Christmas Griswald woke up alone in her bed. She couldn't remember the last time she slept so well. The prior night's adventure had worn her out, mentally and physically, and she loved every minute of it.
She had slept in her Fantasy Shop work clothes, as she was too exhausted to change. Luckily for her, the t-shirt she was wearing covered the frat boy phone numbers on her breast and the dried cum from Eric Knowles.
When she left the bedroom, she looked into the living room to see that Josh was still passed out on the couch. She sighed and shook her head.
Chris took her clothes off and looked in the mirror. Her reflection showed a new woman who was doing what she wanted when she wanted. Before last night, she lived a miserable life where she constantly worried about money and put her trust into people who would always let her down. Now, she was living life for herself and it felt great.
But what about Josh?
While she took a shower and washed the remains of last night off her body, she thought about their relationship. Deep down, Chris still loved Josh, but something had definitely changed. That feeling she had when they first got together wasn't there anymore. She didn't feel it in her heart the same way she had before.
Despite this revelation, Chris wasn't sure whether she should continue to give Josh a chance or break up with him. At least she didn't have to rely on him financially. She was now making her own money and could afford to pay all the bills on her own while still having money left over. That is, if she continued this new lifestyle of hers.
She wanted to go back to work at Sal's Pizza tonight, but she wasn't on the schedule. She wasn't even on the schedule for the Fantasy Shop either. Chris had the entire day off. She wondered what she would do with her free time. Nothing in her life brought her as much fun or confidence as her newfound love of exhibitionism. Exposing her young body thrilled her to no end. Having men insult and degrade her turned her on even more. She even got pleasure from Tyrell and Jonesy smacking her breasts as hard as they could. She was beginning to love her new life as a sex object.
This was never something she envisioned for herself. She had dreams of going to college; moving out of River City with Josh; getting a new home together; and maybe getting married. Those dreams seemed silly to her now. Why should she do any of those things when they weren't going to make her happy? She only wanted to do these things because she felt she had to. That's what everyone else was doing and she felt she needed to follow that path too.
Chris was walking down her own path now. She wasn't sure where it would lead her, but she was ready to take the risk. She had ignored her own wants and desires long enough.
Even though she was doing what she wanted right now, she still didn't want her family, or Josh, to find out about her "new life." She wondered how long she could keep it a secret though. Part of the thrill she got from exposing herself was that people saw her. Terry, Tyrell, Jonesy, the frat guys, and Rusty all took photos and recorded video of her naked last night. Who did they know? Where would those pictures and videos end up? To her, it seemed like an inevitability that she would be completely exposed to everyone she knew, but she was going to put that off as long as she could. She still didn't like dealing with confrontation.
Josh knew that Chris had the day off from both jobs, but he knew that she was likely still mad at him. Regardless, before he went to sleep, he decided he was going to ask her if she wanted to do something with him today. He hoped that this would break the tension between them and she wouldn't resent him anymore.
Hanging out with Josh was the last thing Chris wanted to do today. She wasn't sure what she wanted to do, but she definitely didn't want to do that. She couldn't believe that he had shucked all his responsibility in their relationship. He was putting the burden of keeping them fed and making sure they had a roof over their head on her. Anyone could see how unfair this situation was for Chris.
She went to the refrigerator to find something to eat. The sound she made opening the refrigerator door had woken Josh up.
"Hey babe," he said - still groggy.
Chris didn't say a word and continued looking for something to eat.
Josh knew she was giving him the silent treatment.
"Hey," he said nervously, "I was thinking, um, since you have the day off, maybe we could do something today? We can do anything you want."
"I can do anything I want with my own money?" she thought, "How gracious of you, Josh!"
Had she actually said what she was thinking, Josh would have been reduced to a pile of ash.
While reaching into the freezer for a small carton of ice cream, she saw that she had not done a very good job of washing off Tyrell's phone number from her hand.
Then she got an idea.
"Actually," she said, "I got called into work today at, uh, Sal's. So I'm going to be going there soon. One of his day time drivers called off."
Josh's heart sank, "Oh, okay. It's no problem. Maybe another time."
Chris felt bad lying to Josh, but she couldn't bring herself to having another argument with him and breaking him even more.
On her way to her car, she saw Zach coming up the stairs.
He smiled at her and she smiled back.
"Hey, I know you want to do our movie," he teased.
She had remembered Zach talking about the gangbang movie he was making in his apartment. As exciting as the possibility was, she felt that that was a bit too much for her.
"No way," she laughed, "I think you're hearing things."
"We'll see," he said, "We're going to shoot it Friday night. If you change your mind, let me know. Otherwise, we'll have to hire a prostitute and catch every disease known to mankind. So live with that on your conscience, prude."
Chris loved Zach's sense of humor, "I have to go. Money is calling."
Zach waved goodbye and Chris finished the trek to her car.
She knew that she had nowhere to go, so she decided to make some plans.
She pulled out the piece of paper in her glove compartment and texted Tyrell.
Chris: Hey, it's Chris. The girl from last night.
Chris anxiously awaited a reply. She didn't have the guts to call him. Maybe he was in the middle of something. She didn't want to bother him.
Tyrell: shit, girl, you're quick. What do you want?
Her pride was gone. She was desperate to do anything today that might involve taking her clothes off for him and Jonesy.
Chris: I thought maybe we could have some fun? I have the day off today.
Tyrell: You're hungry, ain't ya?
She was. She knew it and he knew it. Even though they had insulted her last night, Tyrell and Jonesy knew she enjoyed it. The look on her face told the whole story. And it's not every day that a girl asks if you want to smack her breasts.
Chris: I had a good time last night... I figured you did too...
Tyrell: It was aight. Lol
"Aight?" Chris stewed. Frustrated, she sat in her car and wondered if she was imagining things. Maybe they didn't like her. Maybe they actually thought she was unattractive. She had to fish for validation.
Chris: Just alright? I know you two don't like my body...
Her leg bounced up and down as she anxiously awaited Tyrell's response.
Tyrell: You know you got some ugly ass titties!! lol You cute, but you need to do something about them shits! For real!
To any normal girl, this would have been extremely insulting and hurtful. Tyrell's opinion of Chris was so low that he didn't consider her to be as attractive as most women. She wasn't ugly by any means. In fact, many thought that Chris was very cute, but her breasts ruined her to Tyrell. Instead of being offended, Chris loved it when men cut her down and made her feel ugly. She wasn't sure why she loved it, but she wasn't going to fight it.
After she tried on her new outfit yesterday and before she met Terry McEvers at the trailer park, she thought that her body would be a hit with all the guys she met. Chris had always been self conscious of her appearance, but something about that short period of time made her feel good about herself. Once Terry cut her down, she started to second guess herself.
Chris: I know!! :( I'm sorry you guys don't like my tits. I've never cared about being attractive until now... and I'm not doing a very good job of it. You, and other guys I met last night, all hate my saggy tits...
Tyrell: Girl, I'm tellin' ya...we hate them, because they ugly as hell... a bitch your age shouldn't have titties that hang that low. They big, but they sad lmao
All she wanted to do was hang out with Tyrell and Jonesy today. She didn't care if they degraded or humiliated her - which she was sure they would do. Chris felt like the guys enjoyed cutting her down. That was okay with her, because she enjoyed it too. She wanted to submit to them and take all the physical and emotional abuse they could dish out. This has become an unexpected kink for her and she wasn't about to give it up.
She needed an answer.
Chris: So... can I come over?? You two can do whatever you want to me. ;)
She was coming off very desperate and they both knew it.
Tyrell: I guess, bitch.
A big smile came across Chris' face.
Chris: Great! <3 I'll be there shortly! Ty!
Tyrell rolled his eyes and put his phone down. He had more important things to worry about today than Chris.
She arrived at Tyrell's place as quickly as she could. Chris knocked on the door and no one answered. There was a car in the driveway, so she assumed that someone was home and that the car belonged to Tyrell or Jonesy.
While she waited, an older man who looked extremely drunk, shuffled over to Tyrell's yard. Chris caught him out of the corner of her eye. She didn't want to make eye contact with him - hoping he would ignore her.
"Hey, white girl!" he shouted.
Chris sighed. She was going to have to communicate with him. What could he possibly want from her? Maybe he was some drunk cat caller or he was a homeless man who wanted money. She was a pretty 18-year old girl, so his interests could be more sinister.
She began to fidget and knocked again. No answer.
"Hey baby!" he shouted again.
She didn't want to risk angering him, so she turned around and acknowledged him.
"Hi,":she responded meekly.