Atara's limbs and heart screamed at her as she ran. God help her, she was going to die.
Escape or die.
She could not make herself think of the future that awaited her if she could not lose them. Or make it to a hidden blade. Breathe, she told herself. Three of four trappers, easy. She'd dealt with eight or nine before.... But that was with Caden and with a weapon.
Then she turned right and slammed right into a wall of fat.
"Got you," a sinister voice hissed.
Cold sweat ran down Atara's back as she woke, the cold cave floor making her shiver.
Just a dream.
Just a nightmare.
She'd been having those since they had captured Caden. Her love, Caden.
She prayed he was okay as she walked off the nightmare in the dawn light of the forest, dagger in hand, thankfully.
With her bleached hair, sun tanned skin and lank, she must have looked unthreatening, but up close, you could see the undertone of muscle as she tensed, moved with the grace of a leopard. Fast, hard to catch, graceful, but powerful. A year, she'd been hiding. Scarring the skin on her arm again and again. Then Caden had found the bleach and blue lenses, so she took those.
Princess Atara looked like a wreck and she knew it. If only her father could see her now, she knew he would grin. Her boyish traits had paid off. But he was dead. Her mother had been dead for longer and her siblings had scattered to protect themselves from slavers. She didn't know who was alive and free or enslaved. She didn't wish to know.
And then she heard it, the distinct sound of a gun. But too hollow to be a bullet. A tranquilizer. She ran towards the noise, and only about two minutes later she found herself staring at an oh-too-familiar scene. An unconscious girl lying at the floor next to two perverted men, marking down comments. Through the leaves and foliage she watched, tensing.
Atara's lifted her dagger and rolled in, ready to attack. And then a gun was aimed at her face. By the girl.
"Good job, Katerina," a man said, leering at her, the girl stood, audibly purring.
"Oh, really? Thank you Master!" Before Atara could knock the gun out of the girl's -obviously- inexperienced and trembling hands, the two others pointed guns at her. The girl stood and draped herself over the man's shoulder purring even louder. Before Atara could make a face of disgust, she remembered.
Plan B.
She held the dagger up and was about to slit her throat when someone from behind grabbed her and the blade clattered to the ground.
She maneuvered, she kicked, she screamed, but the arms held steadfast. She couldn't reach it. Couldn't fathom living right now.
Too many secrets, too many, were locked somewhere in her head and she shuddered at the thought of someone finding out her identity.
They won't.
They won't.
It was her only thought as she awaited the tranquilizer.
She wouldn't.
A clicking awoke Atara.
It was just a dream, she thought, but when she moved, chains held steadfast and
kept her to the cold floor. Crap, shit, and numerous other curses streamed under her breath.
The clicking where did it come from? A lighter was clanging against the chains and she laughed, humorlessly. Stupid men. If only she could shift. But she couldn't. Not without possibly getting stuck forever. If she could though, she'd rip them apart when she was free.
With shaking hands, she strained an inch to grab it. Heat made things expand. Science really did pay off.
She picked herself up and tried to switch the light on. After making the skin of her thumb raw, she managed. Her thumb bone didn't fit through the chain. She held the flame upside down and hissed as it burned her flesh.
"Really?" she murmured.
Survival was painful.
Always painful.
After a few minutes she let go and tugged at the burning metal... Almost. Almost. Yes.
Stupid slavers didn't bother with her feet.
When the door handle in the corner moved, she slid four of her finger into each shackle.
An elderly man and a woman with a whip came in.
"Nice job, Christane. I'll draw blood, check for any diseases or issues and you get her ready for the auction. Pretty this one," the man wheezed out. Doctor, he was a doctor. A needle was placed into her arm and he drew blood. "Good girl," he said as she kept still.
She wasn't worried. They wouldn't be able to tell her lineage from her restless blood, constantly changing, because of her shifter genes. Her natural form, this was it. Chocolate hair, violet eyes -without contacts-, beautiful she was called, so she kept images to return to this form after she shifted. But, now she couldn't, not without the energy of the forest that had surrounded her home. She wasn't sure how much of her reserves were left, and if she shifted she might be stuck. She didn't want to forget this face. Wouldn't. There were no images of this face left. They had made sure when they burned her home to the ground.
She held still as he poked and prodded and left.
Not yet. Patience.
"Gustavo, grab the girl, take her to the dressing chambers," and she left too.
A scrawny man came over and she held back a grin.
He told her to behave, that he would take off her shackles. Too late, she thought. When he cursed as he saw her hands she jumped up and hit him with them very hard, he fell to the ground unconscious.
She made a run for it, hallways empty as she checked through doors. An alarm sounded, and a message about a runaway slave played. Shit. The room must've had a life form check. That man was not close to her body structure at all.
She would make it though, as she saw doors that led outside. Three...two... one....
The last thing she heard was her own sadistic giggle as the doorknob shocked her to sleep.
Water was being sloshed around her as she sat up, finding her neck chained to the back of a wall. She couldn't help it. She sobbed.
Caden was gone.
Her parents dead.
Her siblings scattered.
And she held the key to burning her forest to the ground.
She was never weak. But the thought of millions dying because of her.... She wept.
Calm down, she told herself. Rebellion. Rebellion would get her killed, she needed to be killed before she got sold. She was used to torture. She would shift if she needed to, just to run and keep her people safe. No plan. But tons of options.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
That's what she chanted as hands cleaned her. She was still lost in thought when she was led to a room do they applied something into her hair. She knew that scent. Regrowth, recolor. Brown hair wouldn't make a difference, she told herself. A lot of girls had natural brown hair.
One night and her hair would be waist length and brown. A few hours, and it would be halfway down her back.
Cleaned, pampered. She didn't care. A dangerous freedom was better than a comfortable slave household. When she looked into a mirror, she saw a beautiful girl that looked broken, chained to the floor. But she wasn't. If someone looked into her eyes they'd know that she would claw their eyes out. When a man touched her, she punched him. Oops.
The woman -Christane- that had had the whip walked in, frowning.
"Hello, darling. You've been a little bitchy lately, I'm going to fix that," she purred.