** You will get more from this if you've read the preceding parts, I imagine...**
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The two pretty bimbos ahead of her, giggling to each other, flashing their eyes at her, knowing, grinning, teasingly jerking the chain that is snugging itself ever more intimately, ever more outrageously, into the folds of her sex, emphasise that this is not a secret shame, but one obvious to others β and not just the three of them, but those behind her as well β Lord K, frightening D, fascinating M.
It's all too much and Chloe, as soon as the door closes behind them, staggers, her thighs trembling, landing on her knees, unable to suppress a desperately weak, embarrassed giggle, overcome with shame and fear β again on the verge of hysteria.
Out of the presence of Ms M, the utter impossibility of her, Chloe, an innocent, among strangers, being in this degraded, debauched situation, hits her, and hits her hard.
The angular, precise figure of Miss A is in front of her, and she feels unbearably ashamed β ashamed of her nakedness, of being so whorishly restrained, of her pathetic compliance, of the way her tits, held up by the cantilever half bra, won't stop jiggling, the nipples weaving little dances, stiff, advertising her so recent helpless arousal.
How can she have allowed herself to be put into a position this vulnerable β this exposed, this shaming?
Her chest heaves, a few little sobs at the enormity of her mistakes this evening escape her. Self pity rises up to overtake her.
But somehow she can't let it. There is, in her head, some β thing, some crazy thing, that wants to know...
To know, if she holds herself together, if she can manage to go through with this β whatever insane weirdness, bizarre perversity is in store for her β what... what it will be like. How it will feel...
Some ... hunger.
And also, alongside it, and just as insistent, a need in her, a need deep; shockingly stubborn, unreasonable in its determination, to prove herself interesting to Ms M.
And let's face it, she thinks, she can never again be a girl who, in return for the offer of Β£500, wouldn't strip for a stranger whom she has been told will fuck her in the ass in front of people she has only just met. She can never forget that she is already a proven slut, offering her pussy to be manipulated in a public lift by a woman she is frightened by and has only just met...
All these thoughts β and more β rush through her head as she kneels, wrists locked behind her neck, hyperventilating almost, tits jiggling so shamefully obviously, chain cutting into her sex, on the verge of panic, hyper-aware of the gaze of sharp Miss A on her naked, trussed body.
Hyper-concerned lest this fierce, intense person reject her, reject silly little provincial Chloe, with her foolish, naive responses; tell Lord K, and D; worst of all Ms M, that she is simply not up to it, not fit, not worthy of the trouble...
Because clearly, she isn't. Worthy. Look at these gorgeous girls, so immaculately dressed β slutty, yet sharp; obvious whores yet infinitely superior to, infinitely sexier than herself, silly little Chloe the innocent, who can hardly walk in the heels they have dressed her in, whose belly button isn't pierced, who has no large hoop earrings, or subtle blushing makeup, who has no poise at all, and no idea what any of this is really about.
And she looks up, tears wetting her eyes, directly into those of Miss A, whose face is inscrutable, but who is definitely looking back, a subtle sneer asking; 'Can you hack it, little slut? Can you hold it together? Are you worth my time?'
And from somewhere Chloe access the will, the need, the strength to control herself, straighten herself, lifting her arms to move her shoulders back, letting the weight of her cuffed hands pull down behind her back, lifting her ass a little, spreading her thighs a little: shaking? yes, terrified? yes, Horribly shamed? yes β but hysterical? no, not any more. Her gaze drops, unable to hold that gimlet stare for more than a second or two, but her pose persists.
Silence. Chloe's trembling is embarrassingly obvious, no matter how she tries to dampen it, but she holds herself, increasingly aware of the implications for her future self-worth of this offering of her breasts, her thighs opened, to this woman who is going, apparently, to beat her, but nevertheless offering herself so brazenly; open, vulnerable, biting her lip to stop herself whimpering.
She has nothing else to hold onto, after all. Her chest rises and falls heavily, her breathing tumultuous still, her breasts moving, attracting attention whether she wishes it or not.
Her attempt at self-control, she knows, is in itself shaming β what girl would try to look good in this situation? She should be screaming and yelling, trying to stand, to get to the lifts, to get out of this sick weirdness.
But the reality is that what matters to her most, right now, is this Miss A, who speaks at last;
"And what am I to do with you, pretty?"
Who, when the girls start gabbling, talking over each other, says;
"Quiet, cunts. I am talking to the pretty."
More silence.
It's impossible. Chloe cannot say those things β the requests Lord K made in dismissing her. She can't.
But, within only a few seconds, it seems that it is even harder to bear the silence, the expectation, to be the centre of attention, so vulnerable...
And she hears her own voice;
"Madam .. Lord .. Lord K thinks .. thinks I'll be .. be the better for a t..trimmed pussy and .. and .. and"
Hysteria climbs again, needs to be ruthlessly suppressed (more heavy breathing, more tits jiggling, more humiliation). Again, nothing but expectant silence and unwelcome attention, until Chloe finally manages;