EPILOGUE
At last, I understand awe.
Everyone whoās tasted subjugation and slavery understands submission; what itās like to bend to the will of another, conform to a firmer hand, be brought to heel. But submission is just obedience, and awe implies something else, something more.
Devotion.
As I watch Leneās broken, softened form, I finally get it. Why mortals like me should spend our lives in awe of the apex predators that play the game and never miss a step. Why they deserve to rule, and we deserve to bow and scrape and kiss and lick.
Serving Mistress is no mere submission, it is transcendence. Being prey to someone so far above me is not a tragedy, itās a privilege. Iām one of the steps on Mistressā way to the top, one of the very first, and thatās all the pride a girl like me could possibly aspire to.
Itās funny to think about, but⦠Mistress took Margaret away from me, enslaved me, programmed me, trained me. And yet, what finally, ultimately broke me, is this. Her triumph over Lene. By setting the trap, by using me as a hypnotic Trojan horse, sheās reached out to me, opened my eyes to the truth.
Torn me down utterly, so I can finally accept my true nature as clay, to be built back up in an image more aligned with her needs - and more pleasing to her tastes.
I understand awe. In awe there is peace. The peace of knowing one's smallness, one's inescapable place in the order of things.
Awe implies worship, veneration, complete rejection of any notion of peerage. Itās almost⦠spiritual. It implies that some people are more, and others are less.
I am hers. She is supreme. This is the natural order.
I wonder if Lene will ever come to see things quite that wayā¦
Sheās on her knees, not just in a physical way, but like sheās buckled under some impossible force. Strength has deserted her, gone out from her. Sheās been swiftly driven to her knees by an invisible hammer thatās landed on her like on a pane of glass.
I walk closer to her, studying her - vacant, receptive, ready for programming. I grab a fistful of her silky blonde hair - tentatively, oh so tentatively, this woman was a lioness until so very recently. But nowā¦
She shivers, a little, but thereās no outward display of resistance. Failure to meet aggression with defence can only encourage the former, and I feel emboldened, confident in a way that I havenāt felt in⦠inā¦
Maybe since Ragnaring?
Be that as it may, I clutch her hair tighter, and yank her head back sharply. I look down into her eyes, and what I see makes me breathe in sharply. God, what a sight, when strength yields and turns to weakness, the glacier melting into a rivulet of water, running helplessly down the slope of a mountain.
Her eyes were chipped ice. They burned cold. Now, I watch all that icy and fiery ambition cool down, I watch it set into perfect, glistening servitude. Her eyes are brimming with crystalline tears of surrender. I watch in shock as Lene bows her head and nuzzles into my open palm. What a fucking dog.
She looks so⦠docile. Like a dumb cow. I can read her like an open book, see the mix of emotions - humiliation, disbelief, confusion⦠and lust, that most of all. Her eyes look glazed and vacant, her lips open and drooling, her identity soft and recceptive.
The sheer power of this moment overwhelms me. Only days ago, this formidable woman had me shuddering at her slightest touch, and nowā¦
I know what she feels like.
The first time Margaret mastered me, drove me to my knees⦠the humiliation burned so searing hot and bright. Only my self-sabotaging arousal burned even more. And then I rose, made Maggie mine, conquering the haughty rich girl and reducing her into a perpetually horny, dumb pet. I felt on top of the world.
Elizabeth ended that dream with a single stroke.
I chuckle. Iāve been obsessing over how different Lene and I are, but in this respect, we are remarkably alike: Elizabeth has pulled the rug from underneath the both of us. Iāve felt what sheās feeling now, the devastation, the fall from grace. The uncaring perfection in Elizabethās design, as the jaws of her trap snap shut.
She must feel outwitted, outplayed, overpowered, as I once did. And soon, sheāll know what itās like to be collared, to be dominated, to be fucked.
In fact⦠I get to be the first to give her a taste of her new life. Thatās⦠almost poetic, in a way. Maybe itās right and proper, that things should come full circle this way.
Maybe this is just the natural order of things.
With trembling hands, I pick up Leneās knee-high boots, discarded in a corner of the room. The leather feels smooth under my touch, looks glossy to my eyes. How many laps of my tongue have travelled the length and breadth of these boots? How many kisses have trailed it from the tip upwards? How many times has the flat heel squished my face into the ground?
Iā¦
I havenāt worn boots since Ragnaring. Since the day Elizabeth cast me down and stepped on my neck.
I draw in breath sharply at the pure rapture, the adrenaline coursing through me, as I slowly slide my feet into the boots. God, Iāve missed this feeling, the sound the leather makes as I shift my weight around, the way it envelops my calves, tight and snug. I flex my toes, revelling in the sight of them, zipping them up, tentatively taking a step, and then another.
And then slowly, deliberately, I begin circling Lene.
I complete a first, slow circuit around her, savouring the power in my stride. With the boots on, I almost feel like my old self again - but only almost. I know better now. I am an extension of Mistress right now, this is her dominance being channeled through me, nothing more. Lene's eyes follow me, shining with awe and fear.
The vertigo of a complete reversal of power is hard to describe. Itās dizzying, feverish, it awakens old instincts within us. A mix of thrill, primal fear, and raw sexual hunger. I know from experience.
I feel the same vertigo now. Lene sought to check Mistressā ascent, block her path, exact tribute, and now⦠now she kneels before me, eyes downcast, as I lord it over her in her own footwear.
Itās⦠beautiful.
Sheās beautiful. She was such in dominance, but now that sheās defeated, there is a broken quality to her beauty that just makes me want to⦠ugghhā¦
I lift her chin with my boot, forcing her to meet my gaze.
"You will learn, as I have, the beauty of predation," I say softly.
She swallows and nods.
Kneeling, I caress Lene's cheek with my hand. "You wanted to control me, but I was never yours," I whisper. "I belong to Mistress, my true Mistress. As you soon will."
We will be sisters in slavery.
I grasp Lene's jaw firmly, and tilt her head up. My hand trails down her neck, over the swell of her breast. I lean forward, pinching her nipple, eliciting a soft gasp. I press my mouth against her ear, and even though she canāt see my smirk, I know she can physically hear it in my words.
"Mistress says I should have a bit of fun with you before she comes to claim you," I say in a whisper, and I note with satisfaction that Lene shudders when I say claim. "And of course, I live to serve Mistress' desires."
Lene whimpers softly as I step away from her - whether from the words, or the sudden deprivation of contact, I donāt know. But she wonāt need to wait long, in either case.
Itās time for the armbinder.
I walk over to the dresser and open the top drawer, retrieving it. Lene's eyes widen as I approach her with it, but she does not resist. I doubt sheās physically capable of trying anymore.
"Arms back," I command. She obeys without a word, hands clasped together behind the small of her back. I guide her arms into the sleeves of the armbinder.
"There," I say. āThatās much better, isnāt it⦠pet?ā
Just being able to call Lene that makes my head spin - and, judging by the way her chest is heaving, it has the same effect on her, too. Thatās what she is now. Iām a dog, and sheās a dogās pet.
Pathetic.
Lene stretches her arms inside the armband, squirming helplessly. The sight of the constriction, of her movements being wrapped and constrained in the leather fist of the armbinder, is breath-taking. Escape is impossible. In mind and body, she is well and truly caught.
Shoulders pulled back and aching, arms immobilised, hands useless. This is what it feels like to lose.
To go from predator to prey.
I grasp her hair and tilt her head back. Her eyes are wide, pupils dilated. Fear and arousal mingle in her expression, and a bead of sweat trails down her neck. How quickly the powerful become powerless. Her lips part slightly, breaths coming in soft pants. My cunt aches at the sight.
"Youāre going to kiss my boots now, pet," I say. And then, I twist her around to face me, and shove her downwards.