanted to see her room. But I smiled through it, and sat on a stoop nearby, watching the gorgeous girls that came and went from the sorority house, and occasionally shifting uncomfortably, trying to relieve the tight pressure that Cindy's panties applied to my penis and testicles.
Finally Cindy re-emerged, a vision in a yellow sundress to match the pleasant weather, with low black heels on her feet and a small leather purse over one arm. Her tawny hair was pulled into a loose ponytail, highlighting her long neck and, as always, contrasting her flashing green eyes.
We got so many looks as we walked around campus, it was like I was with a celebrity. Men's heads turned as we passed, sometimes ogling Cindy, others eyeing me with jealousy or mocking derision—but I didn't care. Like at the bar, *I* was the one with her, not them, so they could think what they wanted. Women also turned as we passed, subtle admiring peeks at Cindy's assets or scornful whispers to their friends. But Cindy wasn't just beautiful, she was also clever. I was impressed by her breadth and depth of knowledge on everything we talked about, and she always had a new piece of witty, flirty banter ready to diffuse my sometimes stumbling, awkward conversation. We rode a bus into the city center and passed the day preparing for classes; buying school supplies and books, as well as simply getting to know each other better, window shopping, getting coffee, and sitting down in a park to eat lunch from a food cart. It was almost enough to distract me from the constant, nagging pull of the women's underwear I wore.
Then there was a...shadow... on the day. As we were walking down one street, Cindy jumped, and grabbed me by the arm, pulling me towards a little shop with mannequins modeling skimpy lingerie in the window. For a second I was gleeful—was she getting underwear for me? Then my heart sunk—no, she was probably getting underwear for Jaxx. I didn't realise that both of my guesses were at least partially true.
She eagerly pulled me in through the door to the cool, sweetly perfumed store's interior. I would have been lost in here by myself, wandering the racks and aisles forever to find anything. But Cindy moved like she was born there, flitting from display to display with girlish, youthful energy. As she went, she was picking up different pairs of panties; bright pink to plain white, boy shorts to skimpy g-strings and much in-between. She spoke as she shopped, talking to herself and thinking out loud as she made decisions.
"Oh that feels nice... this one is so sexy!... And maybe... How about one of these?... Oh I have a pair just like this..."
The first choice she threw playfully at me—before long I had a small pile in my arms. After a bit of this she turned to me.
"So, what do you think?"
"Uhh... I think you'll look really sexy in all of these."
She giggled, bubbly and condescending,