This is part one of the story of how Selma finds a mysterious man online and signs a contract that states she agrees that he can do whatever he pleases to her for 48 hours. But does she realize how far Erik is willing to take their little game? Will she regret it once she finds herself stalked in an alley? Kidnapped? Chased through the woods...?
All characters are 18+ and consenting adults.
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I haven't heard from Erik since I signed the contract last week, but still, I keep checking my phone. There's nothing but his last message. Short, to the point, telling me he received my signed copy of the contract, and once again asking me to confirm that instead of a safeword we would use the traffic light system.
I had confirmed. I wasn't familiar with the concept, but I felt comfortable with the simplicity of green for go, yellow for "you're pushing my boundaries", and red for stop, as opposed to using a cheesy safeword like "pineapple".
It's hard not to glance at the bag by my desk, waiting for me to finish work and get changed into the dress he's picked out, and the high heels. Much higher than anything I usually wear. I spent some time last night practicing walking in them. I can do it, but running in them will be impossible.
The thought of everything that might happen later brings on a mix of emotions. There's something so exhilarating about mixing fear and arousal. My mind drifts and I start to think of the contract, and all the things I've given Erik permission to do to me for the next 48 hours. I wonder if I'll end up regretting some of the things I agreed to. I wonder how far he's willing to go, how far I'm willing to let him push me.
I absentmindedly rub my thighs together when a knock on my door makes me jump in my chair. The door opens before I can reply, and my boss Hanna enters the office.
"Selma? Do you have a minute?"
"Uhm, sure. Of course," I say, swiveling my chair to face her.
"I just wanted to ask if you could work late tonight. With the new launch next week I could really use someone to go over the numbers again and make sure the presentation is on point," Hanna says.
"Oh. I,- I'm so sorry, but... I have plans this weekend. I need to leave at five by the latest." I feel myself blush as I say it and I look down at my hands.
"I wish I could help you. But I could come in early on Monday?", I say, trying to sound casual.
Hanna briefly looks puzzled. I'm pretty sure this is the first time I've ever said no to a request to work overtime. Usually, Friday night for me means lounging around in my pajamas and watching movies at home alone, so accepting overtime never really bothered me.
"Oh, alright. Well sure, Monday would be great, if you can." She looks like she might ask me what I'm doing this weekend, and I want to sink to the floor and disappear. Thankfully she doesn't, and I can breathe again as soon as she leaves my office.
It's hopeless to focus on work. I give up and pick up my phone to order the Uber. My hands tremble as I punch in the address to the club Erik told me to go to.
He gave me detailed instructions earlier this week. I'm to go there, use the bathroom to change into the dress and heels, put on the make-up and perfume he's requested, and leave my bag with my phone, work clothes, and personal effects with the bartender he claims is a friend of his.
He assured me it would all be returned to me on Sunday. After ridding myself of my belongings I'm supposed to have a drink. Erik said the bartender would tell me when it was time to leave, and that he'd show me where the back door was. I'm to walk through an alley and a car will be waiting to take me to Eric's place. After that, I have no idea what might happen.
I know everything about this should scream 'Danger', and I know I should let someone know what I'm going to do, just to be safe. But who would I tell? I'm not particularly close with any of my co-workers or friends, and there's no way I could tell my mother. But wouldn't it be wildly irresponsible to do this without leaving some sort of clue?
I quickly open up the notepad on my computer and write: "If something happens to me, I was going on a date this weekend. His name is Erik, and his phone number is 907 558009. We're supposed to meet at a club called Hawk, at St. Halvard's Plaza, in Old Town. If I'm not here on Monday something has happened to me."
Writing it down feels wrong. Like I'm admitting that something bad might happen to me. I don't even know his last name, or what he looks like, or where he works. I consider deleting the note, blocking his number, and going home to eat leftover pizza and watch TV.
But I don't. Instead, I watch the clock turn 5, grab my bag, turn off the light in my office, and leave the building. Outside the Uber is already waiting for me. Once again I consider changing my mind, asking the driver to take me home. But he doesn't speak to me apart from saying 'Hello', so I don't speak to him either.
Sitting in the back of the car I keep fiddling with my hands, pushing my hair behind my ears, checking my phone to see if he's texted me, but still nothing. We get to the club too soon, and I thank the driver before getting out.
I've never been there before. I rarely ever go to this part of town at all. The area doesn't feel as safe as what I'm used to from living on the upper west side of the city. Being out on the street makes me nervous, so I quickly make my way over to the door. Stepping inside I'm almost swallowed by darkness.
It takes a second for my eyes to adjust and notice the bar in the corner. The room is lined with intimate booths, red velvet couches, and polished black tables. I look around for the bathroom and spot a sign pointing to a door at the far side of the room. Passing the bar I notice the bartender looking at me, he gives me a brief smile before returning his attention to the glasses he's drying.
I quickly find a stall and start getting undressed. I hesitate before I remove my bra and underwear. I would have preferred to leave them on, but Erik had told me not to. I'm not sure what he might do if I don't follow his orders, so I take them off. There's a shelf above the toilet that looks clean, so I leave my clothes there while I take out the dress and heels.
I've never worn a dress like this in my life. It's floor length, silky smooth satin, in a deep red color. I had wanted to try it on at home, but for some reason, it hadn't felt right to wear a dress like this in my tiny apartment. This was a dress made for something different.
I pull it on, and it hugs every curve on my body. I told Erik my size, but how he got a dress that looked like it was tailored to fit my exact measurements I have no idea. There's a long split that runs halfway up my thigh, and the neckline is so low my breasts are at risk of spilling out. I try to gently tug at it to reduce the cleavage, but there's no give in the fabric.
I sit on the lid of the toilet and remove my socks before stepping into the black and shiny heels, with red leather undersides. When I first had them delivered to my apartment I assumed they were knock-offs. The same with the dress. Because who would spend thousands of euros on clothes for a stranger?
I got curious, so I Googled them while I was at work, and quickly realized they were genuine. All in all the retail price of the shoes and the dress is over 20.000 Euros. That's almost half my yearly salary. The fact that he would spend such an amount on a woman he's never met excites me, but it's also kind of unnerving. Who the hell is this guy?
After putting all of my belongings in the bag I stand by the mirror and do my make-up like he'd requested. I rarely use make-up, only for special occasions, but never this heavy. Erik said he wanted dramatic smokey eyes and deep red lipstick. I'm glad he sent the lipstick with the dress because I don't own anything like that.
Looking in the mirror it's strange seeing myself like this. A completely different person is staring back at me. The smokey eyes and the red lips make my skin look even paler than usual. The only thing that still looks like me is my ash-blonde hair. The soft curls framing my face, falling off of my shoulders.