"'I mean
Rrrolex
time.'" I mocked under my breath, rolling my 'R' with a sneer.
I was watching the face of the idiotic adornment, the knocker on Dagmar's door in my hand and raised. I brought it down on its striker precisely when the sweeping hand notched over the '12' at nine o'clock sharp, repeating a few times before standing back, my hands clasped behind me as I looked aimlessly down the hall with a smirk at my little personal stunt.
She opened the door, wearing the business version of the 'little black dress'. My smirk was wiped off my face entirely as I took in how it looked so good while being decent and properly business like at the same time.
She walked into the hall, closing her door and looking at me with a smirk of her own, hair down and beautiful, gold earrings and necklace matching the double row of gold buttons running down to the hem from under those great tits.
"I thought you'd like this outfit."
She took my arm and we walked down the hall to the elevator.
"I want you obedient tonight, boy. You do what I tell you when I tell you, got that?"
"Yes.", I answered, remembering my earlier misgivings about this evening and glad for the leftover buzz from the whiskey.
"Just follow my lead and don't speak unless I ask you a question. Do well, and you'll be nicely rewarded for
all
of the little things you've done right here and there."
"Right.", I acknowledged nervously.
She didn't speak again until we were on the elevator car and going down.
"Also, I expect you to be attentive in case things get hairy. Nothing you can't handle, boy, don't fret."
"O-kaaay.", I said, fretting.
"I beg your pardon?"
"I- Yes, Mistress, I'll be on the ball."
"That's what I like to hear. Go on ahead and bring the car to the curb while I wait in the lobby. You will then come in and get me and take me to the car."
These things done, I was pulling out into the evening sun, headed North as instructed from my back seated passenger.
"Uhhh,...", I stammered, "should I grab the tire iron or something?"
"God, no. I told you it won't be anything you can't handle. Anyway, I'll be there, so just do what a good dog would do if our host can't contain himself, but I really doubt it will come to that, so again, don't worry.", she explained tersely.
Having to be happy with that, I drove for blocks in the mindless, 'stop-and-go-nowhere' traffic of uptown Toronto for a while. I would glance at her in the rearview mirror, seeing a very officious, but beautiful female passenger. It was like being the driver for the female dictator of some little banana republic as she looked straight ahead, as though she could already see our destination and was in the process of drawing up a mental list of grievances. Finally, she directed me to the highway.
"Going a bit fast, aren't we?"
" ... Better?" I asked, dropping some speed and looking woefully at the Caddy up ahead that I was stalking.
"Yes."
" ... I uhh, I googled the term 'vanilla'."
"Oh, you did, did you? And pray tell, what did you find?"
I glanced in the mirror to find her looking at me now.
"A lot of stuff. A
whole
lotta stuff. Including a couple of videos I'd rather not even describe."
"I wish you hadn't done that. I should have modified your internet settings. In any case, what videos do you mean? Describe them."
(dammit, I just told her I'd rather
not
describe them!)
"Well,... This guy with his bag,... tied to the floor and trying to stand up like this woman was telling him."
"And?"
"And, uhhh,... this woman,... She had a strap-on and she was,... You know."
"What?"
" ... "Fucking him with it.", I said exasperatedly.
"His mouth?"
"No!"
"What?"
"She was fucking his ass, there I said it! Look,... you're not gonna do any of that Dominatrix stuff to
me
, are you?"
"See, that's why I wish you hadn't done that. Listen up, boy: First of all, I am
not
a Dominatrix. Never call me that. A Dominatrix is some stupid tramp who collects ten dollars per hour to smack some broken moron's ass with a flogger. I am a Domina, if you must use some term. I am what those silly tarts can't even properly pretend to be. And no, I have no intentions of abusing you in those ways."
"That's a relief", I noted.
"As your
proper
Dominant, I am your owner and therefore responsible for you. Abusing my belongings, or those I'm responsible for, is not a wise application of my resources and women who do that as a matter of course to their male submissives are weak. They fear and resent men and must completely emasculate them in order to feel some false sense of power, to feel like a woman. They are not true Dominants and what good is a broken man to anyone, anyhow? What was your opinion of the male subs you saw going through these things?"
"I kept wondering how they'd see a man in the mirror the next morning." I answered.
Dagmar chuckled softly at this. "They were probably never men to begin with. Just some over sexed reject who wants to get off in a new and kinky way, or someone who has no will, no spirit, no,... true Humanity. They're no more a proper submissive than their so-called Dominants and both are equally pathetic. No, I don't need or want to emasculate you like that, I want your spirit intact, your mind on me, and your will under my control. Not only are you more useful to me in this way, but you're also a lot more fun to toy with."
"Is that why you call me a 'wilder'?"
"Exactly. a submissive core with learned Dominant traits. What could be better for me? Sometimes I wish I could have gotten hold of you when you started grade seven."
"Uhh,... What?"
"Get your mind out of the gutter, I simply meant that it would have been nice to mould you for my later use. But, then you wouldn't be the fun you are now, would you? And you're still young enough to learn, in fact I think you've been learning,... somewhat well. A credit to my direction, although I do admit that I never expected this ah, sometimes
familiar
rapport between us."
"People like me; what can I say?" I quipped dryly, actually getting a laugh.
"People don't even see you."
I didn't answer to this insulting fact. It never bothered me as long as people weren't pointing it out like that.
"Kelly was quite popular." she noted. "Did you see all the little stuffed animals and offerings and people standing around crying out on the sidewalk?"
"Yes."
"Do you think anybody would have done those things had it been you that got killed there?"
"I suppose not. How about yourself?"
" ... No. Does it bother you?"
"No. I think I'd have bigger fish to fry at that point. I mean, I'd be dead,... right?"
Some moments went by before I heard that soft chuckle from the back seat. I suddenly felt her hand lightly patting the side of my neck twice before sliding seductively away.
"Good boy. See, that's your value to me, that is the wisdom in keeping your spirit intact. Why have we sped up again and why are we following that silver car?"
"Oops, sorry, Mistress." I said, slowing down.
"I asked you a question, boy."
"Umm, well I was just,... well it's a Caddy.", I laughed awkwardly.
"Take the next exit. So it's a Caddy, so what?"
"Well, it's a big sport sedan like this is, you know. Um, it's a market competitor."
"So?"
I sighed and just came out with it as I worked my way over and into the collector.
"I was just haunting him. This car will pulverize any Caddy and I just wanted to intimidate him. Sorry, force of habit."
"Hm. You need a haircut, get one. A nice short one, not buzzed, but nice and neat."
"Yes, Mistress."
"Do you ever use turn signals? I'd rather not be stopped by the police."