I burst into tears, not because he's engaged, I wasn't hoping on a happy ever after, fairytale bullshit ending with him, it's the fact that he's going to go live happily ever after and I have to live with his actions for the rest of my life. He wanted once last good fuck before he got married, it all makes sense now, why he brought me here, I'm curious though how the fuck is he going to continue this at home. How is possible for someone to be so selfish. I feel so used, dirty and absolutely cheap. There is nothing special about me, I'm just an easy target, a nobody that he could get away with doing this to. I curl into a ball and cry uncontrollably on my bed for couple hours, it's dark now and I'm officially broken.
He opens my room door, "I've got something for you." he beams, I don't respond, I don't look at him, I don't move. He walks to the side of my bed and looks down at me, "I see you still feeling sorry for yourself." he says sounding bored. I see red and go berserk. I take my laptop and fling it at him, hard, "YOU SICK FUCK!" I yell hysterically. It hits his shoulder and crashes on the floor. He grunts in pain. Before I even take in what I did, he grabs me from the bed and throws me across the room against the wall. I land on the ground in a fetal position, whimpering. I feel dizzy. He pulls me up by the collar of my robe and makes me stand against the wall, "I'm sick of your fuckin tantrums!" he shouts in my face, he looks so scary. "You hurt me now I'm going to hurt you!" he spits out, with that he slams my head against the wall and I'm out cold.
I wake up in pain,
my head is killing me,
I try to move my hand to touch my head when I realise my hands are secured above me. I open my eyes, panicking, I'm naked and my hands are stretched above my head, bound by leather cuffs, attached to some metal thing on the ceiling, I'm standing on my toes, my body straining to stay upright. I cry out in pain and fear, when I realise I'm gagged. I freak out, struggling against my bounds, trying to break free. He comes forward from the corner of the room, from the shadows, I still looking at him in wide eyed terror. "I set up this room for you, do you like it?" he asks rhetorically, menacingly. I look around and it's awful. It's those weird BDSM type of room, with whips, scary contraptions and shit I don't even know the names of. I look at him, pleading through my gag, "Please...I got angry because you're in engaged!" but all that comes out are muffled sounds that I'm sure he doesn't understand. I start weeping,
I don't think I can survive this.
He looks at my distressed form and comes closer to me, standing in front of me. "I was going to ease you into this, make it fun for both of us, but you fucked that up." he says quietly. "Please Jamie." I cry through my gag. I notice he's holding a leather whip in his hand,