Poppet
I awaken, my eyes flutter open to pain in my limbs. My body stretched across a half barrel, my wrists restrained with leather cuffs across the front pulled down to the sides. My ankles are restrained at the back in the same fashion, leaving my feet unable to touch the ground. My eyes flutter, feeling disoriented, and my head is foggy. I tried to move, but I was barely able to wiggle. My body pulled taut against the wood. This slight movement makes me whimper from the pain. My eyes widen in horror as the sound escapes my lips; I cannot close my mouth; saliva runs out and down my chin. A round ring gag secured behind my lips, causing my mouth to be stuck open. In a futile effort, I shake my head. The frustrated noise I make is a garbled whimper as saliva drips down, running in strings to the wood just below my face. The chill of the room kissing my skin, my eyes widen as I realize I am naked. My eyes dart around the room as I twist my head from side to side. The limited view of my surroundings is restricted to the dark wood walls immediately in front and to my sides. The room is in shadows; I can only tell it is a vast space and deafeningly silent except for my ragged breath.
I struggled to clear my mind, trying to remember how I got here, and the realization caused me immediate panic and fear--my body trembles, as I recall. I left work driving to the shopping area to meet my friend Rebecca. We ate dinner, shopped, and relaxed; there was no need to run home as my house was empty. My husband had gone out of town on business. I drove home, arriving just as the sky darkened, exiting the car, and grabbing my things from the back seat. I remember hands grabbing me from behind, a hand covering my mouth. Then nothing until now, here. My mind reeled as I realized it could only be one person. The stranger I had met online. When I finally took a risk and decided to try talking with someone. I knew it was wrong, but the years I had hidden away my darkest sexual desires had finally overwhelmed me. I thought it would be harmless to chat with someone about the things I touched myself to when I was alone. The things I was too embarrassed to ever reveal to anyone. The cravings of being used and controlled that no one would ever guess I had hidden behind my sweet, innocent face. The stranger I had been telling my dark secrets to for weeks now. He had gotten under my skin, never revealing anything about himself. He had kept me guessing, imagining, making me want more. He was an enigma.
The months of conversation, how he had twisted and fucked with my mind, made me ache for him. I had trusted him and allowed him to coax information out of me. I was naive enough to give him what he needed, not even realizing it was anything more than a game. Â He had found out who I was, what I looked like, my real name. But worse than that, he knew what I craved, ached for. The things that made me unable to stop always wanting more; he made my body beg for his words. When he had told me he owned me, that I belonged to him, it had frightened me and aroused me. But I felt like I was losing control, so I tried to take it back. In my infinite wisdom, I thought I was smarter than him and could tease him. I wanted to see if I could make him crave me just as badly. I was teasing him, sending him pictures and videos of myself, and disobeying on purpose when he asked me to do things for him. Until I only succeeded in making him angry and frustrated. He told me I was being a brat. He told me if he ever got his hands on me, his punishment would leave me knowing who owned me. He gave me one final warning: no further excuses, refusals, or unruly behavior. When I wavered on my answer, he disappeared. The silence was deafening, and no matter what I said to him, he would not respond. Â He made me desperately aware of how ignorant I had been to challenge him. He had consumed my thoughts and taken control of my body with his words. I had thought it was over. I vowed never to do it again. But he continued to haunt my thoughts.
I began to cry, unable to comprehend that this was real, as the fear crept up my spine. My sobs are the only sound in the room for several minutes as I struggle to free myself. Suddenly, I hear a scrape from behind me, a chair pushed back as if someone is standing from it. My breath catches in my throat. Â I feel the touch of a hand. The fingers run the length of my spine from my lower back to my neck. My body trembles, unable to flinch away, my hands opening and closing in a useless effort against the restraints. A hand ran across my hair, and my head jerked back with sharp swiftness. A hundred tiny pricks of pain on my scalp cause me to cry out as a voice rumbles close to my ear. "How's my little slut? You have a nice nap, Stephanie." Â I want to speak, try to say anything. My fear causes my body to shake uncontrollably, and all I can think to do is beg. My single word is making more saliva flow out of my mouth, "please," almost unintelligible as tears fall down my cheeks.
His voice, low and menacing, sounds again in my ear. "Was that a please, Stephanie?" He jerks up on my hair again, lifting me as far as the restraints allow. His hot breath caresses my skin as he speaks, "Stephanie, you're going to have to do so much better than that to apologize. I think you can be much more creative with a little incentive, don't you?" Â With no time or warning, I feel the sharp, searing pain across my ass cheeks and upper thighs as he brings his hand down repeatedly. The smack of his hand loudly echoed throughout the room, with the only other sound being my garbled sobs. After several minutes, he stops. My ass cheeks continue to throb, and my throat is raw from my cries. He runs his hand across my ass, causing the sharp pain to increase. He continues to speak, "Mmmhhhmm, such a beautiful shade of red; I knew you would mark so beautifully slut." My sobs have slowed, and low whimpers escape my mouth as his hand continues to caress my skin. His fingers slide down the crack of my ass as he speaks again. "Are you wet for me, Stephanie?" His finger travels down to my slick slit, and slowly, he presses it inside me. My eyes close tightly, humiliation washing over me; knowing I cannot deny how aroused I am, he chuckles as he pumps his finger in and out of me slowly. My breathing quickens, and my hips lift slightly off the barrel. Fresh tears are rolling down my face. He stops abruptly, and fingers trail back up my body.
I feel his warm breath on my face as he leans close, his tongue licking away the tears on my cheek. He speaks as he groans softly. "Your tears are just as sweet as I knew they would be, Stephanie. Listen closely, as I don't like to repeat myself slut. You are going to learn many lessons from me. But the most important one is that you are mine entirely. I will make sure you know who owns you. Every tear you cry, every moan, whimper, and scream that leaves your pretty lips will be because of me. Every inch of your body and thought in your head will be mine. You can't run now, Stephanie." His hand goes around my throat, squeezing, I try to suck in air, and his grip tightens completely, cutting off my breath. As he continues to squeeze, my lungs begin to burn, panic and fear causing my eyes to widen, my vision starting to blur and blacken around the edges. His words continue. "You will even breathe for me slut. Do you understand?" I try to shake my head, and his grip loosens, allowing me to take large gulps of air as I nod yes. His thumb wipes away the tears rolling down my cheek as I hear his words echoing, "That's a good girl, Stephanie." He stands and runs his hand over my hair, and I hear his footsteps walking away and the soft click of a door shutting behind me.
And in that moment, I know I am lost, at the mercy of this stranger to be used, broken, and owned. The fear surged anew through my body as I sobbed with the realization. I provided this stranger with my detailed instruction manual, and now I am entirely at his mercy. Â The shame and humiliation that as I lay here a prisoner, my body betrays me for him. I can feel the wetness leaking out between my legs.
The Enigma
I stood in the window overlooking the warehouse floor where she lay below, still restrained across the wooden barrel. Her pale skin bathed in the small amount of light from the bare bulbs that glowed down above her. Her lovely ass was a contrast glowing red from the spanking I had given her. I groaned aloud as I pulled the mask off my face. It had taken every bit of willpower I had not to bury myself deep inside her wet slit. I was still hard as granite beneath my pants as I readjust myself in a futile effort to relieve my aching cock. After months of waiting even to glimpse this woman who had captivated my every thought. Having her a few feet away from me, naked and bound, was like waving a raw steak in front of a starving lion. A low growl rumbles from my throat as my whole body shudders with anticipation. I want to consume her in every way possible until she thirsts for nothing but my touch, rearranging all her broken pieces until they mirror my own. As she drifts in and out of sleep, I watch her tears dry on her cheeks. Her red hair was messy and tangled from being twisted in my fingers. She is exquisite, stealing my breath, my eyes roaming over her.