In case you missed the tag: [FF]
The villa has its own Lanista. He is a grumpy old man, but he has known me since I was little. With Camilla and Leo following closely behind, I walked toward Nero's quarters, which could be found near the servants' rooms. As I suspected, he was getting ready to start his day, no doubt to train the new troops in before the next round of games would start. He walked around his room with some effort, his body not moving in the way I remembered in childhood.
I gave his door a few taps with my knuckles and watched his shadow through the window as he approached us. The barrier swung open wide, and his smile faded when he noticed my company.
"What do you think you're doing?"
I walked into his room, and he begrudgingly moved aside. His personal space was larger than the gladiators' rooms, but still smaller than my own.
I turned and stared at him indignantly. "I want to know what I need to do to win the games." I motioned to the young man next to me. "This is my gladiator, Leo."
Nero looked over to Leo briefly and then turned back to me, his words an angry hiss, "Are you out of your mind? If your father knew that you were removing recruits from the barracks, he would have my head. Not yours, mind you, but mine!" He moved away and slumped down in a chair before palming his face.
I did feel slightly guilty. Nero had often been the spectator of my childhood mischief and, more often than not, the one who had to stick up for me. Sneaking off to spend more time with Tiberius, for example. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his shoulders from behind, leaning into him like I used to during his piggyback rides.
"Father doesn't know. And I promise to return him as soon as we're done. But I need to know. What's wrong this this one?" I looked up at Leo while his eyes narrowed at me. "Father wouldn't give me a man he was confident in. Only one he could afford to throw away."
Nero sighed and brought a hand up to wrap his fingers around my wrist, his thumb caressing the underside. "And this really couldn't have waited until I got down to the training grounds today?"
I smiled and pressed a kiss to his scruffy cheek. "Nope." I grinned and stood, pleased at his groan of disdain.
"Very well. Let's have a look at you, boy. And fucking cooperate. I can't be late."
Leo stood in the middle of the room. He didn't seem willing to put himself on display, but Nero got up and circled him, nonetheless. Nero grunted a few times, reaching out a hand to touch one of Leo's limbs. I watched as he ran his hand confidently down the hard sinew of an arm, following the dips and curves of definition. I couldn't help but wet my bottom lip as I studied all of the areas Nero focused on.
My mind wandered to an image of Leo's muscles tight with the tension of pleasure. Being pleasured, to be exact. Would he lay there and take it? Or would he take charge? What would his face look like once he came? The thoughts were enticing, and I realized I saw Leo in a completely different light than I did others. He wasn't just a gladiator or a recruit, he was a very attractive and available man.
Once Nero had circled Leo twice, he squared up in front of him and grabbed his face to peer into his eyes. Leo didn't falter and stared straight into Nero's aged blues, unblinking and intense.
"Hmm. There's fight in this one." He turned Leo's head. "Fueled by something." He turned Leo's face in the other direction, despite Leo's growing scowl. "Anger? No, vengeance."
Leo's right eye twitched ever so slightly and his chest slowly began to heave. His nostrils flared with each breath, and he jerked away from Nero.
Nero only hummed, unfazed by the small show of aggression. "I'm not your enemy, boy. I think you'll find quite the contrary." He grunted once more before turning to me. "Something I've been stressing to your father for years is the maintenance of gladiators. They're people, too, and far from deserving of the animalistic treatment that Julian employs." He looked over at Leo and then back to me. "They need regular baths, adequate bedding, and lots of food. They need the energy." He ran a gruff hand through his salt and pepper hair. "Bathe him when you can. Make sure he has comfortable bedding. Feed him more than what he gets in the mess hall. If you can do all of that, then I'll do the rest."
I looked over to Camilla. She had been silent since we retrieved Leo. She shrugged when I caught her eye.
"I'm sure we can handle that." I gave Nero a solemn nod.
I could definitely take care of those needs. However, I found myself more concerned about other needs; Needs that were soon becoming blurred as my own. I began to wonder how satisfying that part of him would influence his performance. Maybe it wouldn't even affect him. After all, gladiators were often commissioned out to 'accompany' important political figures and their wives. I wasn't stupid. I knew what happened when the women were left alone with their escorts. I vaguely wondered if I were to get Leo alone. Would he obey my orders? I was dying to find out.
I left Leo with Nero before walking to the bath. Nero insisted that he return Leo to the training grounds instead of me. I could see his logic. Father would be furious if he had found out what I had done. But, honestly, part of me wanted him to know. Part of me wanted him to be upset just as much as I was with him.
Camilla watched me with different eyes as I stripped, and I knew she was watching my face as I slipped into the warmth of the water. I moaned as the soft ripples caressed my skin. The subtle scent of roses wafting up to my face as I sank lower into the crystal-clear depths. Water surrounded me, lapping gently at my skin until my head was almost fully submerged. I had wanted to bring Leo along for a bath, but Nero insisted that he couldn't miss training this morning. Not to mention the trouble I supposedly would get into for bringing Leo to our bath instead of making him bathe with the other gladiators. I was eager to see his naked form again. I taunted myself with the idea of his tanned skin and the idea of his hardened cock. Blanketed with arousal, I ran my hands over my skin, washing away the gooseflesh that betrayed my inner secret.
"Aura?" Camilla was sitting above the bath next to me, her bottom perched on her heels on the tiled floor.
"Yes?" I continued rubbing my skin, aware that she was following my movements.
"Why are you trying to upset your father?"
I looked up at her. She very seldom joined me in the water. I consistently offered, but she was too afraid of getting into trouble. I stood and started to remove her clothing. She resisted, but eventually allowed me to pull her tunic over her head.
"Because of what he's making you do. Because of these strange thoughts I keep having about it all. I don't feel like it's right." Once she was naked, I gave her a gentle tug and she followed me into the pool. "And above all I hate that I want it."
"Want what?"
I started moving my hands over her skin, helping her bathe, reversing our roles. Her shoulders tensed as I worked. I knew she was scared that we'd get caught. But my argument was always that she was mine to do with as I pleased. That included caring for her.
"The things you do to me. It feels really good, and I hate that you're being forced to do it."
"If I wasn't your slave, if I hadn't been assigned to you, would you feel differently about it?"
I looked down into the water. I hadn't considered that. "I think I would feel differently about it. I mean, if you were willing and not manipulated into it, then yes."
She chased my hands with her own and held them to her chest once she caught them. Her breasts were larger than mine and my palms were nestled sweetly in her cleavage.
"I want to bring you pleasure, Aura. I've wanted to for a while."
I forced a smile and gave a small shake of my head. "Please don't lie to me. I promise that no harm will come to you as long as I have anything to do with it. You can be honest with me."
She looked into my eyes, pleading for understanding. "I promise it's what I want. I love you. I want to please you. It brings me pleasure in return."
I swallowed as I recognized her sincerity. Camilla rarely spoke of her wants and needs. It was easy to mistake her proclamation as something less than what she insisted. But the way she held herself, her gaze unwavering, I knew she was serious. She meant what she said. I licked my lips and stared at her mouth, contemplating my next words.
I cleared my throat, and my lips moved a few times, but the words wouldn't come. I looked away.
"What is it?"
"It doesn't feel right."
"What we're doing doesn't feel right?"
"No." I chewed my bottom lip. "What I want to ask of you doesn't feel right. Even with your confession."
Gentle hands cupped my face and beckoned me to look into her eyes. "It's okay. Just tell me what you want."
I swallowed and nodded ever so slightly. "Well, tonight will you use your mouth? I really want to know what your tongue feels like."
She didn't break eye contact as she nodded with enthusiasm. "Of course. Anything for you, Aura. I will use my mouth and tongue every night so long as it is what you wish."
A breath escaped as my pussy clenched at her words. If we weren't in the bath, I would have mounted her face at this very moment. I was so eager to have her taste me.