It was well past midnight, and I was lying in bed wide awake. I couldn't stop thinking of everything that had happened a few nights ago with Mr. Kelly. The memory of that unexpected encounter played out over and over in my head. The way he seduced me had me extremely aroused.
I knew it was wrong for so many reasons, but the way he treated me and made me feel was indescribable. Mr. K was in my head, and he was all I could think about. He was the first man to make me orgasm twice, and the memory of it was driving my inner slut crazy with lust.
Having the best sex of my young life at the hands of Mr. Kelly sent me into a heightened state of arousal. I couldn't stop myself from repeatedly digging my hand into my panties since it happened.
Strangely, I now had no desire to have sex with my boyfriend Aaron; in fact, I had already decided that I was going to break up with him. After what I had experienced with Mr. Kelly, Aaron just didn't cut it anymore, nor did any of my past boyfriends.
I was so confused. I knew how wrong it was that I had sex with Mr. Kelly, yet I longed to feel his hands on me again. The memory of his cock stretching me, ever so deliciously, was burned into my mind. I kept reminding myself of all the reasons why it was wrong--married, older, friends with my parents, among countless other reasons, but it did nothing to quench my desire to be with him again.
I was ashamed that I let him blackmail me into sex, but on the other hand, it was the most wonderful experience I had ever felt up to that point in my life. Although it was taboo, I oddly had no regrets. My morals were displaced by the burning desire that I was feeling for Mr. K.
I needed to control my urges and put an end to this before it all exploded in both of our faces. I knew if it continued, our secret would get out one way or another, and when it did, it would be ugly. I had to be strong and resist the temptation. I thought that I could make the other night a one-time thing, or so I kept telling myself.
As my hand slipped into my panties, I closed my eyes and imagined Mr. K sliding his big, thick cock inside of me. As I concentrated on all those feelings and emotions Mr. K. had given me, it made my pussy flow like Niagara Falls. I thought, maybe one more self-induced orgasm and I might salvage a few hours of sleep.
Several days quickly passed, and I was back babysitting the Kelly kids. Mrs. Kelly had a girls' night out planned, and Mr. Kelly was out somewhere.
I had just finished putting the kids to bed when Mr. Kelly came in the front door. He was home much earlier than I had expected. Oh crap! My heart sped up as a nervous feeling washed over me.
"Hey, April, everything went OK with the kids." He asked as he hung up his jacket.
"Yeah, both are tucked away in bed." I responded. I purposely avoided eye contact, but I felt him gazing at me anyway.
"And how are you today?" He asked.
"Uh, just fine, thanks." My voice came out quieter than usual, but I couldn't help it. My hands had started to shake, and my throat suddenly felt very dry.
I needed to get the hell out of there. I quickly walked into the hallway, heading for the front door.
"Whoa, April. Where's the fire? I still need to pay you." I froze in my tracks.
"Oh, right," I said with a weird, strained laugh. I turned back around to face him. Instantly, my submissive side found it impossible to look him in the eyes.
As I stood rooted in the hall leading to the door, all I could think about was what happened last time. The way he'd touched me. The way he'd fucked me. I told myself to stop thinking about sex and get the hell out of the house as quickly as possible.
Mr. K. quickly closed the distance between us, and I fought the urge to take a step back. He dug into his pocket and pulled out a wad of cash. Peeling off five twenties, he tried to hand them to me.
"That's way too much," I said. "I was only here for two hours."
"Take it, April," he said, a smirk forming on his lips. I was still hesitant, so Mr. Kelly took a long step toward me. I put my arms up and opened my mouth to protest, but before I could say anything, he slipped the cash into the back pocket of my jeans. His hand lingered, fingers tracing over my ass.
"I've been thinking about you a lot," he whispered, his hand still on my bottom as he positioned himself in front of me.
"Mr. Kelly..." I started, not sure what to say. Of course, I'd been thinking about nothing but him, but my feelings were certainly more complex than his. I was attracted to him; I wanted him, but I was also ashamed and embarrassed, and I couldn't help but feel the tiniest bit violated. I hadn't tried to fight him off or even uttered the word 'no,' but he was still a middle-aged man who'd taken advantage of a teenage girl in a vulnerable position.
In the meantime, Mr. Kelly had put his other hand up against the wall, trapping me against the wall as he used his other hand to squeeze and knead my ass hard.
"Angela won't be back for a few hours," he said with an evil grin.
"Uhh, the girls could wake up..." I managed to speak in an uncomfortable voice as his body pressed up against me. My hands moved to his chest in a weak attempt to hold him back, but he was much taller and bigger than me. Plus, deep down, I really didn't want him to stop.
He lifted his hand off my ass and held my face up. He stared into my eyes in silence before dropping his head and kissing me. I tried to push him back, but it was pointless; he was just too big.
I struggled not to enjoy his kiss, but after a reasonable struggle on my part, my submissiveness jumped in, and I closed my eyes to return his kiss. Damn, what's wrong with me? Why can't I just say "no" and walk away? I knew what I should do, but my body wasn't listening to my brain.
Mr. K gave me a long, lush kiss. His big hand holding my face made my entire body tingle. Shit... I could feel myself getting wet. I knew he had me under his control again.
Mr. Kelly took my hand and led me through the living room and up the stairs towards the master bedroom. I wanted to yell and tell him to stop. I had plenty of opportunity, but I didn't. Mr. K seemed to have a spell over me as I silently followed his lead. My submissive nature had kicked in.
He closed and locked the door behind us. He spun me around and pinned me against the wall. I could feel his body pressing tightly against mine, and I could feel his hardness pushing against my stomach. It felt so wonderful, but still, I needed to stop the insaneness of the situation, but I had no idea how to get out of it--or better yet, if I even wanted to end it.
"Come on, April," he said, sensing my hesitance. His hands ran up and down my hips, then to my breasts. He rubbed my braless breasts over my tight t-shirt. I could feel my nipples swell and harden as they pushed through the thin material.
"I made you feel good last time, didn't I?" He spoke softly into my ear as he tweaked my nipples through my top.
"Yes, but..." I grabbed his wrists to stop his wandering hands. "Mr. K," I managed in my most confident voice. "This isn't going to be a regular thing. I'm not comfortable with any of it. You're married. You're friends with my parents."
All of this made sense in my head, yet as I watched my words register, Mr. Kelly didn't seem deterred at all.
"You were awfully comfortable with it last week," he whispered. Mr. K began nibbling my ear, and his lips slowly moved down to my neck. My eyes involuntarily fluttered shut as he kissed, licked, and sucked my neck. The tiniest of moans escaped my lips.
While I was distracted by the kissing, Mr. Kelly grabbed my hand and guided it towards his bulging erection. I let him move my hand up and down his hardness through his pants. I found myself rubbing and tracing his cock even after Mr. K removed his hand from mine.
"April, if you want me to stop I will respect your wishes." Mr. K whispered in my ear. At this point I had fallen under his spell and my hormones were in overdrive. You could say I was in heat and beyond the point of no return.
"No, umm...don't stop," I moaned as I squeezed his cock nice and hard.
"That's my girl, come here." Mr. Kelly took a step back from me and grabbed my hand. Dazed, I let him lead me toward the bed. What was I doing? Why was I just going along with this? I could make a break for the door if I wanted; I doubted he'd chase after me. But I found myself following his lead. I was scared, aroused, and curious all at the same time.
He stopped at the foot of the bed and, in a firm voice, said
"Take your top off."
I should have objected, but I didn't. We locked eyes during a momentary pause. In a gesture of surrender, I found myself pulling my top off over my head. I wasn't wearing a bra, and so I stood there before him topless in just my jeans as he quietly took in the sight.
Mr. K reached out and gave my tits a little feel as I stood there on display for him. As he gently caressed my swollen nipples, I closed my eyes, bit my bottom lip, and let out a soft moan of approval. I was heating up fast.
Then he put his hands on my shoulders and pushed just forcefully enough that I immediately realized what he was asking for. I slowly sank to my knees and looked up at him. My eyes fluttered, and I licked my lips to moisten them up. Damn, did I just lick my lips? I knew what he wanted.
"I want you to kiss my cock," he said as he unbuckled his belt. All I could think of was how nice it was that he said 'kiss my cock' and not 'give me a blow job' like all the other disrespectful boys I had been with.
I continued to stare at him, mesmerized, as he removed his pants and jockeys to reveal his engorged, erect cock. I was getting a much better look at it than I had last week. It looked even more intimidating. Thick. Veiny. Powerful. Pre-cum oozing out of the tip.
"Have you not done this before?" He asked as I hesitated so I could get a good look at it.
"Umm, yeah, but only a few times." I lied. I was not confident I could handle his big, manly cock. The truth is, I didn't want to disappoint Mr. K. Besides, my father always told me it's best to be underestimated and to over-perform. I'm pretty sure he wasn't referring to oral sex, but that's what ran through my head.
"With that tiny, dicked high school boy?" He asked. I nodded.