This story is fictional.
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As I awoke, I glanced at the clock hanging on my bedroom wall. Although it was another lazy Sunday morning, I decided to get up even if it was only 7:30 a.m., as I was having a problem sleeping due to the events of last night. I had tossed and turned all night as I tried to fall asleep, but the horrible memories kept playing in my mind like an extremely bad movie.
Rather than lying there unable to relax and fall asleep, I decided to drag myself out of bed and start my day. I pulled the curtain aside and gazed out at another foggy morning. The sight of fog hanging over the trees in the back yard seemed haunting to me, but the terrible situation I had been involved in yesterday evening haunted me even more than the early morning fog.
As I became wide awake and made my way to the shower, I was not able to shake off the thoughts which were laying heavy on my mind. I could not believe what I had done to my big sister last night. For a lot of my life, I had been filled with rage and envy towards my big sister. My plan to have her degraded and humiliated last night had played out better than I had expected, but my feelings of rage and envy were still inside me and gnawing away at my soul. I was filled with self-loathing.
"Why did I give in and make that terrible plan to have my big sister subjected to humiliation, abuse, and then gang-raped?" I moaned to myself as the water from the shower head massaged my scalp. It was at that moment that I realized I needed professional help. The anger and hatred I felt towards her had to be dealt with, and I would need a professional counselor to talk to and discuss a plan to rid my life of the hatred I felt towards my big sister.
Looking back on the events of that Sunday, little did I know that time was running out for me. Personal freedom would soon be nothing more than a distant memory. The ability to make my own choices and direct my own life plans would be cut short. Only with hindsight, would I come to realize that at the precise time I was showering and mulling over the events of the previous evening, two City Police SUVs were making their way to my home.
As the two police SUVs snaked their way through the winding roads leading up to the home where I lived with my parents and my big sister, my fate was being sealed by the police officers as they discussed their own plans for dealing with me. Yet, in an odd turn of events, what was about to happen to me would show me who I really was as a person. This was to be an event which would build my character and turn me into who I was meant to be.
As I was about to turn off the shower, I decided to give myself a thrill. Removing the showerhead from where it was fastened with a clamp to the wall, I brought it down to my ass. Bending over and pushing out my hips, I held the showerhead right up to my ass, and I settled in enjoying the wonderful feeling of the water pushing up against my hole.
"Mmmm, mmmm, mmmm," I moaned to myself, but then I was filled with confusion because I did not know why, as a 21 year-old man, I enjoyed that feeling against my ass so much. I pushed the thought out of my mind and decided to just go with it and continued enjoying the sensation of the water rushing against my bum hole.
I finished showering and began toweling off. I gave my short hair a quick fluffing with the dampened towel, and shaved my face.
Then I walked into my bedroom and got dressed pulling on a T shirt with my lucky number "77" on the front and my name "Bernon" on the back, and then I decided to wear shorts instead of tight jeans.
Wearing shorts would make it easier to masturbate myself, as I knew I would get the urge at various times throughout the day. No point in making things difficult for myself.
My cock was becoming semi-erect while thinking of what had happened to my big sister last night, and because of those memories, my feelings of self-loathing also returned. Taking a shower only cleaned the outside, but deep within my soul, I felt like a douche bag and no amount of soaping up would wash away those feelings.
Inside, I was a mess. Again, I asked myself, "How could I have practically destroyed my big sister by having her gang-raped?" I hung my head in shame as a single tear rolled down my cheek.
Jogging down the stairs and entering the kitchen, I decided I would go to a drive-thru and pick up breakfast. After what happened last night, the thought of seeing big sister and possibly having breakfast with her was not something I was looking forward to this morning.
How could I bring myself to look into her vulnerable eyes ever again? I simply had to get into my F-150 and head out and spend some time alone. Again, almost instinctively, I hung my head in shame as the memories of last night washed over me like waves off the Pacific Ocean.
While slipping on my shoes and lacing them up, eager to make my escape, I heard a quick knock on the backdoor. I did not have time to react before I heard the booming sound of a woman's voice coming through a megaphone.
"Bernon, Bernon, come out with your hands in the air, hands in the air!"
Immediately, my body began to react as I started to shake uncontrollably. Completely stunned and confused, I opened the back door slowly. To my shock and horror, there stood four lady police officers with the fog partially covering their bodies.
As they stood in a semi-circle formation, I noticed as I glanced down that a beam of red light was dancing around the area of my cock. I quickly realized one of the officers had a gun laser aimed at my manhood. I began pissing myself.
All four ladies were brunettes and I guessed them to be in their late 30's, and I could not help but think of them each as being fitness females. They all looked angry, and then the memories of what I had done to my big sister filled my mind and fear took over, as I continued to shake uncontrollably while feeling the wetness of my urine in my underwear. I could not speak I was so shaken. Again, I hung my head in shame and felt a tear rolling down my cheek.
"Bernon! Keep your hands in the air and get down on your knees! Keep your hands in the air or we will shoot!"
I obeyed, and I slowly managed to get down on my knees. My hands, while still held high in the air, were shaking like leaves in the wind. I'm not feeling quite as tough as I was last night when I let all those young men practically destroy my big sister, I thought to myself.
The all too familiar feeling of self-loathing started flooding my mind. Suddenly, feeling sick to my stomach, I tried to keep down the bile that wanted to work its way up into my throat.
Moving slowly towards me and sounding like a drill sergeant, she demanded, "Are you Bernon? Do you live in this residence and are you Bernon? Is your sister's name Tammy?"
"Yes, I am Bernon and my sister is named Tammy. I live here with my parents and my sister, Tammy," I managed to spit the words out, as I continued to shake like a leaf in the wind.
She gave my ass a swift kick with her boot, and I fell forward with my face landing on the soft, cool grass. I turned my head to the left and watched them as I continued to lay with my body on the sidewalk, but my face on the lawn. I could feel my ass trembling and my cock throbbing.
By this time, the other three ladies were just a few feet away from me as they had moved in towards me, and I realized they had me circled. Sensing movement from the officer who first spoke to me, I could tell she was putting her handgun back in her waistband holster. Then from out of my side-vision, I saw a straight object coming down fast, and I felt the painful sting of her police-issued baton hitting my ass hard.