A reminder that STD's are not a thing in this fantasy world. This chapter contains anal and oral sex, including ass to mouth sex. Brooke decides to go after Oliver and his blackmail material in a more proactive way, including spying on her friends to see who the Judas is.
Ch 19 - It's Always Darkest Before the Dawn
My alarm was set the next morning for 5:30 and after rising to use the toilet, shower and douche, I FaceTimed with Tanner. We masturbated for each other and not having to restrain my orgasms, climaxed twice before he did. His cum shot up from his cock like a geyser, so I guessed if he was getting sex himself, it wasn't nearly as much as I was getting, or it would have dribbled out. I blew him a kiss, said goodbye and got up to meet Suki for my posing.
Suki was late, as usual, and Jackson noticed I was less than the chatty, vivacious person he was used to seeing. A weekend as a well abused sex slave will do that for you. I was still sore from all the times I'd been used, though the punishment pain was all gone.
"What's up cupcake? Why so glum?" Jackson asked.
Of course I couldn't tell him it was because I'd been used as a fuck toy all weekend and sort of enjoyed it, no matter how much I'd hated it. I was so sick of myself.
"Tanner's gotten an assignment in Osaka, and I miss him so much," is the excuse I gave.
"Not getting enough anymore, huh?" Jackson teased.
The opposite problem was more the case. I was getting too much.
Still I managed to put a smile on my face as I said, "Why? Are you volunteering as a stand in?"
Jackson threw up his hands and backed up a step. "No, no, no, no, no. Not me. Never get between a man and his wife, I always say. It only ends in misery. Just teasing you is all."
Too bad all people didn't feel the same way.
"It's more the emotional support," I replied, "not the sex."
"I could see that. There's a lot of camaraderie in the military. They become like family. When I discharged, I lost some of it. There's a little with the other security people, but it's not the same. Everybody has their own lives. In the military, we all had the same life. I'd like to meet a good woman and start a family, get a little of that feeling back."
"What's stopping you?"
"I haven't met the right person."
"Who's the right person for you?"
"Someone who's smart, and funny. Well grounded emotionally, not into much booze or drugs, wants to settle down and have kids. I wouldn't mind if she was tall like you."
"You don't want much, do you?"
"No, not too much," he laughed.
"You didn't say anything about looks."
"I'm not saying I wouldn't want someone who was beautiful, and I admit, it's one of the first things you notice about a person, but it's not the basis for a permanent relationship. Looks are fleeting. We all get old and wrinkled at some point, and the other things are a lot more important."
"You sound fairly well grounded yourself, Jackson. I know quite a few women who would go for a man like you. Would you like me to set you up with one?"
"I don't know, wouldn't it be awkward?" Jackson asked.
"How so?"
"If it doesn't work out. If one or both of us are disappointed."
"People do it all the time. It shouldn't be that awkward. Have you ever come close?"
"I thought I'd met the right one once. Turns out she was married."
"Oh, oh. Is that how you know not to get between a man and his wife; personal experience?"
"Thankfully, I found out before anything happened. Stepped back and left it alone."
"Good for you. So, what do you say? Should I hook you up?"
"Let me think about it."
"Do you have any preferences, white, black, lesbian?" I teased.
"Color doesn't matter too much. I guess I'll stay away from the lesbians."
"One of my girlfriends, Yvonne, is getting married, so she's off the table. Tiffany is getting serious about the man she's been dating, so we'll stay away from her at the present. Taylor is a bit on the flighty side. She changes boyfriends about once a month whether she needs to or not. That leaves the Donna, a nurse, black, Cheyenne, the sales manager, also black. Hmm. Also Tanner's sister, Sydney, white by the way. Erin is bi, but in a quasi-committed lesbian relationship with Shizuko, and Maria, who's also bi and never had a relationship lasting past two dates, so I guess we could call her uncommitted or decommitted."
"Quasi-committed?"
"Yes, committed to each other but allowed to have lovers on the side, usually as a couple." I noticed the look on his face. "Strange, I know, but it seems to work for them. I know another couple who does the same thing. Just met them on my honeymoon in fact."
"I don't know if I could ever do something like that."
"I'm with you." I wish I wasn't having sex with everyone Oliver wanted me to.
Suki chose that moment to arrive. "Sorry I'm late," she said, gathering her supples.
"I'm used to it," I said.
"What were you talking about?"