This is my first story so I'm looking for lots of feedback but please be nice because I'm a big baby. Be advised that the story contains misogynistic language and of course non-consent/reluctance. Hope you enjoy!
Nate entered the room looking as smug as I'd anticipated. He wore dark jeans and a white, "wife beater" style tank-top over a gold chain. He'd taken out his earrings, too - it almost seemed like he wanted to look "tougher" than usual, which worried me a little. He'd probably been watching more of those "alpha-male" self-help videos again.
I was wearing a hoodie and sweatpants, and a rather unflattering pair at that. I think there might have even been a coffee stain or two. I remember wanting to make it as clear as possible that
I do not give a fuck
if he finds me attractive or not. That said... Nate was looking
really
good these days. His shoulders had filled out considerably, and it was hard not to thirst over how hot that was gonna be if he ended up on top. I held his gaze for a moment at the door until he crossed the room and sat beside me on the bed.
"Sorry to keep you waiting," his tone was sickly-sweet. "So... how does this work exactly?"
"I dunno." I shrugged, "I guess just tell me what to do." I did my best to sound unimpressed but diplomatic, "60 minutes starts now."
His smirk stretched into a nearly ear-to-ear grin, "Alright... on your knees then." He gestured in front of him.
We briefly locked eyes again before I quickly looked away, suddenly feeling rather self-conscious. I was determined, however, not to let him get in my head. The more insecure and uncomfortable I appear, the more he's gonna feel superior to me and I am
far
too proud to let that happen. I took a deep breath and got up to kneel in front of him, resting lightly on my heels with my hands clasped in my lap. He looked down at me like a kid in a candy shop: "So I can do whatever I want?"
"Within reason," was my response.
He didn't hesitate to stand and unfasten his belt. He struggled with the zipper for a moment but it wasn't long before he managed to bare himself in front of me. He was already decently hard and I was starting to get wet too, so I didn't resist as he parted my lips with the tip of his cock.
"Hands behind your back" he instructed me as he began to rock back and forth in my direction.
I followed instructions, and decided to close my eyes while I was at it. Somehow the embarrassment of sucking dick is a lot more tolerable when you can't see anything. Thankfully, he started off pretty tame: guiding his semi into my mouth with one hand while resting the other on the back of my head. He wasn't pulling on me though, instead thrusting forward and using his hand to ensure I couldn't recoil. I could feel him growing in my mouth as he steadily picked up the pace and it wasn't long before he had become quite the mouthful. No longer needing the extra support, his right hand joined the other at the back of my head - I was really starting to feel the bulk of him in the back of my throat now. He was getting dangerously close to gagging me...but maybe that was the goal. With his fingers laced around the back of my skull he continued to pull me closer with every thrust. Pushing himself farther and farther down my throat with each motion, I noticed the tingling of my own arousal.
In an attempt to slow things down again I resisted his movement so that I could pull my head back and slowly, very deliberately roll my tongue around the tip. That seemed to get his attention. I continued licking the head of his cock and then gradually moved farther up the shaft, secretly savouring the taste of his sweat as I did so. His hands fell down to my shoulders as I approached his balls and he lifted his pelvis slightly to give me a better angle. I licked and then sucked on the loose skin while ensuring my hands still remained obediently behind my back. I was starting to wish he had rope or handcuffs or something. I really,
really
wanted to touch myself but knew that would be game-over for my dignity.
This was a conflicting moment for me. I vehemently refused to give Nate the satisfaction of knowing he can get me off but... at the same time... oh my god I was just
so fucking horny.
He had started to buck his hips at me and I worried he was trying to speed up again so I refocused on the task at hand. (or at mouth, I suppose) I ran my lips up and down the length of him before taking it back into my mouth again, now thick enough that it's difficult to manoeuvre my tongue. Bobbing my head rhythmically, I could taste the faint hint of precum and this urged me to continue enthusiastically - hopefully he's the type who needs to rest a while after finishing. I'm sure I've visited every inch of his delicious cock by the time I reach up to cradle his balls and -
"I said hands behind your back." He growled, taking my head back between his palms. It was immediately clear I wouldn't be the one setting the pace anymore.
With his hands returned to their previous positions he was now grabbing handfuls of my hair while he's at it. Ramming his cock, his nice... warm... fat cock into the back of my throat over and over until I could feel myself starting to tear up. By this point my cheeks were on fire and I'm sure he could see that - which of course only encouraged him more. In and out, again and again, I'm sure my mascara had run all over my rosy cheeks.
Eventually he slowed for a bit, allowing me to regain some composure. Although I didn't know it at the time, the lull wasn't an act of charity but instead an opportunity for him to record me while I continued to suck diligently away. Now that we'd slowed I could feel the saliva dribbling down my chin - I must have looked like a hot, slobbery mess. Apparently satisfied with the footage, he resumed his near frenzied pace almost immediately after tossing the phone to the floor. It had become difficult to think clearly by this point, so I was caught off guard when he pulled my face down with him and sat back down on his bed. Happy to be in control again, Nate pressed my face into his lap until I could do nothing but sputter and gag. Barely allowing me to catch my breath, Nate alternated between vigorous throat-fucking and holding me down forcefully enough that my vision blurred. I could hear his breathing accelerate, and with each exhale he seemed to care even less about my comfort. Just as I was debating asking him to stop he finally broke past the gagging point and we were officially deep-throating. I was only able to hold the position for a few seconds before ripping my face away from him and choking violently.
"A bit too much for you to handle, huh?" I was still panting when he tilted my chin upward toward him, "Open your eyes." His voice was impressively commanding and my eyelids shot open. He looked down at me with a devilish expression on his face, "Let's try something else, shall we?"
He gestured to the bed. It was clear he wanted me to lay down but when I began to pull at the covers he grabbed my wrist. "Nuh-uh," he released my arm, "I want you on all fours... bitch." The expletive seemed added as an afterthought.
I crawled onto the bed as un-sexily as I could and he followed behind me. On his knees as well, he rested his hands on my hips for a moment before starting to tug at my waistband. I'll admit that he took off my sweatpants tantalisingly slowly; I desperately wanted him to hurry up because I was only getting wetter by the minute. Instead, he teased me. After pulling my underwear down to my knees, he shifted himself into a doggy-style position so that I could feel his dick pressed up against me from behind. What I couldn't figure out, however, was
what on earth he was waiting for
. He kept running his hands up and down my sides and then slowing at the hips to pull me in even closer. The bulk of my sweatshirt seemed to be getting in his way.
"Take this off," he ordered me dismissively, almost as if distracted by something else. I removed my hoodie unceremoniously and glanced at the clock only to find there were still
49
minutes to go. He gave me a look that told me to take the rest of it off too, and so I did. It was chilly enough that my nipples were especially sensitive, so I gave 'em a quick lil' massage before returning to position.
"You're very obedient." He cooed in my ear.
"Don't mistake my compliance for enjoyment." I responded as firmly as I could, but my voice wavered and I'm certain he noticed.
Nate laughed, "You sure about that..?" He started to play with my nipples, circling them with his fingers and twisting occasionally, one at a time. As expected, it felt amazing to have his body hulking over mine, completely naked, mere inches away from fucking me. I could feel the sticky warmth of his skin against mine, and he had started to rock me back and forth again.
"Because if I didn't know any better I'd think you were having a pretty good time for a bit there...." Using one hand for support, Nate continued upward with the other until he reached my neck - but he didn't squeeze. I decided not to respond, but that only seemed to rile him up more. I could feel the heat of his breath on my neck, and he tightened his grip on me a little before leaning back and instead prodding at my pussy an inch or so deep. "Ah, I was right..." he tsked at me, "you've given yourself away I'm afraid."
And he was right, I was soaked. "Just fuck me, will you?"
I didn't have to ask twice.
He sunk his hands into me just above the hips, pushing himself the rest of the way inside with ease. The initial poke had been slow, almost tentative, but he slammed every following thrust into me so hard it hurt. I whimpered occasionally from the pain, but he didn't seem to notice. Or maybe he just didn't care. Either way he wasn't letting up, but I was starting to think maybe I was ok with that. I could smell the sweat in the air and it was starting to make me feel lightheaded again. Smashing into me over, and over and over again, a moan or two escape my lips.
"Yeah, you like that..?" He pushed down on me so that my arms folded and my face was pressed sideways against a pillow. "..fuckin' slut."
It had become increasingly difficult not to show how turned on I was. He had me completely bent over with my ass straight up in the air, just pounding my pussy again and again, occasionally shoving my face even farther into the pillow at the same time. He gradually moved so that he was resting on his forearms and stretched to lightly grab hold of my neck while he did so. I couldn't get over how
deep
he could get. It hurt at first, but I couldn't get enough of him now. One of his hands drifted toward my face and I instinctively started to suck on his fingers.
He immediately recoiled, "What the fuck!?"
"Sorry," I couldn't bring myself to look at him.