Chapter 5
What would an onlooker see? An auction, OMG a slave market? Three small Asian girls parading, taking turns on a small stage in Mr Somchai's office, where I had danced alone last night, dancing in identical skimpy bikini's, dancing for men's pleasure, for men in dark suits. Two with dark complexions, one with paler skin, occasionally casting nervous glances towards their audience.
The men are sitting on the sofas where I sucked Mr Sin only yesterday, beside the desk on which I had been fucked so mercilessly. The men are studying the dancers, fully aware that all of us girls who work in the club are whores. They are assessing the earning power of the whores, how much guys will pay for their small tight pussies. They are making bids for them. They will take the girls away... to Cambodia, Myanmar... who knows where, beyond the reach of their families, their friends, their old lives? I can guess what is in their minds. Thankfully I am not one of them...
As I had followed the other two girls out of the kitchen towards Mr Somchai's office, towards the auction that would change my life irretrievably, feeling in equal measures a pounding excitement and a mounting dread and leaving a trail of drips from my pussy, we bumped into Mamasan, holding the wrist of the third girl. She just tutted when she saw me, sent the missing girl after the others and told me instead to serve drinks to Mr Somchai and the visitors, then followed the girls towards Somchai's office.
They had already given their orders, so I waited behind the counter while their drinks were prepared. Mai approached me on her way to the stage. She gave me a hug.
'I was worry. I thought that Mamasan Two will sell you.' She whispered into my ear.
'OMG, yes. I was really scared.' I replied, starting to calm down a bit.
I watched as Mai trotted up the steps onto the stage joining several other girls as they started to dance. I watched them for a while dancing, intrigued to see them just as the audience had watched me.
My mind wandered. I thought of my friend Siobhan who was a dancer with a famous contemporary dance company in London. I had sometimes watched her performing from the wings. As I am fond of dancing, and sometimes told her I wished I could have become a dancer... if only I had been taller, she sometimes taught me dance moves, but little could I have imagined in those days that I would indeed become a dancer, albeit in a very lowly form of the art... as a gogo girl, a striptease girl... a prostitute.
My thoughts stayed happily back to London. If I were back home at this moment, I guessed it would be evening. I would be sitting watching TV with my husband sipping white wine. I would probably be thinking of calling in tomorrow at our local Waitrose supermarket for groceries after work. I would be planning activities for the weekend, arranging a dinner party for some work colleagues of Robert... OMG! Please, not Clive and Jay! Perhaps visiting Siobhan in Islington where she had a lovely apartment. Heading down Bond Street with the girls?
Oh God, it was all so normal... all my friends back there doing the same things, perhaps thinking of me now, just as I am thinking of them. But I can picture them all now, Siobhan maybe doing a workout, Mandy and Szu Wei, also single probably discussing hot guys from work, Alex, Emmy and Mariko with young families making school arrangements, coffee mornings... our comfortable lives.
They must be picturing me in just the same familiar places, doing the same things we always do, not in their wildest dreams picturing me... Me!... in skimpy bikini, whoring in a brothel... Me?!... the beautiful, clever, elegant and admired Dr Ying, performing stripteases, kneeling under tables sucking strangers cocks and gulping their sperm, displayed, touched, used and fucked so many times, the debased slut I had become. I was jolted from this reverie by a call from the girl behind the bar. That world seemed almost dreamlike now... a different universe. This is my new reality. I am a cheap whore in a brothel, get used to it girl.
I was passed a tray with the drinks for Mr Somchai's party. I made my way along the back corridor to his office, knocking before I went in.
As I entered I noticed the girls were standing beside the small stage. One of them was standing on it now, gyrating to the music. Then she stripped off her bikini and continued dancing nude. I was identically dressed to the girls at the stage as I walked over to the sofas where the men were sitting with Mr Somchai and Mamasan. I handed out the drinks. I noticed that there were actually three guys in suits and one in police uniform. I had expected Mr Sin to be there, but he wasn't one of the party.
As I finished serving them, one of the suited guys grasped my wrist and pulled me onto the sofa. Bikini-clad, my small barely covered body was squeezed between him and the policeman who I quickly gathered was a senior Bangkok police officer and clearly on familiar terms with Mr Somchai. I wondered if I would find an opportunity to quietly ask for his assistance in escaping this place. A glass was raised to my lips and I drank it all down before spluttering... whiskey! My head was soon swimming slightly.
I watched enthralled as the girls on stage were appraised and assessed, with an awful fascination, knowing that if Mamasan hadn't come back at that moment it would have been me now back on that stage. The very thought made me shiver in liquid excitement. Once I had been bid for, it would have been too late to reverse. It would have been a matter of saving face, so important here. I would be on my way to a new life. My body was tingling with excitement, my eyes glued to the stage,
I shuffled trying to get comfortable almost submerged between these large men. Seeing this I was hoisted up onto the lap of the guy who had first grabbed me. Laughing, the police officer next to him took hold of my legs and swung them up onto his lap precipitating me sideways and next moment I found myself lying horizontally across the laps of three guys.
Very soon I could feel hands beginning to explore my body. One hand was inside my bra toying with my nipple, causing little electric shocks to jolt my body.
'Oh Sir,' I mock-protested, then giggled and pouted my ruby lips. A finger was presented to my mouth and I sucked on it enthusiastically.
My legs were separated and another hand slipped inside my panties. I felt fingers inching down over my smoothly shaved mons, seeking my moist sex. Oh God, I shuddered with desire. I wriggled, adjusting my position, moving my legs apart inviting the exploring fingers to enter me. I lifted my pelvis, offering my opening to the probing fingers, making little sounds, begging for them to touch me. I moaned as a finger reached my honeyed centre and dipped inside.