The following story has themes of misogyny, non-consent sex, humiliation, abuse and other dark themes. If such content offends you, please do not read. This is an erotic FICTION story not meant as any sort of political or societal protest. This is purely for entertainment and never meant to happen in reality.
With a feeling of being disconnected, I sit down in my computer chair. I'm in my room, the door open so I can hear if anyone comes home early. I'm currently alone in the house as my parents are taking an overnight romantic trip to the beach, leaving me with the entire house.
I stare at the computer screen, still in disbelief that this has happened. I've heard of this stuff happening to others, but never thought it could happen to me. How could I have been so dumb? So stupid? So crazy?
What's going to happen? How bad is it going to be? Will there be a way out of this? What will he or she want? Will I be able to say no? What am I going to do if it gets bad?
It started a week ago, believe it or not. I turned 18 a few weeks ago and was feeling daring. You see, I've never been one of those flirty girls. You know what I mean, the type that can get a guy to do whatever she wants with a touch. In fact, I've only been on a handful of dates, with none really being serious. Mostly it was the guys wanting a chance to grope me. I wouldn't mind it so much if that's all it was, but they didn't do anything to set the mood. It just came out of no where and didn't feel right.
Back to the topic, I felt daring and decided to do something very much unlike myself. And that was to take a naked picture of myself and post it to one of those "Rate My Naked Body" sites. But the site I chose wasn't even in English. I, on purpose, chose a site I didn't think anyone that knows me would go to. Where I had to translate everything.
I posted the picture after making an account and waited. Sure enough, I got rather positive ratings. It was from 1 to 10, with 10 being the highest. My average was 7.9. I have a feeling this is because I have larger boobs, but I don't know. In any case, it made me feel really good about myself.
That's when I got the email. The email address was just a bunch of random numbers and letters and had a domain that I had never seen before. Even searching for that domain didn't produce anything. It was like it was from some shadowy figure.
The person behind the email sent my naked photo, along with my real name. (I had used a fake name signing up for that site). They said they had the picture and would post it not just on my Facebook, but my Linkedin as well as email it to everyone that mattered. That is, unless I did as they wanted.
I was shocked. It felt like the world was coming down. I honestly didn't know what to do. I could go to the cops, but then they would see the photo, and it would get back to my parents. Not to mention I didn't want anyone to know I did such a stupid thing. There was also the truth of the matter, which is that if I couldn't find the guy's email domain, I doubt a bunch of lazy cops would either, at least not for something as trivial as one girl's humiliation.
I emailed back asking what they wanted. If it was money, they were out of luck. For this, I sort of braced myself for that picture being leaked. Had an excuse and everything ready. But they didn't want money. No. They said they wanted something better than money. And that was one evening, over webcam to do as they say.
I'm not stupid, despite what I did. I knew what this meant. It was some sexual thing. They were going to make me do who knows what, from stripping to masturbating. But what choice do I have? If there's a fraction of a chance that I can stop them from releasing that photo, I need to take it. That photo could ruin my life, not to mention get me kicked out of so many places.
I emailed back saying I agreed, then set up for tonight as that day my parents said how they were leaving town. Only little does this asshole blackmailer know...I got a program to trace them. It is designed to analyze the feed of a video stream to see where it is going. Due to people using VPNs, it takes a while to properly work as it gets bounced around, but in the end, given enough time, it'll tell me everything. From the person's IP to their computer name to the area of source.
So now I wait in front of my laptop, the webcam turned on, logged into a video service, waiting for my blackmailer. As I wait, all I have are questions. How long will he do this to me? What will he want? Will I even like any of it?
I won't lie, a part of me is excited about this. It's sort of arousing being made to do this against my will. Brings a sort of domination I have never felt before, even if it is horrible. Granted, I don't want to do this. I rather it never happened, but a part of me does get emotional tingles from the thought of it. Seems sort of nice that a guy would want me so bad to do this.
Suddenly, the program alerts me that there is someone else on the line. Instead of a video showing them, they've used my own naked picture as their display picture. There's also no audio coming from them at all. They are being careful not to give anything away. So the only thing I have to look at is my own naked self and my own video feed.
"Your name now is Ms. Big Boobies. Understand?" appears in the chat window along with that bloop sound that comes whenever someone posts a message in chat. I stare at this, aware that he can see every facial expression and move that I make. There's no 'hello' or instructions on how this will go. Just an order as first thing.
"Are you serious?" I ask out loud, finding this to be very stupid and silly. If I didn't know better, I would be concerned about the person's age. But I know the person is over 18, mainly because the site I used has a strict authentication. You have to prove your age by submitting proof of your age. I personally submitted a photo of my driver's license with everything blacked out but my date of birth and picture. Whomever this guy is would have had to do the same. Also, the way he writes seems to have maturity, signaling he is well over 18.
"Fine," I respond before he can type anything more. My face reddens slightly at this turn of events. I didn't know what to expect tonight, but I didn't think it would be this level of stupid humiliation. It sort of disarms me in a bad way as I was so pumped and ready to be told to do a sexy dance or something.
"Say your name then," the chat window shows. Again, I roll my eyes at how silly this is. At how humiliating and stupid. He wants to hear me say that out loud? Jeez.
"My name is...Ms. Big Boobies," I say out loud as I look at the webcam's light. After saying this, my face reddens again, making a wave of humiliation come over me. But strangely, that heat from my face moves downward and seems to settle between my legs as there's something about saying that stupid name arouses me. The sense of being that out of control I would say something like that, out loud.
"Prove it. Show them," the blackmailer types next, no doubt having thought of that set up all day. With a deep breath I sit up straight and then lift my shirt. I lift it up nearly to my chin, exposing my bare breasts to him or her. As I am not wearing a bra, they can clearly see my breasts now.
"What cup size are they? What's your weight too. And what race are you?" the blackmailer asks back-to-back in the chat. I frown at the second question as I think that's rather personal. But then I feel stupid thinking that as I've already shown my breasts and that's far more personal.
"F cup. 125 pounds and I'm mixed, half Hispanic, half black," I say out loud. This does give me a clue towards the identity, kind of. I don't think I know the blackmailer as most people that know me know I'm mixed. This means the blackmailer doesn't know me at all. But how could he or she know my email if he didn't know me? How could he or she know so much about me? Or could that be to throw me off?
"Say your name," he types again. Again, I give a look of not being impressed. Whomever this person is, they seem sure intent on making me feel humiliated or stupid. I wonder if it is an attempt to break me down mentally. Like trying to wear me down so when the stuff gets darker, I'll be expecting it. Or is it they just want to be mean to me? To make me suffer?
"My name is Ms. Big Boobies," I say out loud, my breasts aka boobies clearly showing. As I say this, I feel my tits jiggle a bit, making me feel a bit like my new name. What makes the jiggle a little more interesting is how hard my nipples are. As shocking as it is, I'm already quite aroused.
"Pinch your nipples and don't let go. Then lift your tiddies as high as you can," the new message in the chat box reads. I read and re-read this as I'm a bit taken back. It then makes me wonder why he spells "titties" like that. I know online that's a way people spell it to be cute. Is this person trying to be cute, or is that how they think it is spelled? Could they be a non-English person?
Doing as I am told and bracing for pain, I reach my hands to my nipples. Biting my lip, I pinch both nipples with my thumb and first finger, feeling the hard nub in my hands. Whimpering, I start to lift them up. I feel the weight of each boob as I lift, going slow as I think it wouldn't hurt as bad.
"Ouch," I whimper as I pull them as high as I can go. It's to the point my poor boobs are slightly pulled outward as I lift them up so high. My hands are now on either side of my temples as I hold my breasts like this, showing the underside of them to the blackmailer. It fills me with a sensitive pain, one that feels as good as it does bad.
Only the chat box doesn't say anything. I'm left to stay like this, my poor nipples feeling crushed and my boobs pulled and stretched. 30 seconds later there's a message to let go, and I do. When I do, my breasts bounce free doing a stereotypical titty drop for the pervert. When I do this, I swear it feels like they keep on jiggling, not stopping for at least a minute.
"Put hands behind back, make tiddies jiggle and bounce while saying your name repeatedly," the blackmailer orders now via the chat box. Again, I frown. What is with the saying of the name? And I take it they really like boobs to make me keep doing this. Surely there's no other reason, is there? I can't think of any other than to make me suffer and feel humiliated.