You step unto the room, turning around to close the door behind you. She is standing in front of you her left hand crossing her chest and holding her right arm. She is nervous, it's plain to see. She is chewing slightly on her lip as you walk up to her. You smile in that same way you have in the past. This time it means so much more, she is alone with you, probably very confused by what she is feeling.
"It is so good that we can be here together!" You say in a smooth voice hoping to cut some of the tension.
You continue walking slowly toward her. Tentatively. As though she might spook and dash right out of the room. You smile warmly, invitingly. She purses her lips and looks abashedly to the side, but you can see the slight hint of a smirk turning upward at the corner of those gorgeous lips.
"I shouldn't be here." She says softly
You let the words disperse in the lightly furnished room. It's better not to reply. Instead you answer by rubbing her crossed arm with your hand. Warming her up, instilling trust, strengthening that emotional connection. Waiting for her to look back up at you, you then use your other hand to brush the hair over her ears. Exuding the quiet confidence you have learned through practice, you just smile more deeply. You've been planning this for a long time. You knew she would be reluctant, they all are.
Only a moment goes by before you take your hand off her arm and place it on the small of her back. You massage the area lightly, stepping further into her space. Looking into her eyes you lean in closer. She leans ever so slightly forward before moving her arms between you. With her hands holding your chest off she takes a moment to steady her self before whispering that this isn't a good idea. You know she is in unprecedented territory, so you say a few soothing words. Partly reminding her why she is here, and partly planting the thoughts of the amazing experience she is about to have.
You can feel her melt slightly as you again brush her hair around her neck, while continuing to rub her back. You try again, leaning in, looking into her eyes, she leans in. Then stops, her body becoming more rigid as she puts pressure on the hand on her back. You gently resist her attempts to move away, pulling her towards you, trying to maintain the momentum you had. Pressing your advantage. You start to win out as she wars with herself as to what to do. Finally she starts to let herself be guided by your strong persistence, yet as you are just about to lock lips she turns her head slightly! Hiding your disappointment you go with the flow kissing her cheek instead. Her cheek feels even smoother than it looks! You feel her relax immediately.
"We shouldn't kiss, it wouldn't be right, you know?" She says. As if to ask her self.
Smiling to yourself you know what a kiss must mean to her. The prospect excites you, the ability to with such a simple act inspire such deep passion. You mentally set that aside for later. You have a lot on the agenda for your companion, much more than she realizes, most of which she would never be receptive to even at this stage of the game. Not wanting to derail the momentum you move your head to her other cheek and kiss it lightly as well.