( Hey all sorry it's taken so long between chapters. I struggle with chronic fatigue syndrome so I'm not able to write as often as I'd like to. But I am determined to finish this book and hopefully one day publish it. Thank you all for your patience and support! )
I was in a darkened dungeon. All around, the chains on the walls and straps on the furniture reached out towards me. I stayed away from them in the center of the room, but wondered what it would feel like to feel them binding me tight. My pussy ached. I reached down towards myself. My fingers grazed over my swollen folds and towards my center of pleasure. I moaned. Then something was around my wrists. Something was pulling them upwards and away from me. It felt like the cuffs. They were being drawn up towards the ceiling until I was balanced on my toes. In front of me, a couple in a modern loft apartment were trying to match a paint swatch to a blue drape.
"Help!" I cried out.
But I couldn't be sure what I wanted them to do. Did I want them to release me or to run their hands all over my body and make me cum? Either way, it didn't matter because they continued to talk and laugh without even glancing in my direction. It was like I didn't exist. A large hand reached around from behind me and grabbed my breast. A deep Spaniard accent rumbled in my ear.
"You're safe. You're mine."
I knew I should try to escape, but I couldn't remember why. I just knew I couldn't trust these hands and this voice. No matter how much I wanted to.
"Nnnn." I tried to say but no, I was finding it difficult to talk.
"Yes, you love being mine. Do you want me to make you cum?"
A large hand slipped across my folds. A finger gathered the moisture building there and spread it around my clit. He was right. I did want him to make me cum. I couldn't remember why I wasn't supposed to want it.
"Yes." I whispered.
And the fingers began to move faster. The other hand let go of my breast and plunged two fingers inside of me. Time seemed to stretch out and contract with the muscles in my pussy. I rode the wave faster and higher until I felt myself literally floating in my pleasure. Suddenly, the hands disappeared, and I tried to scream in frustration. Then I felt myself coming back into reality.
I awoke with a start, keeping my eyes closed for a moment. I could feel Mal's presence behind me. His breaths sounded long and even. He was still caught in the depths of sleep. I wanted to groan out loud at the realization that I had almost orgasmed from his touch in my dreams. When in reality he hadn't had a hand on me. I opened my eyes and saw the sunlight bathing the bedroom in a warm glow. Another day.
When Mal began stirring, he reached out and flung an arm over me and pulled me close into his chest. The cuffs on my wrists clinked lightly as they were squished between his chest and mine. How I longed to stretch my arms. I cleared my throat so that he would wake up. His dark eyes fluttered open and crinkled as he smiled at me. He bent his head to kiss the fingertips of my cuffed hands.
"Morning pet." Mal whispered. His hand moved to stroke my hair. I blushed and looked away. This was so intimate. Waking up in a man's arms. It was something that never used to happen to me and it was throwing me off my guard.
"Mmmm." He sighed happily. "What will I do to you today?"
"Can I please have a normal day?"
"And what would that be, Kitten?"
"Just normal stuff. I could wear clothes and maybe check my email." I whispered hopefully and looked up to see Mal frowning down at me. He clicked his tongue and tapped my nose.
"No access to the internet pet, you know why."
"I just wanted to make sure no one was freaking out or calling the police or something. I don't want my family to be worried." The honeyed lies spilled easily from my tongue. I was surprised at how believable and innocent I sounded.
Mal rolled his eyes at me.
"That's a good performance, pet. You could have been an actor in another life. But you're forgetting that I know you. And that means I know you haven't talked to anyone in your family in two years."
I couldn't keep the shock from my face. He knew far too much about my life. This was frightening.
"How do you know that? And how did you know about me being a..." I drifted off, suddenly uncomfortable.
"A virgin?" He prompted. I nodded. "I thought it was obvious. I hacked you. I have contacts that can get anything from anyone. After we met online, I realized you might be the one for me. So I got your ip address and then downloaded spyware into all your tech. I was watching you through your webcam and your phone. I was listening to all your conversations and reading all your texts, emails, search history. In no time I knew everything about you. Every dirty little secret."
Mal's words spilled out casually as he lazily stroked my thigh. They sent my mind spinning as I tried to recall the many sordid pornographic videos, mangas and erotic writings waiting in my search history. Some of them were things I was never even planning on trying. I just liked to fantasize about it.
It was shocking that he could list off all that stalking and law breaking, as if he were explaining his plans for the weekend. My mind went over our conversations online and I realized that Mal had been too perfect. He had known everything I was into without me having to tell him. It should have been suspicious, but I had just naively thought it was so lucky that he liked what I did. I fallen right into his trap like a stupid rabbit.
I pulled away from him as much as he would let me.
"Please, just leave me alone today." I begged with tears in my eyes. "I just want to be a person today."
Instead, Mal pulled me close against him and stroked my hair. I cried more into his chest, too emotionally exhausted to fight. He began to speak slowly and softly in that other language of his. The words almost sounded comforting and for a moment, I wondered what it would be like to just give in and let him soothe me. It seemed once again I didn't have a choice because regardless of my words, I felt myself calming in his arms. As my tears stopped, he pulled back and wiped them from my eyes.
"I'll let you wear clothes today. But you need to understand that you are always and will always be my Kitten. And that doesn't mean you're not a person. It just means that you belong to me." I didn't argue with him. I was too relieved that I would be able to wear clothes.
Mal pulled the key from his pocket and released my cuffs. I sprung from the bed eagerly. I had convinced him to do something that I wanted. It felt like a tiny victory. I couldn't wait to get out this slutty lingerie and into something more modest. Mal walked over to the closet before I had a chance to. I deflated a bit as I realized that he was still going to choose for me. He emerged a moment later with a small white sundress.
I frowned. It was extremely short, but still somehow more cute than slutty. I decided not to complain, as I suspected there were far worse things he could choose for me in that closet. I dutifully raised my arms as he pulled the dress over my head.
The low neckline and spaghetti straps left little to the imagination. And the hem of the dress only went a little past my ass. The feeling of cool air sliding over my freshly shaved nether regions was strange but pleasant. But without panties, the breeze against my naked vagina gave me the illusion that my crotch was completely visible. But I reminded myself that as long as I didn't bend over, I was still covered.
"I'll make a few concessions today love. But we're still continuing with your training. It's important so that you don't slip back into bad habits."
Bad habits? I fumed to myself. Bad habits like dressing myself? And not eating off the floor? But I held my tongue. I wanted the concessions, I wanted Mal to go easy on me.
So I nodded demurely and looked at the floor. I didn't even see when he attached the leash to my collar and led me into the bathroom. I found that when I focused on the minutiae of getting ready, it was easier to pretend he wasn't there. So that's what I did. Brushing my teeth and flossing were easy. But I still blushed when I had to ask to use the toilet.
I got through it all and once again Mal was leading me down the stairs. In the kitchen, he removed the dildo from my chair and I felt a moment of hope. Then he opened a kitchen drawer and pulled out a slightly bigger one and a bottle of lube. Without realizing it, I stepped back in fear and was brought to a halt by the leash in his hand.
"Come on Kitten." He tugged on the leash and looked at me with a wicked grin. My eyes flashed with anger.
"You said you were going easy on me today." I said accusingly.