I am not sure how I got here. How I became a literal slave to my body? How I would do anything for the earth shattering orgasms he gave me? How I would allow him to humiliate me? How I would allow myself to be bred for his own satisfaction? How I would come to love him?
I was leaving a lecture for my chemistry class when it happened, when my story began.
I had always been, what some people would call, a nerd. I only cared about my studies.
Being so driven to succeed at school, I had little time for parties and boys. At 20, I was still a virgin.
It was ominously dark, when a stereotypical, nondescript, black, van pulled up next to me as I was crossing the street.
A man jumped out of the sliding door and grabbed me before I knew anything was happening.
Once I was pulled in the van, a fabric sack was pulled over my head. It smelled of men's cologne.
The scent was light and clean. If I wasn't so scared, I'd have thought more about it. I would eventually come to love the scent.
My hands were quickly tied behind my back.
Despite being bound, I still felt embarrassed because my titties were thrust out.
My embarrassment quickly turned to fear as someone began to unbutton my shirt and caress my exposed, but still bra covered titties.
The cold air and the fingers squeezing them made my body respond. My nipples immediately got hard and my clit began to tingle.
I had barely done anything with a boy besides kissing and it was electrifying to be touched like that.
"Man, you can't be touching her like that. The boss is gonna be real mad. Do her shirt up for fucks sake."
"Did you see these titties though, man? They feel even better that they look. Huge and firm, just the way I like them. I just wanna stick my cock in there and fuck them"
I hadn't screamed or even said anything up to that point. I was afraid to fight back because I didn't know what was going on.
"Please. Please don't Sir," I pleaded.
"You begging me only makes me want to more slut."
"Dude! Don't you fucking dare cut her bra off. We're almost there and he's gonna be so fucking pissed if he knew you touched her!"
I felt something cold between my titties and hoped he wouldn't cut it off but the same time I was exhilarated by the thought.
"He said pristine condition, dumb ass."
"All right, all right. She is sweet as fuck though. I wonder what he's gonna do with her?"
"Don't know. Don't care. I just don't need to lose the money he's paying us."
I felt the man begin to button my blouse but he pinched my nipples, painfully, before he finished.
To my surprise, my clit got super hard.
I had touched myself a million times and that felt so different than this stranger pinching me. The pain he gave me triggered something inside me I couldn't explain.
The van jerked to a stop and I lurched forward but was caught before I ended up flying face first into anything.
One of them took me out of the van and helped me stand up straight.
I had no idea what I was stepping into, no idea where I was. The ride seemed to take forever but was a blur at the same time. I couldn't have calculated the distance I traveled, if I had tried.
I was walked up steps that sounded like stone beneath my feet. A heavy sounding door opened and I was led inside.
"Where's he want her, Eric?"
A very deep voice said, "we're going to take her downstairs and hook her up. He has a room prepared for her."
I really started to get scared when they said hook her up.
I was led to an elevator and was taken down to wherever they were taking me.
The room smelled like the cologne I had smelled on the bag they put over my head.
When they undid my hands I started to struggle for the first time, kicking and trying to pull away.
"I don't think you want to do that slut. You'll be sorry," the voice that had answered the door informed me.
"Please. Please don't do this. Don't hurt me. Please don't hook me up. I'll be good. Do whatever I'm told, just don't hook me up."
"I'm telling you bitch. You better stop struggling and whining."
The way he said it was so threatening, I stopped struggling.
My hands were lifted above my head and secured.
My ankles were secured to the floor, legs spread. At least my feet touched the ground so I wasn't hanging as painfully as I would have been otherwise.
A cool draft went up my skirt and I realized how wet I had become.
I didn't want to be there, was terrified of what was going to happen to me, and yet my body was betraying me.
I was left there, hanging from the ceiling, when I heard a door close, and I was left in silence.
In my mind, I was sorry I hadn't told people I loved them. I wished I had spent more time with them and hadn't studied so much.
I was petrified about was going to happen and worried I would be killed.
I thought I was alone and tried to free myself when the smell of the cologne became so strong, I assumed he was close to me.
"Stop struggling little one. It will go badly for you," he whispered.
I felt his breath on my skin and I unexpectedly became warm all over.
That warm feeling got worse when he ripped open my blouse. I was so fearful, I involuntarily peed myself.
"Now what'd you go and do that for? You've gone and made a mess and we just can't have that, now can we?"
I felt something cold between my tits and my bra was cut down the center. My titties spilled out and my, embarrassingly hard, nipples were at attention.
"Well, these are even better than I imagined they would be."
As I thought about how he could have imagined them before, he began to run his fingers around my nipples, barely touching them. Once again, my body betrayed me as a moan escaped my lips.
"You like that do you?"
I didn't respond.
"Answer me slut! I asked if you like it?"
"No Sir. I don't. What are you going to do with me?"
"I ask the questions slut," he ordered as he slapped my titties simultaneously.
It hurt so badly, I was certain I had welts.
I bit my lip because I wasn't going to show him he hurt me. I was determined I was not going to show weakness.
"Now, what are we going to about this?"
I knew he meant my skirt and, in no time at all, he cut that and my panties, and they both fell to the floor.
"Look at that piss down your legs. Disgusting."
I heard water turn on and felt the coldest water, ever, spray me down, the remnants of my blouse and bra still over my shoulders.
Tears began to stream down my face and, for the first time, I was grateful my face was covered.
I was so cold, but once he turned the water off, the warm room temperature felt marvelous on my skin and woefully hard nipples.
The sensation was oddly titillating and I felt my pussy get warm again.
"I'm going to unhook you just to get those cold, wet, clothes off of you. If you fight, I promise, you will regret it. The consequences will be severe."
I complied, thinking I would do what I had to do, until I figured out how to escape.
There was no way of knowing at that time, I'd never leave.
"Good girl," he said while hooking me back up.
I felt something soft and warm being rubbed all over me. He was drying my skin in a very tender fashion and my pussy started to moisten, once again.
Why was my body acting like that? What was wrong with me to be held against my will and yet, my body liked it.
"I suppose you are wondering how you got here and why you are here?"
"We've actually met before Natalie, you probably don't remember, but I asked you for directions months ago. My GPS wasn't working properly and I was looking for that Mexican restaurant on Fifth Street? Ring a bell?"
It did. I remembered thinking he was the most beautiful man I had ever seen. Thick, blonde, beautiful hair. Piercing blue eyes.
I remembered.
"I thought you were beautiful, sweet, and best of all, naΓ―ve."
"You set your backpack on the ground and I caught just a glimpse of those perfect tits of yours."
"I knew I must have you."
I wanted to ask him what he meant by having me.
Was I going to raped and held hostage until he killed me?
His fingers ran down my spine, ever so slightly, and between my ass cheeks.
He proceeded to touch nearly ever part of my body with his fingertips, avoiding my pussy, for the moment.
"I mean, look at you, this stunning red hair," he pulled what was left of my bun apart and grabbed my hair, pulling my head back.
I felt his tongue caress my neck and my pussy got wetter, fast.
There was no doubt it would visible on my lips.
He let go of my hair and circled my belly with his fingers.
"And this belly, with just the perfect amount of thickness. And these hips."
"I never imagined myself as a father but your belly, and those hips, made me want to breed you in the most primal way."
What?! Breed me, hell no I screamed inside, vowing to plot my escape as soon as the opportunity arose.
"You are going to look so sexy with my baby growing inside here."
I couldn't stay quiet anymore, " absolutely not. It will never happen! I don't want to have sex with you and I don't want a baby," I shouted.
"I'll never fuck you and you will never impregnate me."
I started to struggle then and immediately felt something thin start to whip my ass. I knew it was thin by the sound it made before he struck me.
In the time it took him to say, "you're going to fuck me. In fact, I'm not going to rape you. Your going to beg for my cock and my seed, willingly," he had whipped me five times.
"That will never happen!"
"Oh yes it will. Believe it."
I wanted to keep struggling but I knew the skin on my ass couldn't take anymore.
I felt his fingers trace the triangle of my pussy, just around the edges, where my mound met my thighs.
I didn't want him to see how wet he was making me.
"Please. Please don't do that," I implored.
"Are you telling me you don't fancy me touching you, Natalie?"
"I don't like it! You are a monster for doing this to me!"
How did he know my name? I never told him.
"Hmm is that so? Then why is your little pussy so wet?" he asked as he ran a finger through my lips.
"Pretty sure you do like all of this, otherwise, why would your juice be nearing on soaking the tops of your thighs."