Kim couldn’t believe she was doing this. Her heart was racing fast. She was tempted to go back downstairs and lock the back door, and curtail the fantasy for now. Despite her trepidation, she had done everything as planned – leaving the back door closed, but unlocked. She had left the back porch light off, and the backyard gate slightly ajar. It had all been arranged as they agreed upon. Every detail. But now...she was having second thoughts as fear griped her. "What was I thinking?" she wondered to herself, heart pounding. The fear was there, but so was the excitement. There was something else inside her heart tugging for the encounter to go as planned. Something that wanted this, even hungered for this. "Am I crazy?" she thought. "Am I that totally depraved?" As she applied her makeup, she couldn't believe she might actually go through with this.
She had started talking about her fantasy with Dave months ago. Dave was a co-worker that she had befriended. He was handsome and a few years older, and had always been sweet to Kim. He had graciously helped her several times at the office when she was new and clueless. Unfortunately, he was married, so she had never considered him as boyfriend material. Sure, she had fantasized about him a few times, even picturing his face and body when she masturbated occasionally. And she had a reoccurring dream where sometime she would look in her lover’s face, and instead of being the usual nondescript face, Dave’s handsome face would appear. But she had never dared allow Dave to know how she truly felt.
Then came Dave’s separation and subsequent divorce. They had ended up going to lunch over the weeks, he talking about his failing relationship and she offering helpful advice and being someone he could talk to. She was able to give him a woman's perspective. The months passed, they talked about many things, and eventually got around to the differences between men and women, relationships, and even sex. More and more frequently, the talk turned to sex and their secret fantasies, and as they grew closer they found that they could share more and more. Kim couldn’t believe some of the things she had eventually told Dave, like her summer camp relationship when she was 16, when her girlfriend at camp had touched her sex. Or about the relationship she had with an old boyfriend, who liked to videotape her as she masturbated. But as she and Dave got closer and continued their frequent lunch talks, they covered lots of ground. Many times, Kim found herself getting wet as they shared more and more intimately.
Finally, she had been able to share her deepest, most secret fantasy…the one that always got her immediately wet whenever she thought about it. She often fantasized about being assaulted by a stranger, tied down and raped. She had even written several stories about just this fantasy – always changing the details and the circumstances. Many times when she masturbated the fantasy would revolve around being held down and raped. The idea of being made to do wicked things by a stranger turned her on immensely. Initially, she had been afraid Dave might think she was weird or depraved for having this fantasy. It took a long time before she could finally admit it to him. His reaction, to her delight, was the opposite of her fears. In fact, he had a similar fantasy of being the rapist.
Dave had latched on to her fantasy and had started to hatch a scenario whereupon she could live out her fantasy. If it had been anyone else, she would have said rejected it immediately, but she had come to trust Dave, and really started to fantasize about the two of them making love at some point. Going to this extreme, actually acting out the fantasy, was way out of her normal comfort zone, but Kim had become fixated on the idea once Dave proposed it. They went to great lengths to plan the event, and the more she thought about it the more irresistible the idea became. She became obsessed with the idea. But she was also extremely nervous. She knew Dave well as her co-worker, but this would be knowing him on a whole new level.
As she sat at her mirror in her bedroom, her heart was pounding and her mouth seemed dry. She was finishing her makeup, her hand shaking slightly, feeling warm and clean from her shower. The silk from her sexy teddy made her feel and look especially alluring tonight. She could feel her sex was already dripping in anticipation. She wondered again if it was too late to lock the back door…
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Dave waited in his parked car for 15 minutes, the engine and lights shut off. Then, he looked at his watch, and then left his car, trying to stroll casually up the sidewalk. His heart was racing, and his breath was short from the excitement. He looked nervously around the empty streets. The night was pitch black and moonless, but each house on the block had a glowing streetlight illuminating the yards. His cock was swollen hard already, and his mind played out again and again the secret plan he and Kim had worked out. He couldn’t believe he was actually going through with Kim’s fantasy – a fantasy that had also become his own. The more he thought about Kim, and raping her, the harder his cock became and the faster his heart seemed to beat. As they had talked about it and planned it, he also had become fixated on the fantasy. And now they were finally going through with it. Now he would finally be fucking her. His cock throbbed at the thought.
He approached Kim’s house and noted that her bedroom window light was on. He imagined her in her bedroom, wearing a sexy teddy, getting ready for bed. The rest of the house was relatively dark. He was dressed all in black – black boots, black denim jeans, a black leather jacket. Underneath the jacket, he wore a black t-shirt. He wore tight black leather gloves on his hands for the full effect. He worried that a nosy neighbor might see him and call the police. This would be hard to explain, he thought nervously. He slipped around the back of the house, letting himself in through the unlocked gate. As he approached the back door to the kitchen, he wondered if Kim had gone through with the plan – if she had really left open the back door. That would be the signal that she hadn’t chickened out – that she wanted to go through with it – one of the details that they had agreed on. Locked meant she had changed her mind, that she couldn't go through with it. Unlocked meant…I'm waiting for you…
As his hand clasped the doorknob, his heart pounded. He felt like a dark, foreboding stranger about commit a terrible and exciting deed. He was the menacing rapist, all dressed in black and stealthily breaking into the back door of Kim’s house. In reality, he would never dream of hurting Kim in any way, or any woman for that matter. But he was caught up in the fantasy, his swollen cock pulsating with desire. His heart raced as he slowly turned the knob – the door opened!
Heart pounding, Dave pushed his way inside and entered Kim’s kitchen, quietly closing the door behind him. Her kitchen was dark, but a nightlight on the oven gave off a small glow. Once in the kitchen, he out the black ski mask he had brought with him over his head, positioning the eyeholes and mouth hole over his face. With his gloved fingers, he felt in his pocket for the police handcuffs and length of rope. He had everything ready, and was feeling the part of the rapist. He couldn't wait to see Kim, he couldn't wait to overpower her.
He moved through the house looking for the stairs to the second floor. Kim's cat rose from the sofa in the living room and scurried off into the darkness. Quietly, he ascended the stairs and saw a crack of light emanating from the partially closed door of Kim’s bedroom. He took the handcuffs from his pocket and held them clenched in one gloved fist. He moved carefully, quietly to the door and peered through the crack inside the lit bedroom. Kim was seated at her dresser, facing a mirror, her back to the door, carefully combing out her long brown hair. She was wearing a skimpy white teddy, and nothing else. He could see the smooth white skin of her shoulders in the lamplight, and he felt himself crave to touch her soft flesh. He could smell the scent of her perfume mixed with the soap from her shower drifting through the slightly open door.
Suddenly, he pushed open her bedroom door and entered the room. Kim immediately saw his black menacing figure in her mirror and whirled around on her chair to face him with a gasp.