"Bunny, come here. I want to show you something."
And right away I know he's up to something. He only calls me Bunny when he wants to mess with my head. He knows I hate it, and he also knows that I love when he does things that I hate.
I take a breath, two, and then excuse myself from the conversation I've been having on the couch. I stand up, and I know he likes what he sees. I'm wearing a form fitting turtleneck with a short black skirt. This is a no shoes house, so my bare feet are exposed to the elements. When I reach Connor on the other side of the room he hands me a drink and then takes a sip of his own. "Bottoms up," he says.
"I already have one," I say, lifting my red solo cup still halfway full of the gin and tonic I poured earlier.
"The more the merrier," Connor smiles.
"Connor, I don't know what your game is but I'm not in the mood. Find someone else to direct your drunken shenanigans at tonight," I say, rolling my eyes. As I turn to walk away, I feel a hand strong and firm on my upper arm as he pulls me back toward him.
"I said, bottoms up." He lifts his own cup to my lips and tilts it back so I am forced to swallow or else have his full drink spill down the front of my outfit. "That's better. Now come here, I still have something to show you."
A little bit tipsier now than I had intended to be tonight, I allow Connor to drag me deeper into the party to the drinks table. He takes the cup from my hand and fills it to the brim with the mystery punch on the table. Without taking a sip I can smell that it is strong. He pours himself a Jack and Coke, and then, to my relief, grabs a bottle of water from the cooler. "Let's go," he says, and before I know what's happened, he has closed the bathroom door behind us.
"This is what you wanted to show me? The bathroom? You are so fucking predictab-" and suddenly Connor's index and middle fingers are in my mouth and I can't breathe, let alone speak.
"I missed you, Bunny." His fingers are slowly exploring my tongue, the back of my throat, and then they start rhythmically fucking my throat while he continues: "I love the way you pretend to hate me but still follow me around the party like a pathetic puppy. And I know you're going to say that I'm wrong, but I know you like feeling pathetic. I'm just giving you what you want and we both know it."
My mind is on fire with responses I can't hurl at him. That he's a pig. That he wouldn't know what I or any woman would want if it hit him square in the nuts. But with his fingers gliding in and out of my throat, the only sounds I can manage are chokes and gags.
His fingers now lodge themselves firmly against my tongue, holding my mouth open. He reaches behind him, grabs the cup of punch, and holds it up in front of my face. "Don't spill, Bunny," he says, and pours a small sip into my open mouth. The liquid that hits my tongue tastes like rubbing alcohol mixed with KoolAid and it begins to burn my throat immediately. With my jaw held open, swallowing is an effort, but I manage to take down that first sip without spilling a drop. As soon as the first sip is down my throat, Connor pours another, and another, until he is pouring a slow but steady stream of booze into my mouth. I begin to thrash, trying to escape his grip on my jaw, but he holds me tighter and keeps going until half the cup has been emptied down my throat. Finally he loosens his grip on my face, removes his fingers from my mouth, and wipes them gently across my cheek.
"I've always loved the way you can use your throat, Bunny. You're an artist," he laughs.
"Fuck off, Connor. I'm not doing this with you tonight." I say the words carefully, making an effort not to slur, because I am now well and truly drunk. "Can you get out of here? I need to pee."
"I don't need to leave for that, go ahead."
"What?"
"I said, go ahead. You can pee with me here."
"Fine, I'll go find another bathroom. You are such a pest."
And with that, the bathroom door handle starts to jostle. Quickly, and without making a sound, Connor puts his hand over my mouth and pulls me into the bathtub. He swings the shower curtain closed just as the door opens and someone walks in, locking the door behind them. His hand still covering my mouth, I look at Connor and my eyes widen with horror as I hear the sounds of a belt being unbuckled, a fly being unzipped. One second, two, and then the sound of a steady stream of piss making contact with the toilet bowl. The stream seems to go on forever. Connor is barely suppressing his glee at my disgust. Finally, whoever it is out there shakes off, re-zips his pants, buckles his belt, and leaves the bathroom without washing his hands.
"Okay, I am peeing and then I am leaving this bathroom. You are disgusting, Connor."
"You already had your chance to pee, you missed it. But I'll tell you how you can earn a second chance."
"What the fuck are you talking ab-" His fingers are in my mouth again, this time all four of the fingers of his right hand, filling my mouth completely.
"All you have to do is take a long, healthy drink of my piss. Then you can pee and go do whatever boring bullshit you were going to do at this party before I showed up. Do we have a deal?"
I try to scream, I try to bite his fingers, but he just laughs.
"Sounds like a yes to me."
With his other hand now he begins to lift my skirt and run his fingers slowly and gently over my underwear. Humiliated, I know exactly what he's going to find. "Oh my god, Bunny. You are so wet right now. I know you're basically a leaky faucet at all times but this depraved shit really gets you going, huh? Soaked completely through these horrendous granny panties that you for some reason insist on wearing. Hold on." He yanks the panties off of me before I have a chance to protest. He's right - they are absolutely soaked and I can smell my own wetness as he holds the panties in front of my face. "You really need to do some lingerie shopping, Bunny. These aren't doing you any justice. In fact, they're really only good for one thing. In one motion he spits onto the already soaked panties, balls them up, and shoves them into my mouth where they replace his fingers. The combination of the booze and my own scent shoved down my throat is a heady experience.
With his hand free now, no longer needing to fill my mouth, he begins to knead my breasts through my shirt. "No bra? Bunny. You are such a fucking slut. It would be adorable if it wasn't so desperate." Against my will, I hear myself let out a small groan behind the panties filling my mouth. "Degenerate whore, you like it when I booze you up and use you?" I force myself to meet his gaze, hoping that I look defiant, but knowing he can see right through me.
Without warning he shoves two fingers deep into my cunt and my moan in response is visceral and immediate. I almost allow myself to give into the pleasure when I hear the doorknob turning again. Connor just looks at me, two fingers buried in my soaked pussy, lifts a finger to his lips (as if I need the reminder to be quiet), and begins finger fucking me as the bathroom door opens.