Blackmailed and Controlled, Pt 4
Author's Note:
While this storyline focuses on a woman's desire for young men and being forced into performing sexual acts, every character is of legal age, 20+years of age, and the primary female character ultimately enjoys every sexual act she performs. If you haven't read part one through three of this storyline, it's highly recommended that you do before reading this part. They all build on each other.
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The next morning, I was wide awake before the alarm clock ever went off. Though I never slept in the nude when Scott was home, I had slept naked, falling asleep with my fingers toying in my wetness and waking up from a dream about being spit-roasted that left me horny again... or rather still. I resisted the temptation to finger myself to orgasm, consciously making the decision to let my desires build until I was with Frank and Sean and whoever else Sean was bringing later that afternoon.
As I got into the shower my stomach felt like it was full of butterflies. I was nervous and scared about who Sean was bringing, all too aware that he might just have been teasing me. Part of me hoped so... and a deeper part of me desperately hoped not. Frank was doing exactly what I'd hoped he would do when I first emailed him: He was guiding me down a path of experience toward total open sluttiness. It was a path I didn't have the courage to travel on my own, but I was loathe to tell him 'no' and he was taking full advantage of that. I would say he 'forced' me into all of the wonderful sexual experiences I had enjoyed, but in my heart, I knew the truth: I could say no and put a stop to everything at any time. Truth be told, I didn't want to stop and even when circumstances scared hell out of me, I wanted more; I wanted dirtier; I wanted sluttier. I reveled in being a pure sexual animal who took everything and served on demand. I would be just bratty enough that Frank would have to manhandle me... "force" me... control me and push me to be obedient to his commands. Being honest about it with myself, he was pushing me to be what I wanted to be; I just needed some false denial in my own head.
Before getting out of the shower I made sure to shave my pussy smooth again and rubbed lotion onto it up after I was dry. Scott had never seen me with a shaven pussy, and I was looking forward to seeing his reaction when he got home. It would be in the same moment when I told him that he was never getting my pussy again unless it was after I'd been fucked by another man. I had decided, and hoped I had the courage to follow through on it, that the only sex Scott would ever get from me again would be reclaim sex... which I felt I owed him as my husband. On the other hand, I thought, wasn't it a kind of sex that I'd be letting him eat the cum of my other playmates after they were done with me? Idly I thought about the stories I'd read wherein the husband is a total cuckold and only allowed to touch his wife to either prepare her for another man or to clean her up after another man had been with her. The idea excited me, but I wasn't sure I could emasculate Scott to quite that degree. I was sure I couldn't put his cock in a cage, but I was even more sure that I wanted him to be submissive to me just as I was submissive to the men who would use me. All those thoughts made my pussy buttery and I had to get dressed before I succumbed to the need for more orgasms right then.
Realizing that people in my office might be starting to wonder about my mode of dress, which was far less conservative than normal the past couple days, I put on a pair of blue boy shorts and very professional looking blue dress slacks over them. My bra was the same color blue as the underwear and the beige blouse I put on didn't show any cleavage - just skin. The morning at work was as frustrating as the last two had been but the time finally came for me to leave, and I checked out as fast as I could. By noon I was in the parking lot at the restaurant and there was Frank, waiting for me just as he had the day before.
I got out and immediately embraced him, hugging him tightly as our tongues swirled into our first kiss of the day. I was vaguely aware of the possibility that someone who knew me might see me kissing this man who wasn't my husband, but the experiences of the past two days had pushed such thoughts far into the back recesses of my mind. Scott's admission on our call the night before made me almost hope that someone did video me kissing Frank and send it to Scott. If he was being honest, it would turn him on to see me doing it. I tried to push that thought aside so my focus was on all of the new experiences and pleasures I could enjoy, and the memories of those Frank had already guided me through.
Hand in hand we walked into the restaurant and to what I now came to think of as 'our booth.' When we were seated, Frank next to me as he had been each of the two previous days, I had the courage to ask about Sean. "Last night Sean was at the house hanging out with my sons," I said. "He mentioned being here again this afternoon. Was he just BSing me?"
"No," said Frank, with a smile on his face. "He's just not joining us for lunch. He'll see us up in the room when we get there."
Part of me wanted to ask what we were waiting for, but I didn't want to appear that eager. Frank saw through my faΓ§ade with ease. "Patience, sweet Melissa," he said. "You'll get all you want and more when we get up to the room, but I want us to enjoy our lunch for now."
I nodded my understanding.
We had a different server, which kind of disappointed me since the previous server had seen me orgasming right there in the booth the two days before. The new server was attentive though and we had our drinks and meals in short order. Frank kept the conversation mundane as we discussed everything but sex, or at least that how it seemed to me. We talked about Scott and how much longer he'd be gone and what was going to happen when he got home. I told him about my conversation with my husband the evening before and he listened attentively, taking in the information quietly - but I knew he was processing it and building it into whatever plans he might have.
Throughout our conversation, anytime Frank didn't need his right hand to eat or drink, it was on my thigh, caressing through the thin layer of pants fabric. I desperately wanted him to run his hand up the inside of my leg and push into my pussy, but he never got very close. He rubbed and touched on the top of my thigh, down to the inside near my knee, back up the inside but then around to the top as I sat there, well before he got too close to my sex. It was only building my frustration to near intolerable levels. I found myself wishing I'd worn a dress again with no panties so he could finger me at the table. Recognizing my need I wondered what I had become? What kind of wife and mother wants a man to finger her to orgasm in a public restaurant? 'My kind' I answered myself, making sure I brought my focus back to the conversation even as my pussy throbbed with the need to be stimulated.
Frank knew of my desire to cuck Scott and he was equally aware of my fear that Scott would react in completely the opposite fashion, divorcing me if he ever found out about my cheating ways along with my new slut persona. Through the emails and conversations we'd had, Frank seemed to come to the conclusion that the best way for Scott to be cuckolded would be for him to become aware of my sluttiness and hungers in such a way that the more acceptable choice of reaction was to embrace it and willingly choose a cuckold's life. I wondered at Frank's thoughts but didn't dare ask. So far, he'd managed to do everything I'd hoped for and pushed me into doing things I never thought I would but had desperately wanted to. I didn't see where I had a choice but to trust him in this unless I was willing to just walk away, back to my totally boring vanilla sex life. Given my conversation with Scott the night before, it seemed obvious that I would be able to cuck Scott and I was sure Frank would help me do so. How he'd do that was the question.
When we were done and the bill was paid, without Frank so much as touching me beyond the frustrating caresses of my thigh, we left the restaurant to go next door to his hotel room. We held hands like young lovers and whether anyone would see us never even crossed my mind. Into the elevator we went and up to his floor. During the short ride up, he reached into my hair for his favorite handle - a tight fist full of hair on the back of my head, pulling just enough to make sure I couldn't resist without causing myself pain - and turned me to him in a kiss. It was one of his kisses I loved and thrilled at: the crushing, tongue-searching, dominating, taste-my-soul kind of kiss that left me breathless and dripping down my thighs. The elevator dinged and the kiss was gone. His handful of hair on the back of my head wasn't though.
He held that firm grip as he guided me down the hall toward his room but he stopped me at the door before opening it. Releasing his hair-handle he turned to me and pulled a black cloth out of his pocket. I realized it was a blindfold and started to balk but the look on his face made it clear that would be unacceptable. I WAS going to put on that blindfold, or more precisely, allow him to put it on me. I pulled my hair back so it wasn't in the way and I wondered how he'd use his favorite hold on me if the blindfold was on. I realized that wasn't my worry as I was his to control, direct and use. I had faith I'd love every minute of whatever he had planned for me.
 
                             
                         
                         
                         
                         
                         
                                 
                                 
                                 
                                