This story has strong themes of non-consent, abuse and humiliation. If these offend you please do not read.
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"I dunno John," I write on my tablet and hit send. I'm chatting with John S, my best friend in the world. I know what you might say, that it's stupid to call him my best friend when I've only known him for about 3 weeks...and also I've only talked to him online. That doesn't matter.
I'm a smart 20 year old girl that doesn't have time to go to clubs or bars. I work and go to school, and at the end of the day, I want to relax. Due to not having much time, I find most of my friends online. At once, I knew John was different. Even his first words to me were different than anyone else, "I'm sorry, but you seem to be the most intelligent person on this subreddit tonight."
We quickly began a friendship, sharing everything with each other. I found myself bursting to get back home so I could talk...rather chat with him some more. That was the only thing, he never wanted to facetime or videochat. Said he liked chat as pictures and video didn't really capture a person's essence. In all honestly, I think it's because he's probably fat. Or maybe ugly.
"Cindy, remember what we talked about? About risks? And how you need to take one?" He writes back and like always, it hits that soft part of me. He's right. And he knows he's right. I've told him so much about myself that he can even tell when I'm not being truthful. There isn't much I haven't told him. I mean, I've said how I think I'm really a scared little girl instead of a fearless woman, how I think I run from new experiences. I've told him everything...even, well, to be honest, a few things that make my legs tingle in the darkness.
"If I do go, I'm going to go in pj's," I write back after a minute of hard thought. I know this is a silly effort, but maybe if he knows I'm in my pj's he won't want to see me.
"Great!" He responds at once. "Meet me at Old Man's Park at 11, it's at the corner of Mill and Oak, at the biggest tree," he writes. Then he signs off. I stare at the words "John has signed off" with a bit of a frown. Why he go so fast? Probably because he thinks I'll talk myself out of it if he stays around. 11? That's only 30 minutes from now.
Without thinking, which is the point, I exit my house so I don't wake any of my house mates. I begin walking in a fast pace. The place where the two streets cross isn't that far from me, and I don't feel like asking to borrow my flatmate's car. After about 10 minutes I notice I'm not even wearing shoes. That's how nervous I am about meeting him. I completely forgot about shoes. I can't believe I'm going to meet him. It's going to be so odd but so beautiful. But what if he doesn't like me? What if he says I don't look like the pics he's seen?
As I get closer to wear he said to go, I begin to have questions. Why "Old Man's Park?" I've never even heard of that place before tonight. Sure I know wear the two streets cross, I just never been there before. I wonder why there. Maybe because he knows there'll won't be many people there? Surely a better place would be a coffee shop in the middle of the day, but I kinda like the romantic feeling of this. Star crossed lovers meeting at an old tree, a tree that has seen love bloom.
The butterflies build as I get closer and closer. They damn near burst out once I reach the cross streets. Now my bare feet walk on bare wet grass as I step onto the park. At least I guess it's the park. It's a large grassy plain with a bunch of trees in the distance. My eyes scan for John, but I don't see him. But there's so many trees he's probably hiding behind one.
"J-J-John?" I stammer out as I reach the trees. I repeat this a few times but then spot the biggest tree, or the biggest tree I see. The moonlight isn't that bright and I didn't think to bring a flashlight.
"Heya Cindy," a very thick southern draw says, scaring me. Right after, the voice laughs a very cruel sounding laugh. "J-John?" I ask, my voice sounding like a scared little girl's. "Nope," the thick accent voice replies.
Lights. Bright lights turn on, blinding me. I turn around but there's light coming at me in every direction. I let out a small shriek, but I stop when I hear that sound...laughter. Not laughter from one person, but a lot of people. Laughter from a crowd.
"W-What's going on?!" I demand, trying to sound in control. "Oh, just a stupid little girl falling into an easily seen trap," the southern voice says and laughs again. At once, truth pounds in on me like a hammer hitting a nail.
"There's no John, is there?" I say in an odd voice, as if I knew it from the beginning. "Nope," the voice answers. "But...you ain't gots to worry. We just here to do, how did you say it...'the dirty part of a dark place' to you," he tells me, and my dread grows. The dirty part of a dark place is how I called my fantasies that I am embarrassed to admit.
"N-No, I rather not," I say, feeling myself sway. "I think you rather do," he fires back. The laughter. It's non-stop. There are people here just laughing at me. Laughing at the silly girl that didn't see though this obvious trap.
"You see, you on our property, and they ain't a soul round for miles. We could shoot you right now and the law be on our side," he comments and many others make sounds of agreement. I close my eyes at this, which doesn't do anything to block out the light. I would think seeing them would be worse than seeing them, but it's not. It's terrifying not even seeing who this person is, and who else is here.
"Be a good little scared girl, and take off them clothes...and put 'em in a pile," the southern voice orders to again many sounds of agreement from his friends. "Hate for the police have to come here to find something unpleasant," he says in a mocking manner.
Utterly humiliated as I see no other choice, my hands grab the waistband of my pj bottoms. I have to do this. Heck, I don't even know which way is the way I came with all this damn lights lighting up every inch of me. With a tug, my pj bottoms slide down to my ankles, exposing my black panties and bare legs. At once the crowd cheers with its disgusting sound.
Next I grab the bottom of my shirt and lift. I feel the air on my bare stomach then feel my bra cups coming to view. Now my shirt is pulled off my head, showing all of my black bra. Again, the crowd cheers, especially as I put both my bottoms and shirt in a pile.
I pause after I put my hands on my bra clasp. This can't really be happening, can it? My fingers seem to work despite my thoughts as my clasp is opened. With a beet red face, I let my bra slide off, exposing my breasts to these heathens. Now the cheering is even louder. With no fanfare, I tuck a finger inside my panties as I cross an arm over my breasts in an effort to hide them. Then I tug on my panties, sending them down as I cup my precious womanhood with my other hand.
I'm naked. NAKED. Naked in front of these rednecks. And they all cheer and laugh as the lights shine so bright on me. I hear comments but they run together but words Latina, ass, tits and feet are clearly heard.
"Now, in you little daydream, I think you wanted them to make you put you hands up, didn't ya? Like you being robbed?" The accented voice says with a vocal sneer. "Bastard," I say and then let go of my clutched body. My hands are raised up until they are over my head, exposing every part of my naked body. Now...the cheering is deafening.
"Nice. Now, be the scared little girl you are, take 3 steps back and answer some questions for us, would ya? First, state your full name, second, what part of your body you hate the most, and remember you told me the answer so I know if you lying, and third...confess how stupid you are to have come here," he says in a cruel demanding manner.
Standing like this...my hands raised and body exposed in beyond humiliating. My breasts shake with every little breath I take and the night air has made my nipples so damn hard. My mind tries to think of what to do, but the only thing I can really think of, is the answers to his questions. Answers that I've already answered to him online. Now he just wants to humiliate me in front of his friends.
"Cindy, short for Cynthia Maria de la Rosa de Martinez," I begin, as I walk backward, my face still red. I look upward as the bright lights are so blinding. It's not I see a shadow coming closer. OH NO! He's coming at me! My body stiffens as I fear the worse. But he doesn't come at me. The shadow stops several feet in front of me. The shadow kneels and looks to be doing something on the ground. I can't tell what the shadow is, boy, girl, or even how big or small due to the lights.
Fire. A fire starts. It burns in front of me looking pitiful next to the blinding lights. My mouth drops open as it occurs to me...those are my clothes. They lit my clothes on fire.
"Keep going," the voice warns. "I...I...hate my breasts the most," I confess, the same as I told the non-existent John. "Ya tits? Why they huge!" Some redneck shouts. "I dislike them because they are rather large and get in the way. And to purchase a good fitting bra is very hard to find," I say the same as I told John.
"And I am very stupid to have come here," I admit truthfully. "It was a stupid choice to make, and I'm a stupid little girl for not seeing this was a trap. God I'm so stupid," I say and truly mean it. Then something horrible occurs to me. It's almost as horrible of a thought as when I knew this was a trap. I'm...aroused. I can feel it, burning between my legs. A warm salty sort of feeling that purrs within me, loving and hating all of this.
"Good girl...how about you tell us ya tit size, and that you are stupid...only with you making those fat things bounce?" The thick accented voice says and again laughter burns into me. As it burns the burning between my legs grows.