Once again, home on a Saturday night alone, all my friends busy with their husbands or wives. Since being divorced I have stayed home a lot except for going to work I pretty much spend a lot of time alone. It's not that I can't attract a man, it just seems I have come to a time in my life where I would just rather not be totally committed to one person. I have not been able to find a man that would be willing to try new things sexually, and also be very dominant and willing to share. Maybe if I could find a man like that, then I would consider getting married again, but of course it's an almost impossible kind of man to find. So here I sit alone, and my pussy wet, and throbbing to be used and raped and I will most likely resort to just masturbating myself to orgasm, fantasizing about one of my many hot, nasty scenarios......Or so I thought.
I decided, after smoking a bit of weed from my little metal pipe, that I would take a ride down to the adult sex store I knew of about fifteen minutes from me. I have been to the store, but never alone and was very nervous, but being stoned helped me get over that. I decided to take the bus since I had smoked, and that was fine with me since the bus stop was right in front of the sex shop. I decided to dress down a bit because I wasn't really looking to do anything extreme, just see the reaction of some horny perverts when I walk in alone. I settled on a tight pair of jeans, and a somewhat tight button down blouse that showed a bit of cleavage. Let me describe myself to you so you can get a better idea of what you would see if you were standing in front of me. I am five feet, two inches tall, two hundred and thirty pounds (BBW), long brown hair, brown eyes, and forty-D chest. Because I am well proportioned no one ever believes that I am as heavy as I am, and have even been told I don't belong in the BBW category, and just say I'm thick. Either way, I am very sexually submissive, and enjoy being degraded, and treated like a slut. You would never know it by my Brooklyn attitude, but I truly love rough nasty sex, and I would love to be owned by one, but used by many.
I stepped onto the bus and found a seat way in the back where it was relatively empty. All except for two older men, about sixty or so, looking me up and down as I approached. I took the seat across from them, and they both turned and smiled as I sat down. They both nodded their heads and said "Good evening," and, I couldn't help but notice that their eyes were fixed on my breasts, which were kind of popping out of my shirt, and with the top three buttons open they got a great view of some cleavage. They were practically drooling, and I have to be honest, it was turning me on so much my pussy was twitching from the attention. They were both overweight, and not much to look at but still turned me on none the less.
"Where are you off to pretty lady?", one of them asked.
"I will be getting off at twenty fifth street", I answered.
"Isn't that an awfully dark part of town?", the other one asked.
"Yes, I guess it is, but that's where the store I'm going to is, so I won't be on the street", I answered.
Our conversation continued, and I found out their names were John, and David, they were both sixty five years old, and single. They joked around about the only store in that area is the sex shop, and with no denial from me a big smile came across my face and I think I even blushed. They both laughed, and asked if I would like some company. I explained to them I have never gone alone, and would much rather this time, but maybe some other time, if we got together. They accepted my answer, and they both slipped me their phone numbers so we could get together 'real soon' as they put it. I put the numbers in my pocket and rang the bell since the next stop was mine. We said out good-byes as the bus slowed to a stop and I stepped off the bus, and watched it pull away as I was left standing there.
I took a deep breathe as I walked towards the front door of the sex shop, and I pulled open the door and stepped inside. It was a lot bigger than I had imagined, and filled with toys, and DVD's. I slowly walked through examining all the toys hanging on the walls, and some inside glass cases. Continuing past the toys, are the DVD's which quite honestly I have never ventured this far into this store before. Any time I cam in here with a fuck buddy, or lover, it had always been to just buy toys, and never actually past that part of the store. I continued to the DVD section and went right to the rape/forced section, and saw so many movies that I know would turn me on. As I scanned the rack of movies, a title did catch my eye, "Degrade This BBW" was the title. I picked up the box, and the picture on the front showed a BBW woman, about forty on her knees sucking a guy's big hard cock. I turned the box over to get a synopsis on the movie, and I what I read was making my pussy wet. The box read: "Watch this fat whore get degraded and used by one man, and sometimes more. Call this whore any nasty name you can think of and she comes back for more." That's, all I had to read and I was already wishing I was the girl in the movie. Why can't I find men like in this movie that enjoy a BBW whore like myself. I began to think that maybe those kind of men were only in the movies.
I didn't notice the two old men from the bus walk in the door since I was so engrossed in reading this box. I heard footsteps coming toward the back section of the store, and I panicked and put the movie back quickly. I would pick it up on my way I thought to myself. As I walked over to another section hidden from the one I was in, David walked up to the rack to see what movie I was looking at. He saw the box, and a big grin surfaced on his old overweight face. He called his friend John over to read the box I had just put down, and they both agreed they would give me what I need.
They sneakily followed me around the store, and then watched me go up the small set of stairs to the movie booths in the very back of the store. I went into one of the rooms, and there was a small screen, and you had to drop a dollar in the machine and a movie would play for five minutes, and a small cushioned bench like chair. . I figured I came here to explore, so explore I will. I locked the door behind me and sat down, and fished in my bag for some singles. I popped the first one in and a menu came up on the screen asking what type of movie I would like to watch. In the search bar I typed "BBW degraded", and hit enter. List popped up with about ten movies, and I chose, "BBW Fuck Meat", and sat back and waited for the movie to begin. It started out with a BBW, about a hundred pound heavier than me, being grabbed by the throat and smacked in the face by a fat older guy, who looked to be about sixty years old. Another one of my fantasies is to be used like a filthy slut by two older, more unattractive perverted men, but that's another story. As I watched and listened to the man degrade her, I could feel my pussy beginning to get very moist.
"You're nothing but a worthless piece of fuck meat, you fat cunt!", he yelled at her.
"No, no please I am not a whore," she pleaded.
"Oh yes you are a whore, and tonight you're my fucking whore!", he whispered in her ear as he clenched his hand around her throat.
The more she pleaded no, the more turned on the old man got, and the more wet my pussy was getting, and I began rubbing my breasts through my shirt. I was imagining this old man using me like that, and my nipples hardened at my tough. I rubbed my breasts as I watched the old man smack the woman in her face, and then he began smacking her breasts, and now my pussy was dripping. I love when a man smacks my breasts, and degrades me while he's doing it. I was so turned on, I actually unbuttoned my jeans and slid them, and my panties down around my ankles. I knew I had locked the door so I assumed I would not get caught if I played a little.
The woman was still screaming no, but wasn't resisting as much as the old man rammed his old fingers up her fat wet pussy. You could see she was beginning to enjoy it as I rubbed my clit and breasts, and imagined I was her. As I continued to watch the camera panned out on the scene and there was another fat old guy sitting on a sofa in the room. He was stroking his cock through his pants as the other man got the whore ready to be the entertainment for the evening. He fingered her pussy, or cunt as he liked to call it, while he called her filthy names. This obviously turned her on because you could hear her moaning now from the use she was getting.
I sat back, closed my eyes and imagined the two men that I saw on the bus earlier were using me right then and there. I imagined them forcing me to my knees to take turns sucking their cocks, while they degraded me and smacked me around. Little did I know they were behind me, letting me get myself hot enough that I would eagerly be a whore for them both.
Just when I was about to come, John cleared his throat behind me, and I jumped up and turned around, and saw John and David from the bus watching me as I pulled up my jeans. They both had a sinister look in their eyes as they took my place on the bench, and unzipped their pants to reveal their hard cocks. John's cock was about seven inches, and David's was about six inches, and both so old and wrinkled looking. I know I should have been trying to find a way to get out of my current situation, but all I could think about was having their cock in all my holes. John woke me out my daze when he ordered me to get to my knees and suck their cocks. My mind said run, but instead I got down on my knees and crawled over to them and took a cock into each hand. I began stroking them as they looked at me like I was nothing more than holes to stick their cocks in, which of course only turned me on more.
"I can stroke my cock myself, get our cocks in that mouth you fat pig whore!", David demanded.
I quickly took David's cock in my mouth, and he grabbed a hand full of my hair and forced me down further onto his cock.
"That's it you fucking fat pig slut, suck that old cock!" David taunted as he force fucked her mouth.
"Get over here and suck my cock too piggy!', John demanded.
I switched over to John's cock, and he followed suit with David and grabbed my hair and forced me down on his old hard cock. I went back and forth for what seemed like forever, and they abruptly stopped and pushed me away.
"Get dressed pig, and come with us," David ordered.
