Chapter 3: School Daze
The school bell rang and Catarina's gaze drifted slowly back into focus. She rose from her desk slowly, in a trance, and wandered out the door into the hallway towards her next class. She'd been like this all day. Her head was full of cobwebs, she couldn't concentrate. What had happened to her with the sitter yesterday seemed like a perverse dream; she couldn't take it in in real life. She'd woken this morning still lying on top of the bedcovers with her panties pulled down! Groggily, she'd showered and cleaned herself off. She couldn't believe she hadn't done it the night before.
Getting dressed for school had been very strange. When she'd considered what to wear, she had kept recalling the man's words yesterday, accusing her of dressing to make the boys at school look at her. She shook her head, as if trying to convince herself of the unjustness of the accusation, but still her hand drifted in her drawer to a pair of white lace high-cut panties instead of the cotton ones she would normally have chosen. The pale pink bra she picked was decorative and low cut, scooping forward, it would lift her big breasts, as if presenting them to the world. She placed one arm through the shoulder straps then nestled the cups under her naked bosom and fitted her soft globes into them, following with the other arm through the loop and reached around expertly to connect the 3 hooks with the innermost eye fasteners.
She picked short, flouncy, pastel-yellow shorts and a gauzy white pearl-button top, with a hem that came to just above the top of the skirt. She pushed her arms into the brief blouse and fastened the 4 large pearly buttons down the front. She turned and the skin of her tummy flashed as the shirt's bottom edges rose and fell. Short pink socks and white, Adidas Stan Smith's with green tabs on the backs completed the outfit.
She looked at her own reflection and justified her choice of clothing, "Well I just want to feel good about myself after what happened yesterday! I'm just doing it for me."
She descended the stairs slowly, her backpack slung over her shoulder. As she'd hoped, her aunt was not yet up. She couldn't have borne hearing any comments from her about the sitter's visit. She knew from the laugher she'd overheard the night before that Anderson had told Helen everything that had happened. If it was possible to blanch and blush at the same time, Catarina did, embarrassed at her aunt's knowing the details of her torments at the hands of the dirty old man, and aghast at her memories of the ordeal. She was ashamed that she'd orgasmed while the man had spanked her naked bottom. She felt it now, the spicy hot sensation of her backside being smacked hard like an electric bolt to her genitals making her pussy throb.
She shook her head violently trying to clear it of these thoughts betraying her independence. Getting in her little car she headed for the school, holding her head up, determined to concentrate.
It hadn't worked. She'd drifted through her morning unaware of her surroundings. She was sleepy, groggy, yet also very aware of her body, especially when she caught any of the boys looking at her. She felt like a bunny being observed by wolves, and that they somehow could see what the Sitter had done to her. In class, she leaned over her notes, not really seeing them, yet aware in the corner of her eye of the blooming top of her shirt as it opened at the top exposing the full swellings of her tits. Her legs jiggled nervously, and she felt her shorts slide up them so her thighs were exposed almost up to her hip. What was wrong with her?
Catarina was not altogether wrong; her display was not lost on a number of the young men in the room. Accustomed as they were by being surrounded at school by erotically experimental, sexy teenaged girls enjoying making them squirm with desire, Catarina's languor and passivity coupled with her stunning beauty, was stronger, riveting their attention. Every boy who could do so without blatantly turning in his chair to stare at her was doing so, taking in the swelling breasts and the hint of lace holding them, the firm exposed thighs and the trimness of her shape under the short shorts. Eyes traced the curve of her bottom in the tight yellow shorts, traveling from her hip to the flat of the chair she sat on, undressing her, descending to the hem of the pants pulled high on her thigh, down her full pale thighs to her slim calves and little ankle socks, to her pretty, jiggling feet in their pristine white sneakers. The clean, white neatness the girl presented was itself a provocation to the boys to imagine sullying it, pulling her garments roughly aside and marking her skin with grabbing hands and pinching fingers.
As she'd stood in line for the counter at the cafeteria at lunchtime, she'd felt a boy hasten into line behind her. She hadn't looked but had felt his lanky, close presence and his clean, manly smell. The boy stood close to her and she froze. He moved closer, his front just grazing her, so lightly that had she moved she would have broken the contact and had she turned and accused him he could have easily dismissed the proximity as accidental, even her own fault. But she didn't move, in fact, with a bit of catch in her breath, she even leaned back ever-so-slightly, grazing her shorts-covered, round rear against him. Neither of them moved but she could sense his head over her shoulder and knew he was looking at her front, could see into her cleavage at the exposed tops of her breasts. Through her thin shorts she sensed him harden, a light pressure against her backside.
"I've seen you around, haven't I?" he said, affecting coolness. She looked back at him, not breaking the contact with his body, pretending not to notice it, though the gentle prodding against her lightly covered bottom filled her mind and made her backside feel like it was swelling and rounding. "Oh, hi," she murmured shyly, "I think so. I'm Catarina." He was tall and handsome, lithe more than hunky, with an open smile and deep brown eyes. Catarina looked into his face and smiled broadly. He couldn't help himself and his hand came up towards her, then he was unsure where to place it, so he touched her shoulder feeling the warmth of her skin though the thin white shirt. The contact felt electric to her and she inhaled sharply, and felt her breasts lift and stretch involuntarily. The boy couldn't help but glance down at the fascinating orbs thrusting in his direction.