CAPTURED BY THE ORC
Chapter 27: Endings and Beginnings
Disappointment flashed across Kane's face and he pressed his lips together. "I'll be outside. Make it quick."
The moment Kane closed the door, Samson grabbed the door of Dalthu's cell and shook. It didn't budge.
"Little Tiger--"
Samson held up his hand, cutting Dalthu off. "I might be able to get the keys off Kane," he muttered. "But they'll be suspicious if the door was opened like that. I could smash the lock after, make it look like you broke out, but after that--"
"Little Tiger--"
"I can wrap up some rations from our kitchen. Maybe steal a horse? No, too risky. I can leave tracks behind the tavern, lead everyone that way--"
"Samson--"
"Shut up." Samson glared at the orc. "What were you thinking coming here? And alone? Make yourself useful and help me figure out how to get you out of here."
"I'm not leaving."
Samson's stomach clenched. "If you stay, they'll kill you."
"Then that is my fate."
"Don't be stupid!"
"I made a promise."
"That promise is going to get you killed!"
Dalthu didn't respond.
An awful realization dawned on Samson. "You came here to die."
"I came to see you," Dalthu reached his good hand through the bars and brushed Samson's cheek, "one last time."
The orc's hand against his skin was dry and warm and Samson fought the urge to nuzzle deeper into that warmth.
"I will never forget the horror I felt that day. When I finally made it to the evacuation point and you weren't there, I was like a madman, I looked everywhere for you. I ran back out, scouring the village, hoping to find you, but also terrified. The thought that you were lying somewhere hurt or--worse--is a nightmare I'll never recover from."
Dalthu's words tumbled out of him as if he was terrified he wouldn't have enough time to say them all.
"When I discovered that you had been taken... I was overcome with rage. Bitterness. Desperation. I wanted to tear the world apart," Dalthu growled, reliving the moment, before going completely still. "Then it struck me. All these terrible feelings... your family must have felt them too. When I took you away."
The orc's hand trembled as he pushed forward.
" Miburr shatratog dobat... 'pride is the mask of weakness.' I thought my people knew best. That I knew best. I believed you would understand what I did and why. That over time you would grow to love me like all the other mates had grown to love their partners. I trusted the ways of my people. No," Dalthu shook his head, correcting himself, "it was easier not to question and, in my blindness, I believed that I was making the best choices for us."
Dalthu sucked in a shaky breath and locked eyes with Samson.
"I was wrong. I was making the best choices for myself. I see now--my pride destroyed something precious, and Samson, I can't forgive myself. Every day is agony knowing that I hurt the one I love. Love and remorse gnaw at my soul. Each memory of your smile is linked with a memory of your tears, and your cries echo in my chest along with your laughter. You, the source of my joy, are also the source of sorrow. It haunts me, Samson. And I only have myself to blame."
Dalthu's confession hung in the air, and the ground under Samson shifted. He gripped the cell bars. It was too much. Too many emotions... too many thoughts were crashing over him, making it hard to stand.
Is this even the same Dalthu?
"I knew that by coming here I would likely lose my life, and I know that it may be too late, that you may never find it in yourself to forgive me. But, fool that I am, I can't help but hope," the orc rasped. "Hope for one more chance. A chance to mend what is broken. And for that chance, Samson, I would risk everything."
Forgiveness.
That was the word. The word for this terrible yet joyful, powerful yet vulnerable moment. The word for what Samson was feeling. He couldn't help it any longer. A tear escaped and rolled down his cheek.
It won't erase the past, but... perhaps...
Dalthu gently brushed the rogue tear away and something fluttered deep in Samson's body.
Are both father and child trying to comfort me?
"Life? Limb?" Dalthu plowed ahead with his speech, holding up his stump. "Take my other hand if it would grant me one more day by your side."
"Stop."
"Death would be--"
"STOP."
Dalthu's mouth snapped shut.
"You really are an idiot," Samson sniffed, smacking Dalthu's arm away. "You are still just selfishly doing whatever you want. Death?! What good are you dead?!"
"I--"
"How are you supposed to win me back as a corpse? Do you think that's what we want?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Dalthu repeated quickly. "What should I..."
Dalthu blinked. The orc's brain had caught up with what Samson had said. Then, slowly, Dalthu echoed, "'We?'"
Ready to meet your daddy, little one?
Another flutter.
Samson lifted his tunic.
The moment hung like it was suspended in water. Dalthu's eyes fixed on the gentle swell of Samson's belly. "You... you're..."
Samson nodded.
"We're going to be a family?"
Samson nodded again.
Dalthu dropped to his knees. "H--how, no, when--" his voice cracked with the effort of holding back his emotions. Trembling, the orc reached toward Samson through the bars. "Please... may I...?"
Samson placed the orc's large hand on his stomach just in time for another round of flutters.
The dam finally broke. Dalthu's face scrunched up as he wept. He pulled Samson close and, through the gaol bars, placed gentle kisses all over his belly.
"I wish I could say that you're the first to know," Samson said, "but Hazel noticed the mark and found out. Right before she tried to kill me."
Dalthu stopped cooing at Samson's stomach. "Kill you?"
"Her revenge for Baronk."
"But, why--how would she know about the attack--" Dalthu's eyes narrowed. "Ragnuk."
Samson nodded. "Hazel convinced Ragnuk to make a deal with the mercenaries. He'd let them in, and they would allow him to seize control of the horde."