Necessary warning - This story contains feminization and some slight dubcon. Do not read further if any of those aren't quite your thing. All characters are 18+. Obviously.
You couldn't quite have expected what was to come. The feeling of your teeth pressing against the gag, the racing heartbeat in your chest, the rising panic. Her nails on your skin. The fact that the only frustration you could possibly express was through a loud gulp as you tried to soothe yourself, and somehow calm your breathing.
Your ragged inhale makes a slight hissing sound as you force it through the holes in the ball gag.
"Shh, love..."
Your wife's voice resonates through the room, and sends shivers up your spine. Her presence comes as a relief, and you wonder whether you were too riled up to have noticed her coming back. You have no clue how long it is she left you there. For all you know, she could have been sitting, watching you wiggle around aimlessly within your binds.
She places a finger on your chest, gently dragging her nail down your sternum. Stopping right above your navel, she lingers for an instant before her touch fades away.
The memory of whatever sweet moment you two had shared just an hour back seems to fade further and further into the background. Her voice is soft, gentle, and yet has an edge of controlled sadism to it that you've never quite heard before.
Your hips buck. An involuntary movement, perhaps. You aren't quite sure. She surely hadn't failed at arousing you, and she did know you well enough to know that the fear she now inspired could only make it stronger. She knows how to arouse you. That much you know.
And as her free hand wraps around your cock, each finger slowly curling snugly around your length, you realize that despite your last willing thrust, even your cock is something you have no control over.
-
She had taken your hand, ever so gently, the usual twinkle in her eyes when she knew you two would be having the time of your lives. It had taken some coaxing - or some coercing, you now wonder? - before she had first slid you into your first set of lingerie. From that point onwards, playing 'dress-up' with you, or turning you into what she'd then call her 'pretty little girlfriend' became one of her favorite pastimes.
And you had grown to love it. So when she demanded a room she promised would fulfill both your deepest fantasies, you could do nothing but agree. The basement became hers. Her little project lasted almost a year, and day by day, the glint of excited thrill in her gaze only grew brighter.
You had attempted to enquire, to somehow find out what all she had in mind, but every time, you were halted by a soft touch on your lips. She'd shush you, smile, and shake her head. Her big, beautiful red lips would curl into the hint of a smirk before forming into a soft pout.
"Come on, love. You don't want to ruin my sweet surprise, do you? You know I only ever want you to feel good. Let me be in charge. Just one weekend. I promise you won't ever regret it."
She would touch you. She would run her perfect long nails down your naked chest.
Your wife very well knew the impact she had on you. And every time, she'd succeed at providing some sort of distraction that left you feeling absolutely breathless.
"Just trust me, love... You know I know what you like."
When put that way, you could only believe it.
She had gently placed the blindfold against your eyes, her body pressing against yours from behind as you let out a soft whimper. She had a way with words. And though you had no idea what she had come up with, you couldn't help but feel a growing sense of excitement at the surprise she had been hinting at all year.
After what seemed like an eternity, you were finally allowed to make your way to the basement.
You had stumbled. She had laughed. The room greeted you with the coldness of tile under your naked soles.
She didn't allow you to take in much of the new stimuli, however, as she grabbed your hand and led you forward.
"Sit."
The tone of her voice took you by surprise. You had somewhat gotten used to the more playful approach she had always taken to things, the promise that you could always step back if you didn't like something, that she wouldn't hesitate to stop and talk about it. Again and again, however many times you may need. It had always been all about you, your comfort. You had always been surprised at how much your wife truly loved pleasing you.
Well. That hadn't quite changed. But there was an odd finality to her voice, one you weren't quite used to hearing. It seemed she didn't think you being the slightest bit resistant could even be a possibility.
You were guided into a chair, one that felt somewhat cold as you leaned back into it. You had attempted, once again, to have her explain, not quite wishing to pull off the blindfold she had so diligently placed upon your eyes. The last thing you could possibly want to do would be offend her, after all. She had put so much effort into what she thought would be your 'dream come true'.
"Alright, sweet thing, you just get comfortable," she cooed, "And don't you dare say a word, hm? Actually. Let me just... Let me make sure of that. I want you to enjoy every single second of this, and you can't possibly do that if you're busy speaking, hm?"
You could almost see her signature little head tilt as she asked you that series of questions, knowing you weren't to respond, and knowing she knew all the answers. She had always found a thrill in demanding some sort of answer when she knew you couldn't speak. It has always made her feel powerful, in a way few things really could.
So she slipped the gag between your lips, its round, soft surface meeting your tongue, and finding its spot snugly between your teeth. It felt comforting, almost, which seemed somewhat odd, but that may just have been the fact that her hand was in your hair as she whispered into your ear.
"Just like that. Isn't that perfect? I just can't have you try to speak when you aren't supposed to, sweet one. And... You're just so sexy when you can't speak..."
Her breath tickled your skin, and you let out a soft moan.
"I'll just make sure you're all snug now, hm? And then I promise you get to see it all. You're going to love this, so, so much."
The next few moments had been a blur. From your legs being propped up, some sort of contraption that held your calves snugly in place, legs spread apart and extended before you, as you laid back in what you assumed was a leather chair. One strap after the other was tightened around your body, one that you already somehow struggled to control, frozen in some mixture of arousal and confusion. You couldn't speak. You knew she didn't want you to and, hell, you knew that bondage could do nothing but make the experience hotter for the both of you. For an instant, you wondered if you had associated the gag with this state of pliable limpness. After all, she had always asked you to lay back and relax, whenever you had your speech restricted. Words she had once said echoed in your mind, "If you can't speak up, you can't fight it. How fun is that, my pretty doll?"
The thought of such a connection gave you the chills.
Once restricted, you heard her walk away. Or rather, the click of her heels grew more and more distant and eventually faded.
For a moment you were left wondering if this was at all a good idea, after all.
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Now, you no longer have to wonder.
You feel her sliding something over your cock. Soft, slick, albeit slightly rubbery. You attempt to calm down, to focus on what she may be doing. You realize you can't quite fight. Strapped down, blindfolded, gagged. Your senses are deprived, and all you have is the scent of the woman you love, paired with the sound of what now feels like a pending nightmare.
Your cock is your eternal traitor, however. And she doesn't fail to notice.
"Oh, you beautiful thing. Already so hard for me? And I haven't even started... Oh, sweet love. I told you. I told you you'd enjoy this. So, so much. You and I... We are going to have the time we deserve. I've been thinking about this for so long, craving it, dreaming, fantasizing... Hell, do you even know how often I've been touching myself to this?"
A few steps. Your ragged exhale.
The sound of a flicked switch?
Your ears, at the very least, aren't deceiving you. Your suspicions are confirmed as a soft whirr follows the flick. Blindfolded eyes roll back in pleasure as the device tightens on your length, starting a slow, gentle pumping motion.
You don't quite want to let it slip, but a muffled moan escapes your lips. She laughs. Your heart sinks. It wasn't something you could control, even less a display of enthusiasm for her twisted plans, and yet she seems to have interpreted it as one.