That's right, it's one you've been waiting for. This time, we're playing for all the marbles, so let's see how the arrogant viscount and insolent heiress do with a little fire under their feet. I hope the wait was worth it!
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Chapter 19: Truth and Consequences - Rafael's Perspective
The occasional beam of sunlight breaks through her icy veneer, but beyond that, the landscape is harsh and unforgiving. This trip was intended to be romantic. I appealed to her beauty with extravagant gowns. I satisfied her latent thirst for adventure with maritime voyages. I even dove selflessly into her nether regions -- far beyond anything a man might be expected to do while courting a radiant, young woman.
And that's precisely the problem. Ana is not any young woman.
She is my slave. The idea of taking her as wife is sheer fantasy. Regardless of the shadows in her past, the viscount of San Miguel could never bring a common Frenchwoman into the marriage bed. She is mine for the next ten years.
It is folly to think that I can go without marrying for ten years. Our bloodline requires an heir, and Isabel's empty brood will not suffice. It is not unheard of for gentlemen to have mistresses, but what kind of wife would tolerate Ana's insolent tongue? And what contrivance of Ana would ever tolerate me having a wife?
I could cast her from my bed and have her only attend me during my public audiences. With the addition of a generous clothing allowance, many of the housemaids would find that to be a perfectly reasonable arrangement. But Ana isn't a drooling housemaid. She would detest any arrangement that ignored her wits for her looks.
The bright stars above the upper decks mock my plight. These stars do not wrestle with trivial earthly matters. They only exist in each other's orbits, twinkling all the same.
I hate to see her miserable. In her eyes that last time, I saw the shattered fragments of a dream. I've seen that same look in my father. Every year, on the occasion of my mother's birthday, he fell to pieces and could not be consoled by any manner of pretty maids.
Ana's impatient voice rolls over the waves.
Neither of us is pleased by this arrangement.
I pace across the ship. The floorboards creak in concert with my solitude. Slowly, the image of Ana's crinkled forehead takes hold of my consciousness. The girl makes the same contorted expression every time I disarm her. I wish to continue our sparring sessions. I wish to continue to bed her. I wish to take her out on the open seas and show her the constellations.
The quiet of black water seeps into my bones. Would a merchant's daughter already know the tales of the stars?
I still have no idea of the world from which Ana hails. One week, I am assured that her father is an alcoholic and the next week, I am to believe that the source of her troubles comes from the fact that her suitor was a haberdasher. Our relationship as slave and master leaves little room for true intimacy. What more can I give her to put us on equal footing, a firm hold so that she may finally trust in my better nature?
La Osa Menor flickers in the periphery. I could give her freedom.
The thought plants itself like a miserable thorn, each spike more bitter than the last. Freedom would make her happy and me, miserable. And yet, what is the alternative? To let her wither in my care, my brightest bloom reduced to ashes?
A swarm of sandflies descends upon my head. I swat as many as I can. The plan simply isn't feasible. If my subjects caught word that I was going soft, I would have endless trouble raising levies and keeping order. Setting Ana free would mean losing a prized asset, a skilled negotiator, and a woman I may truly care for.
On the other hand, Ana would have a chance at a normal life, one she believes is already out of reach. The dastardly sullen cottage appears before me once more.
My Ana, the wife of a bloated Frenchman, I cringe at the thought. While the Navarro brand might dampen her marriage prospects, men could forgive a lot with a face like that. I would bet that some might even find it exotic.
I slump over the side of the guardrail, yearning deeply for whatever knocked out the girl.
It will have to wait until we reach land. I have one more night to cling to the thought of her and then, I will forget. And with Ana gone, I will finally bring honor to the family name by wiping out the rest of the GuƮnes plantation. Even the brightest stars are only pinpricks of light.
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By the morning, her lilac skirts grace the upper decks. This second dress is much more modestly cut. The fabric cascades around her figure as she socializes with the crewmen. I never understood the sagging backs of modern fashion. Still, I'm pleased to find her in better spirits.
"Good morning, Ana," I say, one hand resting on the wheel of the ship. The men know how to run things, but it is best not to cede all appearances of control.
"Good morning, Your Excellency."
Her false docility is not lost on me. "This is the last time you'll have to endure such an arrangement."
"Perhaps it is for the best," she replies.
No more is said between us. Our last trip together, ending in bitter animosity. And yet, her curtness will not change my decision.
Sails are hoisted into the calming winds. A flurry of commands consumes the crew. Finally, the Joaquina heaves its way into the private docks of the estate. There is much to do but for now, the ship's maintenance is someone else's business.
On the shore, SebastiƔn waits with a small legion of guards and scribes. He is accompanied by a large carriage meant to return us to the house. No doubt he has some crisis to report on. And he will demand immediate action. I suspect that my mood will be soured for more reasons than one.
Ana absentmindedly picks at the same spot on the banister, chipping away the last of the wood glaze. Her gaze is trained on the open sea, the freedom that her wild spirit craves. Her long tresses flutter in the wind, reaching for what she believes she cannot have. Even mere feet from each other, I sense the swelling rift between us. Now is as good a time as any.
I cough gently to get her attention.
"Ana, while I've enjoyed your company immensely, I cannot, in good conscience -
Thundering footsteps interrupt my speech. The Joaquina is being boarded by my own men. SebastiƔn's face is inflamed with purpose.
"Seize her," he hisses. Two of my guards surround Ana on both sides and grab her by the elbows. SeƱor Velasquez always manages to be maximally inconvenient.
"SebastiƔn, what is the meaning of this?" I say.
SebastiƔn tugs firmly on his black jacket, yanking the collar stiff. "Don Navarro, there is a traitor in your midst."
I laugh. "SebastiƔn, the poor girl cannot help her heritage any more than you or I. I admit that I had my reservations, but Ana has proven herself a trustworthy companion. Come, put this charade to rest."
None of the men are laughing with me. SebastiƔn has indubitably poisoned their minds with half-formed schemes of treachery. I should have known that darker storms were brewing. Though he never liked Ana, he scarcely protested my plan to take her aboard. SebastiƔn is an excellent spymaster but has become distrustful and paranoid. It is a liability. He treats my orders to stand down as a suggestion.