Author's Note:
This took so long! This is the final chapter for this Blackmailed series. You may want to check out Can't Take My Eyes Off You in my profile for more reading.
As always, happy reading!
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After the trip to the supplier with Harold, I found myself reflecting upon the changes in me. Somehow, I had found delight in exposing my body to strangers, being forced to orgasm for them, being humiliated. I even learn to look forward to these. I did not consider myself a prude, nor did I consider myself to be extraordinarily bold. But my extent of sexual experimentation was limited to sexy lingerie, maybe a short skirt. I got my first vibrator as a gag present from my best friend when I turned twenty-one, and while I'd watched a few pornography films, it didn't occur to me I might one day take the plunge right into the deep end.
All the changes scared me, so much I yearned for the normalcy I used to have. I jumped every time my phone rang, thinking either Harold or Eric would call me for more degenerate activities. If I switched the phone off, I would start to glance worriedly at the front door. I hadn't forgotten Eric's warning of stopping by if I didn't obey them. The adult toy shop wasn't far from the apartment my boyfriend and I were staying and I had come to take their threats seriously.
Three days passed with me quivering in bed and pretending to be ill. On the fourth day, my boyfriend decided to take the day off to spend time with me. I was touched and grabbed onto him like I was adrift in the open sea and he was my only lifeline. I seduced him into bed, even though he was worried I still wasn't feeling well enough to have sex. I didn't care. I only wanted to get lost in the physical intimacy, to know I was the same person. He was astounded by my clitoral piercing, which I explained I had gotten it to surprise him. He believed me. Why wouldn't he? He had no reason to think I would lie to him. Indeed, he got really excited about my piercing that we went for three rounds of sex. He kissed me passionately and fell asleep after that, snoring a little.
But I wasn't able to sleep. My body was hardly sated and still yearned for more. When did sex become so staid with my boyfriend? It was like eating chilli for the first time and discovering a whole new spectrum, and now I couldn't stand food without it. Did I discover some newfound sexual territory and now I couldn't go back to before?
I stared up at the ceiling and recalled the number of orgasms I had gotten while having sex with the other men. Too many to count. So many I begged for them to stop. My hand crept down between my legs as I pleasured myself and thought of other men while my boyfriend slept soundly beside me. Rough hands exploring my body, pinching hard enough to leave bruises. Hard cocks entering me and fucking me hard. I shut my eyes and orgasmed to fantasies of being used by multiple faceless men.
I didn't sleep well. I summoned up a huge smile when I got out of bed but the moment my boyfriend left for work, it vanished. I sagged against the door, exhaustion wearing me down. It was getting more and more difficult to keep up with the lies and the faΓ§ade of normalcy. I was very sure I wouldn't be able to maintain it in the long run. The guilt would nibble away at my soul.
My phone rang, interrupting what would be another peaceful morning. My pulse kicked up when I recognised the number.
"What do you want?" I growled into the phone.
There was a few seconds of silence. Eric chuckled. "Tsk. Did someone wake up on the wrong side of the bed today?"
"You can't keep making me do these things." I told him.
"Sure I can. I have the tape, or have you forgotten?"
"And then? How long do you intend to hold it over my head? A month? A year? Decades?" I demanded. "Or do you just like to humiliate and torment me?"
Eric seemed to think about it. In the end, he said, "I guess you have a point. Tell you what, come down to the store and we can discuss this over."
No way. "No. I'm not going there." Every time I met them I fell deeper into their clutches.
"If you drop by, I promise to return all the tapes to you." Eric's voice deepened.
"And you don't film anymore new ones?"
"I won't. Absolutely not."
Despite everything, I considered it. If they returned the tapes to me, I would be able to free myself from them. It would be good not to have to obey their orders anymore. There wouldn't be any more sexual orgies. No more multiple orgasms. My breath hitched. My stomach clenched.
Nonetheless, I agreed, seeing no better way to get those tapes back from them. I changed into a pair of shorts that showed off the curve of my ass and a tight tank top which accentuated my assets. I didn't bother doing anything fancy with my hair and simply gather everything up into a ponytail. I pulled out a pair of black four-inch stilettos from the depths of my wardrobe, practised walking the length of my bedroom in order to get used to such height again. Although Eric didn't instruct me to, I had chosen deliberately provocative clothes. If this was to be my last time, I wanted it to be the best. Kinda like a last hoorah before marriage.
The familiar tingle of the bell announced my entrance. I was beginning to get dΓ©jΓ vu from my previous experiences. Eric looked up from behind the counter and grinned at me. I glanced around and found no sign of Harold. The store was empty except for both of us. Gilding up my loins, I strode up to the counter and glared at Eric.
"Where's Harold?"
"Out. It's just you and me here today."
Good. One less person to deal with. This might just go along smoothly.
"The tapes?" I raised my chin at him. "You said you'll give those to me. I'm here and I want them."
Eric didn't bat an eyelid at my tone. He smiled at me from behind the counter. "Let's not rush. We'll get there. You look amazing today."
He wasn't looking at my face when he said that. He was staring at my breasts. I wanted to be annoyed but I wasn't. Instead, I stood even straighter, causing my breasts to thrust further outward. He reached out and with one hard yank, pulled the collar of my tank top downwards until my breasts were exposed, confined in their bra.
"There. That looks even better. Know what else too?"
He took a pair of scissors and snipped off my bra. Now the twin globes were hanging out of my top indecently, bouncing tantalisingly. He didn't stand on ceremony. His hands wrapped around my flesh, his fingers dug into my soft skin. He pinched them hard, making sure his nails scrapped me. A red flush crept up my face. He grew bolder when I didn't protest, lowering his mouth to them. He seemed determined to shame me, making loud disgusting slurping noises as he slurped away. It didn't take long until alarmingly red imprints were all over my breasts.
All through his abuse, I stood there like a statue. It wouldn't take much to move his hands away and back off. I did neither. I remained bent over the counter, my eyes on the top of his head as I watched him play with me as though he was a young boy who had gotten his hands on a new toy.
"You love it when I do this, don't you?" Eric asked, his eyes slanted slyly at me.
"No. I don't." The answer which left my lips was almost automatic by now.
He reached out with his index finger and thumb and captured my nipple. It had long distended into a hard sensitive bead under his deliberate neglect. I barely held back a loud moan at the flash of pain. Eric's mouth widened into a large grin as he flicked it. "Are you sure you don't?"
I bit down on my tongue so I wouldn't scream yes. I wasn't able to, couldn't, admit to the pleasure which was cascading through me. He grabbed my other nipple too, tugged both towards him until I was nearly pressed against the cool metal counter at ninety degrees. Undisguised desire shone in my eyes.
"Look at yourself now. Your breasts exposed to anyone who can walk in here, your ass shaking and begging for a hard cock. You're a slut and you enjoy this."
His words were like aphrodisiac to my senses. Why did it feel much more exhilarating when he was the one touching me? But there was no time to ponder the question. Eric lifted my left breast so he could chew on my nipple. Pleasure exploded behind my eyes. I grew so wet between my legs I had to squeeze my thighs together. I had always thought it was an exaggeration anyone could come from playing with their breasts. Now, I knew it was possible. I could feel my clit throbbing and there was an ache in my pussy which could only be filled by a cock. My ass, as Eric had put it so crudely, was shaking and would gladly allow any stranger to put their hard length inside me. It wasn't like I hadn't done before.
"Please- please-" I gasped out with short breaths. Just a little more stimulation from his rough hands and demanding mouth and I would topple off a brilliant climax. My eyes glazed over with lust, perspiration a thin sheen on my skin.
"Are you going to come?" Eric lifted his head, depriving my breasts of his mouth. I groaned and thrust my breasts towards him, the edge of the counter cutting into my stomach. "Don't worry. You'll get to come soon." His hands still caressed my jiggly globes as he continued, "I've got something else for them right now."
My eyes followed his hands as he reached under the counter. He placed a few bullet vibrators and a roll of bondage tape on top of the metal surface and motioned for me to take off my blouse. It was so ingrained in me to follow his instructions that my hands moved before my mind registered his command. The top was thrown somewhere behind the counter where it lay out of sight.
He placed a bullet vibrator on each of my nipples and secured them with plenty of bondage tape. He even wrapped it around them so that they ballooned out, looking as though they would pop at any time. He was dressing me up like a porn star and I was letting him do so.
"So beautiful." He slapped the underside of my breasts lightly, making them jiggle. "Let's see how you feel when I turn these on, shall we?"
The vibrators came to life. I let out a shriek and almost trip over my feet. My breasts were so sensitized from his previous manipulations that the vibrations felt way too much. I collapsed into his arms, shivers rocking through my body.
"Oh god... This feels..."
"Too good?"
Eric's hands slid down the curve of my waist and hips to the hem of my shorts. The insides of my thigh were already wet. He only needed to shift aside a small piece of cloth to touch my pussy. That was how he realized I wasn't wearing any underwear.
"What a good girl," Eric praised, his fingers caressing my drenched lips. I leaned heavily against him as if we were in a lovers' embrace, shuffling my feet apart so he could touch me more. "You're so wet." He found my hard clitoris and squeezed it gently, making me pant. I rocked my hips, wanting more.
"Please, don't torture me like this." I choked out.
"Why not? You enjoy this. At least your body do, even if you refuse to admit it." Eric smirked at me. He slid a fingertip into me but it wasn't enough to give me the satisfying fullness I'd come to appreciate. He withdrew it far too quickly. "Come, slut. Let's get you off your feet."