Safena Ali was sat quietly as she listened to her aunt talk about a marriage prospect from India. Safena was alone in this world but for her maternal aunt.
At the age of 16, she was travelling back late in the night with her parents from watching the new release of the Mean Girls movie. She had begged her parents to take her. All the girls in her school had seen it and she was feeling left out. Safena always wanted to be part of the cool girl clique but she was on the outside. The weather was fine and it was expected to be an uneventful journey but on this fateful night, it would change Safena's life forever.
Safena was sat in the back listening to her IPod and the last thing she remembered was a bright flash of light.
That was the night she lost her parents and her sight. Her life had dramatically changed in a flash. She did not know what had happened but her aunt explained a drunk driver had hit their car. The impact was from the front and she had luckily escaped. She was extremely frightened and alone but her aunt was a constant support.
Her aunt helped her adjust to this new life and gave Safena every advantage she could. Safena did not let it hold her back and she excelled in finishing University with top honors and was now at the top her field in her career. Safena's aunt, Faiza, had sacrificed her own happiness to ensure her niece did not feel the absence of her parents. Faiza was only 33 when her sister tragically died. She was looking to find another marriage after her first divorce when she decided to devote her life to her niece.
The only real problem Safena faced was finding a marriage match. At the age of 29 and quickly approaching 30, Safena had begun to lose hope of ever finding someone. She was brought up as a strict Muslim and her religion was important to her. She knew that her marriage would always be set up for her. Safena just wanted a caring and decent husband but she was beginning to lose hope.
She had been searching for almost 9 years and on paper she should be a good prospect but she kept being rejected. She knew her disability was the main factor. Muslim men wanted a wife that cooked and cleaned, not a wife that worked and then needed looking after.
It was more than just needing to be married to fulfill her duty, Safena was horny beyond belief. She was 29 and never experienced the touch or company of a man. Her body had a need building inside and she needed to satisfy it.
Being blind made her appreciate her other senses more and this helped her explore her sexuality in a different way.
It was in her late teens that she began to understand sex and the relations between men and women. It was her distant cousin, Rehana that introduced her to the idea of sex. She had stayed over for a week with Safena and her aunt. Safena's aunt knew it was important to have people around Safena to help her cope with these changes.
Rehana would spend time with Safena in her bedroom and they would just play games with each other.
One night when they were both in bed, Rehana was watching something on her laptop. Safena could hear some strange sounds despite the fact Rehana was wearing headphones.
Rehana kept looking over at Safena as they shared a small bed. She felt sorry for her cousin, who had suffered so much loss and was sheltered from the world.
"Hey Safena, do you want to listen to something? Promise me you will not tell Aunty." Rehana asked.
Safena was intrigued as she felt she did not experience what others could.
"Yes. I promise. What is it?" Safena replies.
Rehana places an earphone into her ear.
"I can't hear anything," Safena says in frustration.
"Just wait for it," Rehana said as she pressed the play button.
All of a sudden Safena began to hear loud moans in her ears. In shock she moved the earphone away. But then a curiosity began to take over and she moved it back to her ear.
She listened to the noises as she felt a tingly sensation between her legs. Her mouth went dry and she could feel a tension in her nipples. This was her first real introduction to sex. Both girls knew it was against their religion but they found a curiosity overcome them.
Unlike Rehana, Safena never enjoyed actual porn. She always felt the sounds never seemed genuine and she was unable to enjoy the visual medium. After the initial curiosity and introduction, Safena began to search other sources of pleasure. Her tastes began to develop and then she discovered audio stories. She initially listened to mainstream erotica but always felt it was rather mundane and PC. As she delved further into the world she discovered amateur erotic story tellers. She found these to be more daring and willing to take risks with their content. She particularly enjoyed stories told by a gruff male voice. When that need came, she would always find a story to release herself to.
She would begin to explore her body, touching herself in the most private of places. She found her body's reactions fascinating, she noticed the more aroused she became the stiffer her nipples would become. The stiffer they became the more she felt a need to be rough with them and even pinch and pull on them. When she was lost in her arousal, she did not feel like the same person.
She loved the way her juices flowed when she was aroused. She found it fascinating that her arousal and juices transformed her vagina into a sensual temple.
She loved the slick feeling of her vagina when it was wet and engorged. On occasion, she had even licked her fingers after she had a powerful orgasm.
She tried to abstain from these sinful acts but she found herself turning to them to cope with the loneliness of rejection. She felt she would never find a good Muslim man. Maybe she didn't deserve one after her sins.
Safena's aunt had a good feeling about this match and even Safena had begun to believe this was the one. She had spoken to him on two occasions on the phone and he seemed to have no issue with her condition.
He was from India and they had different customs to what Safena was used to. They asked for a large dowry and the future mother in law even referred to her condition when she said they would need a larger dowry than usual.
Safena's aunt flew into a rage but Safena was now feeling her chances of marriage were running out and persuaded her aunt to pay the dowry. It was a matter of principle for the aunt, she did not like the idea of a dowry as it was unislamic and felt it was insulting. The money was not an issue as Safena was wealthy in her own right but the incident should have raised red flags.
After the money was paid, the groom began ignoring Safena's calls and then the future mother in law also stopped taking calls. They eventually answered and told the aunt that they would not let their son marry a disabled girl that could not take care of him.
Safena was heartbroken and that night she tried to forget the idea of a marriage as she was destined to be alone.
Safena felt so alone and the rejection always made her seek a horny distraction. She was so horny that night as she thought about what the future would hold. She began to play some audio stories but nothing was hitting the spot and then she found it. The voice had a deep smooth baritone sound to it and she immediately felt it over her body.
She slid down her pajamas and panties as she got ready for the story. She was already moist from just hearing the voice. The story was an interracial story about an older black man and a younger white blonde woman. Safena never thought much about race as she had bigger issues but it made her wonder if this was the voice of a black man.
