I do not condone the act of rape.
This is just a form of expression and release of my own fantasies. If you have a problem with this theme or story then do not continue.
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It had been three months since my ordeal with the mystery black cab driver. I hadn't told my husband about what happened that last Saturday, and he was none the wiser. That Sunday, I tried to act as though I was ok. I let my husband think I was severely hungover when I wanted to be left alone in bed, and spent the rest of the week feeling 'delicate' from it.
The truth was, I didn't want my husband to touch me. I couldn't stop thinking of what happened that night in the back of the cab. The gentle voice of the driver and his little game. I'd get flashbacks of the photos he took, his hands on my skin, how wet I was afterwards. Since his text on Saturday, I never heard from him again, and I thought that perhaps he had forgotten me. I slowly started getting back to normal, going back to my routine. I was able to gradually be comfortable around my husband and things felt normal. Everything seemed to be settling when my husband gave me the bad news.
"I'll only be in Germany a few days! I'll be back on Tuesday." He was going out of town for a week for work. I didn't want to be on my own. It was the last thing I needed. He packed his bag and got his papers together. "I'll be back before you know it, and then I promise, we can start planning a proper holiday." He kissed my forehead, probably thinking I was being a petulant child, or a wife who couldn't bear the thought of being without him. Either way, he obviously found it endearing. But how could I tell him I was petrified of being alone?
As he walked to the door, I ran up to him and grabbed him for one last hug. "Please be careful, and text me every day?"
He laughed, and gently kissed me on the lips. "I promise". And he was gone. That was Wednesday night.
The next night, things got worse. I was on my way home from the gym when my phone went off. I had received a text message.
"Been a while Anna, want to play another game?"
I felt dizzy and the earth fell away from my feet. It had been three quiet months, nothing, and then suddenly this. I was on my own. I didn't know what to do. I started walking back to the house as quickly as I could. I needed to be in the safety of the house, behind a locked door. The next morning my phone buzzed again, "When the cat's away, the mice will play! Doesn't look like your fella's around..."
I dropped to my knees as I read the text, my mouth hung open. How did he know? How could he possibly know my husband was out of town? My eyes filled with tears as I started to panic. This man knew where I lived, he said he was local. How often was he near my house? Did I see him and just not notice him? Did he wait for me in another car?
That morning, I told my office that I was ill and that I was going to be working from home. I couldn't bring myself to leave the house. I kept the curtains closed and the doors locked. I sat in the dark living room, staying quiet until around midday when I got a final text.
"I'm finishing my shift early, I'll come round to yours with a bottle of something nice. Can't wait to see you."
I couldn't hold the tears in. I sobbed into my hands, and quickly decided to pack a bag. I was going to join my husband on his trip. I wouldn't have to be with him, but I could 'surprise him'. At least it would mean that I was safe. I ran upstairs to the bedroom and pulled out a case and threw clothes into it. I threw what I could in there, when the doorbell rang. I slowly walked down the stairs to the front door. I looked through the peep hole to see a tall woman with a short, blonde bob.
"Anna, it's Jean, I just wanted to see if you were alright? The office said you were unwell." It was my neighbour and colleague. Jean and I worked for the same company for 2 years, but in separate departments. Jean worked at home on Fridays to look after her toddler. She happened to live two streets down from us, now that we had moved to the neighbourhood.
I breathed a sigh of relief. I slowly opened the door. Jean looked a little concerned, but I was a little anxious. Speaking to her was going to waste the precious time I needed to get out of the house.
"Anna, everything alright? You look tired." Jean asked as she searched my face. I hadn't worn make up and crying probably helped to make my face look puffy and swollen. But the fact that I was wearing a sweat shirt and pants, probably helped to make me look unwell.
"Yes, thanks Jean. I just had a bit of food poisoning. Kept me up all night. I just want to sleep really." I said, trying to sound tired and sick, all the while wishing her to leave.
Jean looked unsure, but gave in. "Alright, as long as you're taking it easy. I can come round if you need help. You have my number."
I thanked her as she turned away and quickly shut the door. I ran back upstairs to finish packing my bag, when I heard the doorbell ring again. In my frustration, I ran down the stairs and swung the door open, ready to reassure Jean that I was fine on my own. I hardly got her name out, when I saw a familiar tall and stocky figure with greying auburn hair standing in my doorway, looking behind out onto the street with a bottle of wine in his hand. I tried to close the door again, but he was faster than I was and stuck his boot in the door frame, stopping me from closing it.
He pushed the door open and pushed me further inside. He set the bottle down near the door and checked the street to see if anyone was watching. Once he was satisfied the coast was clear, he closed the door and rounded on me. I ran up the stairs and tried to scream, but he grabbed my ankle and pulled me back down. My face and stomach burning against the carpet. He then grabbed me by the hair and pulled me up to face him. He raised his other hand and wagged his finger to my face, tutting like I was a little girl.
"Anna, Anna, Anna. That was a very silly thing to do. You will make it up to me, but for now, let's get ourselves comfortable." He started stroking my face and pressed me against the wall. "I've missed you Anna. That night we had together was certainly a lot of fun. I've been going over those pictures a few times now, plus some of the videos I took."
My face must have shown my shock, what videos had he taken?
"Oh yes, I took videos. Camera phones are an amazing bit of kit, taking videos, snapping photos within the videos. It's been brilliant. And it's so easy to upload everything onto a computer these days. Love it." He then pulled out his phone from his back pocket and started playing a video. It was of me sitting in the back of the cab, the top of my dress undone and around my lap. I was leaning forward and taking off my bra. I looked away as I heard his heavy breathing on the video. "You are really photogenic, and so is that lovely body of yours."
He pulled my hair so that my head tilted back to look up at him. He face had pure animal desire on it. His voice got lower and less friendlier.
"I reckon last time was about you having fun. I think this time, it's going to be about me enjoying it a bit more. Don't you think?"
I winced at the thought of this man touching me again, but before I could protest, he lifted me and slung me over his left shoulder. I tried to struggle to get him to throw me off, when he grabbed my arm and bent it backward behind his head. It felt like my arm was going to snap at the elbow. I yelped out in pain and stopped struggling.
"Now Anna, I'm going to tell you this one more time. I don't want to hurt you, but I you don't do as your told, I will have to get rough with you." He smacked my bum for good measure. "Now be a good girl, and we'll have fun again."
It was then the tears started rolling. "Ok" I whispered. He walked up the stairs and looked in the rooms, he didn't ask where me and my husband slept, he wanted to find it for himself.
"Now that is a nice bed!" He exclaimed when he opened the last door. My husband gave in to my fantasy of having a white canopy bed, as long we were able to get the mattress he wanted. The cab driver complimented me on the room. "Anna, you've got a bag on the bed. You going somewhere?"