My husband sat naked at the edge of the bed. I was on my knees in front of him. My shirt and bra were in a pile beside me. He loves, or at least used to love the sight of my small tits and hard nipples. His eyes were closed, and his face was lifted toward the ceiling as I bobbed my mouth up and down over his dick. I moved my left hand up and down the shaft and with my right I gently squeezed his balls. I could tell by his breathing he was getting close. I sucked harder on his head as he started to cum. It was a much smaller load then he usually gives me, I thought as I swallowed it down.
"How about a little reciprocation?" I said standing and starting to slide my pants down.
"Oh, sorry Laura... You know I have that early meeting tomorrow. I'll take care of you tomorrow night," my husband Nick told me in an apologetic tone.
Feeling disappointed and more than a little frustrated I got ready for bed. I laid lay down facing away from him hoping he could since sense my cold shoulder.
The next morning while doing laundry I noticed a cum stain on his boxers. "Was he jerking off... Instead of making love?" I wondered to myself. That combined with him not taking care of me, and not even looking at me, started setting off alarm bells in my head. Nick is a computer engineer and he had told me about how people can secretly install software that records everything done on a computer, even key strokes. After a little bit of research I purchased and installed a spy program on my husband's desktop. I felt confident in a few days I would feel better confirming that this was all just in my head.
A few days later I was poring through the output of the spyware. Nick had logged into several adult sights sites including some for swingers, fuck buddies, and people wanting to cheat. Under each sight site his user name was Bluatutrfauck ... Whatever the hell that means. I felt like my soul was falling into a bottomless pit. I felt so stupid, 3 years of marriage and 4 years of my life down the drain. I felt so angry, so sad. Why? Why now? I had kept myself in great shape, I was 5'5 110 lb. I ran 15-20 miles every week. My legs and ass were toned, my stomach was flat. My tits were small 32 A, but he always told me he liked that. Had he wanted I would have gotten a boob job. We had sex anytime he wanted. The only thing I said no to was anal; because no ... Just no.
Was he tired of me? What was he looking for? The more I thought about it, the more I had to know what he wanted.
I created my own profile on one of his fuck buddy sights sites. I started scouring amateur porn sights sites for the right look. My goal was to find a woman who looked very similar to me but only slightly worse. That way if he went for the bait I would know it was not because I was not good enough, but because he is just a fucking bastard who wanted something strange. I found the perfect slut. She was 5'5 just like me. She was skinny but her tummy was just a little more pudgy. She had nice legs and ass but they were not as toned as mine. For her tits I could be looking in a mirror, small perky a cups with small light nipples. Just like me she was a brunette with straight hair but hers was not as full or silky. She had a cute face with brown eyes like me but I think I was just a touch prettier. Copying her pics and using Photoshop to remove logos I created a profile for myself.
I decided Candy was an appropriately slutty sounding name. I wrote that I was married and just looking for some sexy fun on the side. I wrote that I love to be eaten out and that my husband doesn't do that enough. Ignoring the flood of dick picks filling my new inbox, I began drafting a note to my husband.
Dear Bluatutrfauck,
I liked your profile and pics. Can you send a face pic? Are you into eating women out? What's your wife like? Is she fat and ugly? I have recently found out that my husband is a real ass hole.
He wrote back within an hour. Apparently he checks at work too.
Dear Candy,
Actually I love my wife, she is super sexy just not very sexually adventurous. I would love to eat you out before we fuck. Are you into anal? I'll attach a pic. He wrote back to me.