Trigger warning. This includes some non-consent/reluctance, degradation and somewhat intense raceplay/slurs. Aftercare/Romance is not my thing so if it's a requirement for you then this isn't the story for you. This is not for everyone. If this isn't your thing please find something that is. If it is, enjoy! Every character is written to be 18 or older.
There is a rumor that if you want a good recommendation to an ivy league university, you need to visit the teacher's lounge. What you do once you get up there is where the rumors get complicated. At cheer practice I approach some of the other senior girls and ask them if they've ever been.
"It's not worth it!" Leah says, crossing her arms.
"What do you mean??" I ask.
"If you go, you'll have to give Mr.Connors a blow job." One girl says from the circle.
"I heard it was just a hand job." Another whispers.
"But no one has ever been?" I ask.
The circle of girls shake their heads, "No way. But that's what a senior from a few years ago said and I'm not trying to blow some crusty old man for a letter of recommendation!" Leah says, trying to manage her voice level.
Easy for her to say. She was pretty, blonde hair, blue eyed and blue blooded. She didn't need a recommendation from a teacher, daddy would get the mayor or someone to write one for her. For me things would be more difficult. I wasn't even a paying student here, as if my family could afford $20k a year for high school. My family survived, we weren't living in the ghetto like most students assumed since I was one of the few black students, but we weren't like Leah's family. I was poor, black and blue collar. I wasn't ugly but I wasn't desirable by the standards of Rebs Preparatory Academy. I wasn't "fat," but I did have natural curves and though they were long my curls were tight and I hardly ever straightened them. I didn't fit the beauty standard but I had made a life for myself here and I have goals. I desperately want to get into Harvard and that isn't happening without a good letter. If that means giving a hand job, so be it.
The group of girls disperse and I wait for things to die down before leaving the locker room. I walk down to the teachers lounge which resides in the basement. Before I knock on the door I make sure that my uniform is presentable. My plaid skirt is at the right length, my light blue button up shirt is perfectly tucked in and my knee high socks are perfectly straight. I brave up and knock. The voices on the other side get a little quieter and then Mr.Connors open the door.
"Yes?" He asks.
My palms are sweaty and my backpack strap begins too slip, "I ca-," I clear my throat, "I came to ask about a letter of recommendation."
Mr.Connors looks me up & down, smirks and then turns into the room, "There's a student here looking for a letter of recommendation. Anyone willing to write her one?" He asks the room.
I hear laughs coming from the room and three teachers exit with their things. The art teacher, Mrs.Orthel looks me up and down on the way out and slumps, "What a pity. I wish I had the time." She says before walking towards the stairs.
Mr.Connors ushers me into the room. The only teachers left are him, Mr.Peters a math teacher and Mr.Trudell the American history teacher. They sit sipping coffee or with their arms crossed on the brown leather sofa.
"So, you need a letter of recommendation?" Mr.Trudell asks.
I nod, "Yes sir."
"This one is polite." Mr.Peters says.
"Who told you to come down here?" Mr.Connors asks.
"No one. I mean, I just heard rumors of where to go." I say.
"And these rumors, did they say you had to do anything?" Mr.Connors asks.
The men start to chuckle.
I look up at Mr.Connors, "They say, I'd have to give you a handjob." I say.
Connors & Peters burst into laughter but Trudell stays serious, "You think that's fair?" He asks.
I look at the other two men but Trudell approaches me, coming into my circle. "Do you think we're giving away ivy league worthy letters to our students for hand jobs?" He asks. I can feel his breath in my face.
"How old are you anyways?" Mr.Peters asks.
Mr.Trudell is circling my body as I speak, "I'm 18." I say. And it's true, my birthday was only recently.
"Answer my question." Mr.Trudell says, "Do you think a hand job is a fair trade?"
I shrug, "I don't know."
"I don't think so." Mr.Connors says. The other men shake their heads.
"So, I can't have one?" I ask. I am confused.
"You can have one but it's gonna cost you more than a hand job. Question for you is, what are YOU willing to do for it?" Trudell asks.
"I say we find out." Connors says.
"Never had a black one before." Peters follows.
"I don't know." I say. I try to back away but instead I just stumble into Trudell who begins to peel the straps off of my back.