Note:
For an alternative universe, monologue version of this chapter, see my literotica story "The Superheroine Confessions." This chapter is significantly different, but covers similar steamy themes.
Bluebird vs. Blitz
Chapter 4: Superheroine Confessions
"Bluebird, it's an honor to meet you. Please, take a seat."
"I'm sorry, I feel underdressed."
As Bluebird settled onto Dr. Wortham's couch, she realized her superhero uniform was
not
ideal for sitting. Its shape resembled a one-piece bathing suit, so her pale thighs looked full as they flattened ever-so-slightly against the cushions. She kept her legs pressed together, but still it was clear the strip of fabric covering her crotch as too flimsy for a corporate atmosphere.
However, Dr. Wortham required her clients to wear their uniforms, to maintain anonymity; and, unfortunately, she was the only reliable superhuman therapist. Her office looked like a normal counseling room--zen garden on the coffee table, tissues on the stand by the couch, baby blue wallpaper overlaid with positive aphorisms--but the building was encased in six inches of solid titanium.
"Yes, some people find it uncomfortable to be so dressed outside the proper context. But my clients find it helps them discuss their specifically superhuman problems. Attire is essential." Dr. Wortham, in contrast, looked professional. Her hair--crimson and, given her age, presumably dyed--was tied in a bun, and she wore a charcoal suit. "So, what brings you here."
Bluebird stared at Dr. Wortham with apologetic eyes. She knew she needed to speak, but as soon as she said
Blitz
, Dr. Wortham would think of the picture from the newspaper, and assume everything. And she wasn't ready for someone to know everything, all at once.
"Take your time if you need it."
"It's... Blitz."
"Ah. Tell me about Blitz."
"I--I just can't stop... thinking. About him."
"What sorts of thoughts do you have?"
"Well... they're not
thoughts
so much as... Honestly, they're more like fantasies."
"I see. He has defeated you now three times?"
"Yes."
"And the third was... quite public."
Bluebird imagined the newspaper picture. Blitz holding her over his head like a trophy. "Yes."
"Well, that's quite common. Oftentimes superheroes get caught up in imagining a victory."
"Oh no! It's not that. It's..." Bluebird rubbed her hands over her stomach. "They're, um... You know.
Sexual
fantasies."
"I see. You're...
attracted
to him, let's say?"
Bluebird nodded.
"Let's focus on that. What attracts you to him?"
"Well, you've
seen
him right?" Bluebird attempted a light tone, like a teenager gushing over her crush. Dr. Wortham's face remained stoic. "I mean, he's got a good face. A good--a
great
body..."
"Is it just his looks that attract you?"
Bluebird's mouth was dry. "Do you have any--Oh!" She grabbed a water from the coffee table, took a sip. "He's just so--strong. He's stronger than anyone I've ever seen."
"Would you say he's stronger than you?"
Bluebird laughed. Again, Dr. Wortham remained stoic. "Oh, you're... you're serious? Yes. Oh my God, yes. He's stronger than me. You--um--you saw the newspaper where--"
"Yes, I read the story. Was it accurate."
"Uh. I didn't really read--"
"To be direct, it said he took you down with one hit, then made you promise not to fight him again."
Heat rose to Bluebird's cheeks. "Yeah. Well, yes. That's how that one went. Usually he... He usually toys with me a little longer, before he kicks my ass."
"How does it make you feel, when you fight him?"
"Helpless. Out of my depth. Weak."
"And yet you find yourself attracted to him?"
"'And yet'?" The words poured from her before she could stop them.
"Ah. You fantasize about him
because
he physically overpowers you."
"Yuh--yes."
"You like that he makes you feel helpless?"
"Mm-hm."
"Tell me, Bluebird. What happens in these fantasies you mention?"
"Well I-- It starts just like our fights. I hit him, I put
everything
into him, and it just... He's too solid. And then he just..." Bluebird scoured her mind for a delicate phrase, but couldn't find one. "He beats the shit out of me. Slaps me around from wall to wall. And then he... he sort of gets
excited