I can't believe it's finally today.
I can't believe this is actually happening.
Ok, breathe, Jessica.
Breathe.
Just have a seat on the bench until the train arrives.
Breathe.
People make it out of their hometowns all the time.
This is not a weird thing.
I'm almost there.
Let's make a mental success list while we wait: I graduated . . .
Wow. Is this bench vibrating? Good lord. It IS vibrating. How funny. Oh, I bet it's some kind of machinery beneath the floor. Right. Focus. So, I graduated, and then the breakup with Jack could not have gone better. Like, I never, ever dreamed it would go like it has. He's been so good, helping me with everything. You know, I can't help but think that if he'd been like this all these years, I don't know that I would have worked so hard to get out of this town.
Damn, the vibrating stopped. Well, ugh. That was starting to feel good. Did I just say that? Or think that? A vibrating bench felt so good? Really, Jessica? Sitting in an empty train station, regretting that a bench stopped vibrating. Maybe I really am just a trashy girl at heart. Well, let's be honest, it's not far from the truth. The breakup certainly didn't keep Jack out of my panties. Maybe that's why it's gone so well, I laugh to myself. He has still been able to fuck me pretty much anytime he wants. So, not much has changed.
Oh, god. There it goes, again. Mmmhhhhmmm. I cannot believe how good this feels. I guess one good think came of me not wearing my favorite jeans this morning - this skirt is so much thinner. Maybe if I shift my weight just a little, I can feel it against my clit . . .
Ugh. It stopped. Jesus. I'm practically panting.
Ok, let's get a grip. Slow your breathing and try to ignore the throbbing. Keep thinking:
I got a job in the city and a great new apartment. All those years of working part time paid off. I used almost every cent of my savings to get set up. And the new furniture . . .
Yes, thank god, I think. That machinery beneath the floor is about to make this day even better. Yes, keep vibrating. Oh, god, yes. I'm just going to rock a little, too. mmmmm, mmmm, oh, god, this is crazy, yes . . .I think I caught a long cycle. This is the longest it's run so far. Oh, god, I'm so close. I just need a little more pressure. Oh, please. God, don't let it stop.
No, no, no, no, no.
I am so close. This can't be right. I am so close. Oh, god. Oh, god. Noooooo. I start to reach into my skirt when I remember I'm sitting in a train station, and my eyes pop open in horror.
I'm still the only one on this platform. I'm ok.
I can finish out that orgasm tonight in the privacy of my own apartment.
Oh my god, this is so exciting! My own place.
Everything is going to be fine.
Just a few more minutes until my train arrives, thank god.
(Slow train sounds)
"Jess? Is that you?"
I think I hear my name and turn to see Jack and his brother walking toward me on the platform.
"Oh, hey there!" I turn. "You almost missed me. I think my train is just pulling up," I blurt excitedly, meeting them halfway.
I'm so surprised and excited by the turn of events that it barely registers with me when Jack's brother plucks up my suitcase and walks away.
"Where have you been lately, Jack? I've really missed all the fun we've been having," I whine suggestively.
"Awww, baby. It's your period week, right?"
"Oh," I gasp, blushing crimson. "Right. Right. I didn't think about that." Is it my period week? Was it supposed to be my period week? I am so confused.
"So, today's the big day," Jack starts, distracting me from my thoughts and drinking me in from head to toe. "My little lady is leaving me behind," he whispers into my ear, pushing me back towards the bench, but at least she's wearing my favorite skirt!
"My fat skirt? You are so weird," I counter, pushing him playfully.
"Mmmmhmmm. I was hoping you'd be wearing it," he purred.
"You just like it because it promises easy access. You are not fooling me," I tease.
"I have no idea what you mean, sweet girl," winking and kissing my forehead, Jack continues to push.
"Any idea where Jason is going with my bag?" I huff as we backwards dance, and I try to catch a glimpse of his disappearing brother.
"Jess. Baby," he sighs and rolls his eyes. "He works here. He'll take care of it. Everything will be fine," He soothes.
And just like that, I'm back sitting on the sometimes-vibrating bench with my very tricky ex, my bag has disappeared, I am unbelievably horny, maybe late for my period, and my train out of this nowhere place is nowhere to be found. How is this happening? I cannot get sidetracked. I may just have to forget the bag. Orgasm at the new apartment. Just find the train. Everything is going to be fine . . .
"Jess? Are you in there? Were you meditating?" He laughs and scoots down the bench.
Putting his arm around me, we make small talk. I ask about his family, and he really starts talking, really just on an on. And I am so glad, honestly, because I can space out and focus on the growing warmth between my legs. Oh, my god. I think I might make it this time.
My eyes start to glaze over as he talks, and I smell his familiar aftershave right before I hear him chuckle into my ear, "You're almost there."
"Damn it, Jack!" I shout as I try to get up off the bench.
"Oh, no, no, no, sweet girl. You know it's rude to hop up and leave during a conversation," he mocks, tightening his grip and fixing me more firmly to the spot. "You need to sit here and let me finish telling my story," He continues. "You wouldn't want to be rude to me on the day you leave, would you, baby, hmm?" As I relax against his grip, he purrs into my neck, "That's my good girl. Mmhmm. Look at those hard nipples. Jesus, your tits look amazing," Jack gushes, cupping and roughly kneading my tender breasts, "I'm going to rub those little nipples."
"Jack. Please don't." I plead.
He does not listen.
"I'll just do it on top of your shirt. No one can see us, baby. Just relax," he offers.
"Just be gentle. They are so sensitive . . . Oh, Jack. It does feel so good," I groan and start babbling incoherently, trying to fill the quiet with something other than my moans: "My clit is throbbing. My nipples are so tender. I couldn't fit into my favorite jeans this morning. This bench vibrates occasionally. I don't know if you've noticed, but I certainly have, and I can tell you it's never gone this long before. I think I might be able to have an orgasm."
"Mmhmm, baby. This is so hot. Let me watch. Fuck, I really don't remember you ever being this horny on your period before. You are so hot. Don't worry, I'll keep working on these nipples," he whispers and winks.
I can't spend too much time thinking about the period comment or why or if I should be publicly masturbating with my ex. I just know that I have to catch this orgasm. I was already overdue for one when I fell prey to this damn bench. Mmmmmmm.
"I'm not on my period. I'm just regular horny," I say. "I think your calculations must be off," I tease him, laughing and starting to flush.
"Oh, yeah? Hmm," he considers my statement briefly and shrugs. "That's my girl. Look at you leaning into it. God, you are amazing," he coos, never taking his mouth away from my ear or his hand off my tender nipple.
"Oh, my god. Oh, my god," I moan, finding the right cadence and pressure on the bench
I feel Jack move away briefly, and then he is between my knees with his mouth on one nipple and his fingers on the other, kneading and pinching mercilessly. When did he get my shirt and bra up like this? Jesus, he's so fast. But my god it feels so good.
*Upstairs in a dark station office, overlooking the platform*
"Alright. That's the signal," Jason announces after spotting Jack. "Count to 5, and then we cut the power to the old boiler.
"What's left?" asks Chris, a guy on the crew who does actually work at the train station.
"Ok," Jason runs down his mental to do list, "I gave her bag to you. We wait until he has her inside the old stationmaster's office, then we lock that door from the outside behind them and head out. You'll need to take her bag and put it in the backseat of his truck," Jason explains calmly.
"Kind of presumptuous to think she will go home with him after all this, right?" Chris remarks, indignantly.
"She doesn't really have a choice, Chris," Jason replies flatly.