It was a Saturday, the day after my eighteenth birthday and it started really well. Then it was the pits. After that, I just don't know how to describe what when on.
I've wanted to be a cheerleader ever since I was at school. I'm good at it, but it was always a case of too many girls trying for two few spots. I'm currently on my last semester and will graduate in a few months and I thought my chances of making the team were dead and buried.
I nearly made it. I was first reserve last semester, and am still second reserve for the current semester, but nearly doesn't quite make the team.
Anyway, I got a call first thing that morning telling me that Amanda had broken her leg and was off the team and I was in. My immediate thought was "Yay, I'm in" but then I remembered Clarissa, and my hopes just dropped again.
"Um, sorry, Michelle, but I'm only second reserve right now. Clarissa is first."
"Was first," came the laughing reply. "She's got Mono and is out of action for at least this semester. You're it."
This time it was definitely a case of, "Yes!" I even had my outfit all ready in case the call came. The first thing I did on hanging up was to pounce on it and try it on to make sure it still fitted.
The second thing I did I'm a little embarrassed to admit to. But I am eighteen, after all and I can do what I want as long as it's not illegal. I'd sort of had this agreement with my boyfriend that once I was both eighteen and a cheerleader we'd, well, um, you know what I'm getting at.
Anyway, I went around to his place, taking my cheerleaders costume with me. I was going to show it to him and model it for him. Now there was no way I was going to knock on the front door and tell his parents why I was there, so I snuck around the side of the house to his room. I knew he would still be in bed as he loves to sleep late on weekends.
I peeped in his window and was about to knock when I realised just what I was looking at. Brian, my boyfriend, the love of my life on whom I was prepared to bestow my all, was in his bed all right. And so was Anabel, and it was plain to see what they were doing. I could have chucked a rock through the window and they probably wouldn't have noticed.
With Anabel, is what got me. Brian is slender and fit and a really nice guy. Anabel is a fat pig. She must have been twice Brian's size. He looked like he was trying to hump a giant serve of pink jello the way he was wobbling around on top of her. It was disgusting and humiliating.
I went home, leaving the costume in the car. I really didn't feel like looking at it again today. I mean, Anabel? How could he?
Would you believe that he had the audacity to call me later? He'd heard that I'd made the squad and called me to invite me around. His parents would be out he said, hint, hint. Remember my promise?
"Gee, I don't know," I said, temporising. "You know what they say. Two's company, but three's a crowd.
AND FROM WHAT I SAW ANABEL IS A CROWD ALL BY HER FAT SELF!
I think that, knowing how busy you've been today, I should really let you rest and recuperate for a few centuries."
I hung up while he was still spluttering and trying to explain. Bastard.
I just grumped around for the rest of the day. Even going shopping didn't cheer me up. And I couldn't even look forward to going to the pub and having a few drinks with friends that weren't two timing bastards. I'd arranged to babysit for Mr P.
Mr P. is a single father with a couple of cute little daughters. His wife died a couple of years ago from an embolism, I think he said. There one moment and then just dropped down dead. Brian should emulate this feat.
In case you're wondering why I call him Mr P. it's because his real name is almost unpronounceable. I started calling him Mr P. to save myself the embarrassment of mangling his name. He didn't seem to mind and he's been Mr P. ever since.
Anyway, I fronted up, and I could tell that he noticed that I wasn't my usual bright smiling self. He didn't say anything, though; just looked thoughtful. He kissed the girls goodnight and went on his merry way, leaving me to watch them and mope.
The girls went to sleep and I watched TV, sticking to stupid game shows. No way was I watching any soppy romances tonight. Eventually Mr. P returned and I was ready to go home. He offered me a cup of coffee before I left and I accepted, trying to show good manners.
"You turned eighteen yesterday, didn't you?" Mr P. asked.
I nodded, not really looking at him.
"That's what I thought. Happy birthday," he said and pushed a little gift wrapped box over to me.
It was a case of, "Oh, you shouldn't have," and I tore of the wrapping and there was this really cute pair of ear-rings. I thanked him, and meant it. The ear-rings really were very nice and just to my taste.
"So are you going to tell me what's wrong? I'm happy to listen if you want to. Maybe talking about it will help."
"Wrong? There's nothing wrong," I told him, smiling brightly. "I even became an official cheerleader today. My costume is in the car. Would you like to see it?"
"Certainly. Go and fetch it."
So I went and got my costume, holding it up against me so that Mr P. could get an idea of how it looked and trying not to think of Brian and how we had planned to celebrate.
Mr P. considered the costume and shook his head.
"I'm sorry. I'm sure it looks terrific but I seem to lack the proper imagination to picture you in it. Would you like to try it on and model it for me? You can get changed in the girl's room."
So I went and changed, and I have to admit that I looked sensational in it. The costume might have been designed with me in mind. Mr P. was properly admiring, and so he should have been.
"See," I said, "I've turned eighteen, I've made the squad and all's right in my world, if you ignore a cheating bastard who prefers a fat frump to me." And to my dismay I just burst into tears.
The next thing I became fully aware of was the fact that I was sitting on Mr P.'s lap and he was rubbing my back and talking soft nonsense to me. I just sniffled a bit and let him go on. It was comforting, somehow. He was big and strong and was just holding me firmly.
After a while I found that his hand wasn't rubbing my back. It was rubbing my thighs, and easing closer to places where his hand had no right going. I went to protest and push his hand away, but found I couldn't really be bothered. I was still upset and he wasn't going to hurt me, after all.
When his hand started lightly massaging me through my panties I stiffened a little, but then relaxed. I mean, he was just pressing against my mons, and it was through my panties, when all was said and done.
Somehow, little by little, it continued. I was rather shocked to find that somehow Mr P. had progressed to the stage that he was massaging my pussy properly. I'm not kidding. He was. He seemed to have coaxed my legs to part a little and his hand was rubbing right down between them. I was feeling all hot and bothered.
When a finger slid under my panties and probed delicately at my naked flesh it seemed to me that it would be rather petty to protest. And again when he slipped his hand down my panties and his hand sort of closed over my bare vulva, cupping it. And rubbing it gently. And squeezing.
My panties coming down actually seemed anti-climactic. After all, he was already feeling me there. His hands kept on touching me, and hot and bothered was a totally inadequate description for what I was feeling. I wanted him to stop, because he shouldn't be touching me like that. I also wanted him to continue, because it felt so good.
The trouble was, getting him to stop required me to actually do something. Having him continue, all I had to do was relax and let it happen. I'm ashamed to say that I took the easy path. I relaxed and let it happen.
His fingers were easing in past my lips, exploring inside me, still stroking me. I was aroused. I knew it and I'm quite certain so did Mr P.
My arousal was growing, little flutters of excitement rippling through me. When he started probing the area around my clitoris I nearly screamed. Those little flutters of excitement were now quite large waves, thundering through me and driving me slightly batty. I couldn't concentrate enough to say stop, although I knew that I should.
When a climax suddenly hit me it took me completely by surprise. I hadn't been expecting it and was totally shocked when it tore into me. I just gave a startled shriek and then I was swept away.
I came to feeling a little dazed and incredibly peaceful and relaxed. I just lay where I was letting everything slowly filter back into focus. The first jarring note came when I realised that I was no longer on Mr P.'s lap but lying down on the couch. The second jarring note came when I realised that I was lying down on the couch, naked. My cheerleader costume was no longer on me.
Mr P. was sitting on the couch next to me, one hand cupped around one of my breasts, playing with it. I stared at his hand cupping me, his thumb gently rolling my nipple around. My eyes flicked over to Mr P. and I could see that he was naked. And, oh my god, he was aroused. Very aroused, from the look of it. Enormously aroused, you might say. I'd never seen an arousal so complete before.
"Ah, um, where are my clothes?" I asked, rather inanely, I knew.
"Over there," I was told. "Don't worry. You won't need them for a while."
"I really think I'd rather get dressed right away," I ventured.
"And I'd rather you didn't. It's time for me to initiate you. Don't worry. I'll go slowly."
"I, ah, don't really want to be initiated," I mumbled, having a pretty good idea of what he meant.
"Maybe not, but you're going to be," said Mr P., sounding completely indifferent to what I wanted. "Just relax and let it happen."
Mr P. then just seemed to spring onto the couch, finishing up between my thighs, his cock menacing my poor little pussy. It didn't menace for long. It attacked. He pushed his cock against my lips and they were so relaxed from what had gone before that they just yielded without a fight and he was pushing into me.
I mean, just like that he's leaning over me and his cock is pushing down and in, without so much as a by your leave. I think I may have mentioned that I was a virgin. All at once I find I'm not one. I think I gave a little scream when he broke through my hymen. That's because it hurt. I don't care what other girls might say. When Mr P.'s cock came charging in and my cherry popped, it damn well hurt and I screamed.