Note:
While most of my posts are non-fiction, this one is not. My husband and I frequently share role-playing to spice-up our sex lives, and I've often shared some of my early fantasies with him when we do. He suggested I compile my early sexual fantasies into a story and submit it as a post here. I've outgrown many of these but still remember them well and how I enjoyed play-acting in my mind as a younger girl. This is a first installment of my alter-ego, Cleo. If it's well received, I will follow it with others. Thanks for my "favored author and stories" fans of previous posts.
Cleo
Chapter 1
Cleo watched Ralph stuff papers into his attachΓ© case with the same sloppy abandon he approached every job, large or small. As usual, he wasn't watching what he was doing, staring at a tall well-developed blond sitting with her skirt hiked above her knees. The woman looked up and caught him staring, reddened, and attempted to pull her hem down. Ralph gave no indication he was aware of her embarrassment, fixing his beady little eyes hungrily on her crotch.
Such a disgusting slob, Cleo thought as she observed him lick his moist fat lips.
She'd been working for Ralph Edwards for almost a month and had suffered in silent humiliation each time he'd stared at her in the same manner. He was an overbearing, fat ugly little troll with a nasty word for almost everybody. When the company downsized recently, her old boss had been let go and Ralph asked for her - by name. Needing the job to help with escalating expenses she and her new husband Mike had acquired lately, she'd stifled her anxieties and accepted.
Then last week at the last moment, Ralph had substituted her name in place of his old secretary, to accompany him on the company's annual conference in Chicago. Mike hadn't been all that pleased about her being gone for a full week, but he would also have to go out of town as soon as she returned, so he couldn't complain too much. Besides, he knew how much they needed the money.
Ralph followed her onto the elevator as usual and she suspected it was because he was watching her butt. Tired as she was, she didn't care much. Cleo had been an aspiring model when she met Mike in college and they suddenly decided to get married. There were many who thought she could make it big in the business, too. At nineteen, she was five-seven, slim, amply busted, long tapered legs, and as her high school friends had always said, a fantastic ass that looked great in blue jeans. She'd kept her blonde hair long because Mike liked it that way.
Throughout her high school years she had dated the "nice" boys in school -- the most popular jock types. Mike easily fell into that category. He was good looking, athletic and well mannered. Just the type boy she was used to being around while growing up. It was natural that she would end up marrying someone like that. Secretly though, it'd always been the rough-talking, rude crowd from the other side of town that had excited her the most, made her give way to erotic, yet unfulfilled and frustrating fantasies.
Cleo didn't know what it was that drew her to dominant, coarse-mannered men. Her father had been like that, both of his brothers, too. She'd been terrified of them all. She could be strong enough with other women, but when it came to powerful abusive men, she suddenly lost her voice and her strong will. She hated it when she turned into a stammering little fool around them, and supposed it was one of the reasons she hadn't told Ralph to take his job and shove it. Every time she got up her nerve, he growled at her and her knees turned to rubber; causing her to timidly withdraw back inside herself. The feeling she experienced was like a mixture of excitement and revulsion that never failed to confuse her. She couldn't understand it, because just thinking of his pudgy disgusting hands touching her in an intimate way, caused her to shiver with revulsion.
"Cold, sweetheart?" Ralph wheezed out his breathless little laugh, draping his arm over her bare shoulders.
She jumped away, letting his arm fall back to his side, as she pulled her thin sweater over her bare shoulders. Laughing again, he followed her into her room, her face flaming. He dumped the briefcase onto the bed.
"Go through those papers and categorize them by tomorrow's meeting."
Cleo nodded mutely, avoiding his eyes. She was wearing a mid-thigh, strapless summer dress and two-inch heels that showed off her tanned thighs. Over her perfect shoulders, she wore the soft Kashmir wool sweater Mike had bought for her last birthday. The room's air conditioner felt cold after the warmness of the hotel lobby. She shivered again. Then, suddenly self-conscious, she slumped slightly forward, aware that even though she wore a silk bra beneath her sweater, it was thin and she was aware the coldness of the room made her nipples stick out. Without warning, Ralph took a long stride forward, reached out and grasped one erect nipple between his thumb and forefinger, squeezing firmly.