Author's Notes: These two chapters are essentially a rewrite of The Take-Out but I've made quite a few changes so I'm posting them with a brand-new title. I may take down the two Take-Out chapters eventually. :)
I spent the entire night squirming in my bonds, dozing off here and there because I was exhausted from my ordeal. The vibe in me had run out of battery, thankfully, and now lay in me, constantly reminding me what it was tasked to do- to keep someone else's seed in me. I had nudged the blindfold off and was able to keep watch on the time as it ticked doggedly by. The bedsheets beneath my ass was wet from the multiple orgasms it had wrung from me, the pillow he had placed under me on the floor next to the bed. My wrists hurt and my legs were stiff.
On the upside, I guess I didn't have to worry about staying up for the possible concussion from my head injury.
There was just one thing. I really really needed to pee.
Ideally, I wanted to shower too, wanted to clean and scrub several layers of myself off. All the parts which he had touched, all of the skin which he had placed his lips on. It made me feel soiled, uncleaned. Especially when I had orgasmed for him, this stranger who had come into my house and taken everything which was sacred to me, tore off whatever illusions I had and made me face the harsh reality.
Would I call for help? I didn't know. If what he had said about my husband was the truth, would he stay with me if I tell him what happened to me, or would he use it as an excuse to leave me? I felt like I couldn't trust him anymore.
These were questions I wouldn't ask before, when our marriage wasn't shaky.
In the meantime, physical concerns occupied my mind. My bladder felt like bursting and I had to hold still so I wouldn't put more pressure on it. Even the tiniest movement was torment to me. If he didn't come back soon, I might just pee on the bed.
The thought of it happening made me clench my fists in humiliation.
He had stolen parts of me that couldn't be replaced. I couldn't let him destroy more of me.
I wanted to go to the bathroom so desperately that I wished he would return. My mind wanted to rebel but my body was weak.
I heard a slight jingle of keys. I froze, my eyes darting to the doorway. My ears strained to catch the smallest sound other than the ticking of the clock. It wouldn't be my husband, would it? It had to be him, the invader, my rapist. He said he would come in the morning, didn't he? As fear spread outward through my body, I realized that I hadn't given much thought as to what he wanted with me from now on.
He finally appeared at the doorway and all breath left my lungs. He had changed into another pair of fitted jeans and a white shirt. His face was cheerful, his ice blue eyes bright and eager when they fell on me. His chestnut brown hair was spiked, looked as though he had just come out of the shower. I hadn't noticed the sound of a car just now, which meant he must have lived close enough to walk over.
He looked clean and fresh and probably smelled good. I, on the other hand, was pretty sure that my hair was a mess and there were stains on my inner thighs that made my skin itch.
If I had met him anywhere else, I would have been pleased with his attention. I'd even go so far to say that I'd be interested in getting to know him if I hadn't been married. Too bad beneath that appealing exterior was a monster.
I wanted to hold onto my dignity and tell him to scram, but between my pride and bladder, my full bladder won.
"Please untie me. I really need to go to the bathroom, please." I spoke urgently after he stood there for a few minutes just staring at me. It unsettled me, probably because he appeared as though he would be content to do it for the rest of the day.
Remember what he said about watching me?
Fine lines crinkled at the corners of his eyes as his grin widened. "Poor kitty. Are you uncomfortable?" He came towards me, reached out a hand to stroke along my inner thigh. I shivered, tensed and my pussy clenched around the vibrator in me. My bladder protested.
I wanted to move away from him, but I resisted the urge. All thoughts of running away would have to wait until I was untied, and after the bathroom trip. I had to pretend to be subdued, to be good. I forced tears into my eyes, which wasn't too hard when one's nerves were stretched to the max. "I really need the bathroom. Please let me go. Please."
I threw in a few more 'please's while looking up at him with the most pitiful expression I could muster.
It worked. His hand trailed up to my face, wiped off the tears from my eyes. He sat down on rhe bed, the sinking of the mattress when he did so send another wave of agony through me.
The obvious discomfort that I was in entranced him. He ran his fingers over my breasts, pinched them and tugged at them. He poked at my stomach, the flatness of which I had been proud of maintaining. I whimpered, shifted my limbs uneasily, afraid that I would wet the bed in front of him.
"Please, let me go to the bathroom first." I pleaded.
He raised a brow. "And then I can do whatever I want with you?"
I hesitated. I hadn't meant to insinuate that. But I nodded, because whatever plans he had, and whatever escape ideas I could come up with, they would all come after I released my bladder.
"Yes. Anything you want. But please, I'd like to go to the bathroom." I shamelessly lied to him.
He considered it, searching my face for any untruths. He seemed to be satisfied with what he saw because he nodded. My body relaxed.
Too bad I was wrong.
His large palm cupped my sex, his fingers entered me, searching for the vibe he had placed in me. "But, sweet kitty, you're already mine to do with whatever I want."
Between my legs, my flesh was swollen from use, bright red and tender. He pried my folds apart and found the vibe, pulled it out. I hated that he would touch me this way, used me however he liked, as though we were intimate lovers. Yet my body remembered his touch, remembered the feel of his cock in me, remembered how I orgasmed with him pounding in me. Even the act of his semen pouring in me excited me.
I shut my eyes as his fingers sank back into my pussy again. Despite the persistent throbbing of my bladder, I could feel myself getting wet, enjoying the sensations he aroused in me as he thrust them in and out, each time sliding easier as I put out more lubrication for his easier access.
Was I a slut to respond this way? I didn't know.
He watched the emotions filter across my face, played with my body as though I was a toy with buttons he could press and levers he could pull to get a reaction. When his thumb brushed my clit, I couldn't help but wriggle away. He let me draw away from him, even though I couldn't get far. I was panting, beads of perspiration dotted my forehead.
"I thought you said you wanted to go to the bathroom?" He asked genially.
My heart pounded loudly in my rib cage as I assimilated his words. Did he mean- No- He couldn't possibly-