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It's early when I awaken, I'm still wearing yesterday's clothes, embracing the pillows. One between my thighs, my arms snuggling the other. I once again inhale Rachel's scent; it slightly lifts my spirits.
I roll over; pondering what to do today.
{'I'm still in a funk, I need different.'}
My mind starts thinking of sex partners.
Red? She's so sexy and she promised we'd hook up.
Ulsa? naw, I don't feel like B&D.
Ty?
I spark up at the thought of his powerful black body, and geezus, that enormous cock; there's a stud that delivers, he's awesome.
My mind instantly jumps to an orgy; I should arrange to have the swingers from the weekend meet the group of people I regularly fornicate with, Ulsa for Leona and Delilah. Ty for Pam, and, uh, well, all my girlfriends.
Bob and Ty did agree to DP everyone. Hmmm, yes, I'll arrange it.
I dress sexy, my tightest shorts, and a skimpy halter top.
I walk to the coffee shop where Rachel met me; I order a Latte, and a cheese bagel, mustering a small smile, taking a seat waiting for them to call my name, recalling how Rachel must have watched me those first few days. I'm tearing up, the memories are adding to me missing Rache, adding to my depression.
I retrieve my bagel and Latte.
I need new surroundings, this is tormenting, too many Rachel memories.
I walk to the nearby park, pick a vacant bench, eating my bagel and sip my latte, just relaxing people watching.
Thinking about who all to invite to the orgy.
Suddenly Tara pops into my brain; she didn't text me last night.
I decide she is my priority today, her and to make an orgy list, start invitations.
I like this peaceful, relaxing location in the park, I think I'll start getting a latte and bagel and come here most mornings.
I have a plan for my orgy, and head to the shoe store.
There are no customers as I enter, Mom is flipping through papers behind the counter. She looks up as I enter.
"You, you pervert," She raises her voice.
"What the hell are you doing with my daughter." Her intense rage evident.
"Last night I caught Tara watching porn online, masturbating, she was honest with me and explained what happened when you went for lunch; what kind of sick person are you? You told her to investigate porn and masturbate."
"Whoa, settle down momma bear, Tara came on to me when I was trying on shoes, she was the initiator. I only offered assistance."
I raised my open hands in a gesture of submission.
"Tara shared she was a virgin; and was sexually curious. I was very respectful, I treated her as my own sister. I only gave her some female guidance, something YOU, as her mother, should have done. You're lucky she is so intelligent, to not replicate your back seat shenanigans, with an inexperienced boy; that resulted in your teen pregnancy."
I move closer to the counter.
"Be happy she didn't satisfy her curiosity with some fumbling boy from high school, or an online hook-up with a strange man."
I put my hands on the counter, controlling my voice as I see she's calmer.
"Tara abstained from sex her whole life out of fear, not knowledge. Your youthful naivety and pregnancy caused her to fear sex. She knows you don't have the knowledge she seeks, why would she come to you for advice."
I can see mom's calmer, listening to me.
"You should be glad I'm not a pervert; I'm a lawyer with a healthy sex appetite and a balanced Bisexual life. I kindly offered Tara information she was seeking; she was adamant about not coming to my place, we visited in the bistro."
I put my hands on the counter lean forward.
"So, now, because you didn't, or couldn't, or wouldn't, explain sex to her; you're pissed at me because I suggest she explore her body, investigate her sexual preferences. I offer to help her discover the joy of sex as every woman should."
I look around to be sure no one is around.