I started my new job in the IT Department today. It was a rabbit warren of cubicles. Thin clients are littered everywhere, connecting each tech to the server. I see various lines of code on each screen that I pass. People work with earbuds on, oblivious to the activity around them.
My guide smiles at me, and stops in front of the cubicle that is to be my new home. I put my stuff away, and sit down in the chair. I log into my client, and start about my business.
My attention is dragged away from work. I feel someone staring at me. I tuck an errant curl behind my ear, and look around. Earlier in the tour, I hadn't noticed that the opening of my cubicle faces the doorway to my supervisor's office.
I see him sitting in his chair. Tall and muscular, he fits my physical preference. The sleeves of his button-down shirt are rolled up. The muscles and veins stand out on his forearm enticing me to look longer than I should. The tip of my tongue darts out, and licks my bottom lip. I hear someone clearing their throat. I look up, and I know I've been caught.
His eyebrow is raised, and there is a smirk on his face. I turn around, and face my screen like my life depends on it. I sit there concentrating on my work, but I feel his eyes on me throughout the day. I won't be surprised if I get called to personnel, and be given the boot.
My eyes dart to the clock. It is almost time to get off. I save my work, log off, and shut the client down. I grab my stuff, turn around, and slam into a warm hard wall of flesh and bone. As I bounce backwards, I register strong hands grabbing my upper arms and steadying me.
I feel my face flushing a bright crimson. I look up to apologize, and his eyes silence me. They are piercing, and his jaw is set in a hard, unforgiving line. I feel his hands tighten momentarily, then I am set free. I feel his eyes evaluating me. Taking in my blush.
"I came to say, 'Welcome to the team.'" His voice is deep and rich. It is said quietly, but I feel like I have been shouted at. The heat from my blushing body infuses the oil on my skin into the air. The scent of lush, ripe pears mixes with his fresh, clean rain and cedar scent. It creates an intoxicating tableau for my nose.
"Thank you." I finally find my voice. I look up, and meet his eyes. His nostrils flare, breathing our scent in deeply. He is searching, but I don't know what for. I feel the challenge in his eyes. I refuse to back down. I don't need to set a precedent for the rest of our working relationship.
He smiles at me. It reaches his eyes, and they glint like a predator's. We stand there; taking each other's measure, and assessing each other's strengths. "It's good that you have a backbone." He turns around, and walks away. I gawk after him wondering what I need a backbone for.
I watch him walk to the elevator, he moves gracefully and silently for someone carrying such a muscular mass. His pants hug his butt, and stretch when he walks. My fingers twitch at the thought of digging into them. I feel them curling inward, touching my palms. The doors close behind him, and he is gone from my sight.
I was able to find a job close to my apartment, so I walk home from work. The air feels warm and heavy, after the coolness of the office. I stop at the local pub, and grab myself an amaretto sour and some fish and chips. I pay my tab, tip my bartender, and walk out.
Dusk has come, and the streets are quiet. I head for the tunnel, under the bridge, that will take me home. I look around for a second before I enter it. My senses pick nothing up. I get halfway through the tunnel, and I smell someone else. Rain and cedar. I turn around, but I don't see anything.
I turn back, and pick up my pace. I can't see anything, but that doesn't mean it's not there. I smell that scent more pervasively, but I can't tell which direction it is coming from. My brain tells me that I am in danger. Adrenaline hits. I drop my bag. I relax, shift my weight to the balls of my feet, and take a loose, relaxed fighters stance.
I start to turn around, to see what's behind me. I'm hit hard from behind. I feel a hand cover my mouth. It is holding a damp cloth that smells sickeningly sweet. I struggle harder. An arm wraps around my waist, and slams me backward against a hard chest. It tightens around my ribs, and I gasp for air. Only drawing more heavily from the rag against my face. Everything goes blurry, my body refuses to follow my commands, and I am lost to oblivion.
I came to consciousness slowly. My head is pounding. My eyes feel as if they have been glued together, then topped with sandbags. My stomach is queasy, and I feel like I am going to vomit. I lay still hoping the nausea will pass. I let my senses reach out, and take stock of my environment.
The first thing I notice is that I am naked, lying on a blanket on the ground. I can feel fallen pine needles under the blanket. I feel the shadow of a small, simple tent over me shielding me from the sun. The air is warm, but every so often I feel a cool breeze. I feel a weight around my ankle. I flex my foot.
I hear the soft clinking of a chain. The sounds of nature float to me ears. I hear birds calling to each other. Insects moving along the floor of the forest, and through the air. Branches rustling in the wind, and pine cones hitting the earth. I hear someone walking around outside the tent. The forest floor gives them away.
I smell the scents of the forest. Various pines and firs reach my nose. The smell of decaying flora, of rich natural compost that litters the ground. Dark, rich earth, moss, and the fungus that springs from it creeps to my nostrils. I smell a campfire burning, and rabbit frying.