"No, it's too embarrassing," Amy blushed.
Christine pressed on, "Oh, c'mon, you got me to tell you mine and now you're shy?"
"Seriously, it's really ... I'm weird. You'd think less of me." Amy was young and unsure of herself, shy and pretty but without strutting herself around the office. She so could have because men glared at her bubble butt all the time.
Both of them were shuffling papers around, auditing stacks of receipts. It was end of the month and this was repetitive tedious work they could've done in their sleep. At first they talked about the office, how boring it was. Then TV shows. Then stupid things. Then they broke into the inappropriate, talking shit about their coworkers. Somehow they drifted into funny sex things involving boyfriends and husbands. When they ran out of things to talk about, it escalated to their kinks.
Christine scoffed, then leaned into Amy conspiratorially and whispered, "a mechanic asked me to pee on him once."
Amy looked at her, eyes bulging in surprise. "No!" she laughed, "No! You didn't!" She covered her mouth up laughing hysterically.
No, Christine didn't actually do it. But she didn't want to come out looking like a boring square in front of the younger woman and she wanted to coax Amy's little secret out of her. "It was a long time ago, when I was about your age." Little fib. No harm. "I promise I won't think any less of you." More pages flipped through her fingers, annoyed by Amy's reticence.
Amy bit her lip and stopped shuffling papers for a moment, then just sort of blurted it out.
"I wanna watch an older woman fuck my boyfriend while I'm tied up."
Jesus. Christine was stunned. She was not expecting something that hardcore. Or comprehensive.
After an exhale Amy added, "and she doesn't have to be nice about it..."
"Uh..."
Christine definitely never saw this one coming. Shy sweet Amy from accounting, sexually submissive? Was that the term? She wanted to watch someone fuck her boyfriend? An older woman? She felt suddenly warm around the neck, as if she was under a heat lamp. Did it get brighter in here all of a sudden, she wondered?
"See, I told you that ... oh God, I made it weird." Amy was visibly dejected. "Yeah, I made it weird." She nervously shuffled papers from the pile, lost her place and started over.
It was getting awkward. "Well, ... does your boyfriend know about it?" Christine asked casually. She didn't know how to reassure Amy but she wanted to put her at ease somehow. She felt a weird feeling in the pit of her stomach and it started spreading around in pulses.
Come to think of it, she didn't know how she really felt about this. At all. Was there an implied something there? Christine was twice Amy's age. The stomach feeling now felt as a pulsing throb deep inside her.
"No, but he'd go along with it. You know how guys are."
Christine shifted her legs and realized certain ... places got a tiny bit slicker. Of course Amy's young boyfriend would go for something freaky like that. She wondered if her own husband would be equally enlightened by comparison. Was that new age openness or just a stage of youthful horniness she once went through?
She didn't know what to say. She didn't feel like she was sexually repressed, but she had never thought about what Amy described as her hottest kink. Somewhere vaguely between her thighs she felt a dull pulse spreading into an unceasing tingle. Christine immediately regretted asking, "So you haven't done it before?" because Amy was biting her lip hard and staring at her.
"Umm... n- no..." Amy croaked breathlessly and stared expectantly at Christine, her nipples obscenely hard and poking through her shirt.
Oh God, Christine realized, this was beyond a suggestive implication. Her ears were burning now. Was she being invited to fuck Amy's boyfriend? While Amy watched? Her heart started pounding because that was too bold of a thought, let alone a passive question. She marveled at how casually the invitation was delivered. Somehow the idea of being watched having sex was more of a barrier to her than cheating on her husband. Huh.
But she said nothing. The silence was a reply of sorts and after a few seconds she was a little scared to answer. She didn't want to make Amy feel bad but she honestly didn't know what to think or say to the revelation. It was shocking. The conversation petered out and they finished the audit in near silence. Longer the silence went on, Christine felt worse. For chrissakes, she was put in a spot. The tingling slowly dulled to a numb feeling. They locked up the office after finishing and parted ways in sullen gloom.
Christine drove home steering single-handed, her heart throbbing and other hand confusingly buried inside her jeans. Her mind was entirely blank but she felt this need to touch herself. At the first light she unbuttoned herself and by the next one she was teasing herself with a finger. Two blocks before reaching home she parked on the side of the road and finished herself off in comfort. She walked into the house with wobbly knees, so ready for bed.
Next week the two of them pretended like nothing had ever happened. The unspoken come-on faded away in memory and Christine later wasn't sure if it had been a question after all. To be honest, Amy was beautiful and Christine, well, she felt she really wasn't in her category. There's no way she meant ... her. More she thought about it, more Christine felt that she overreacted.
Amy walked by in the hallway and smiled brightly at her. So they were still alright then. Christine was worried about upsetting things between them because they had to work together.