This story is a work of fiction, written for my partner (hence the first person perspective) who did compete in bikini fitness competition at the age of 40. It is the first part of 7, enjoy.
Eleven months. Eleven months of training, dieting, sacrifice, all for some clumsy fucking blonde to ruin it all. I look in the mirror, even now having seen the transformation develop day by day I'm still shocked at my body. Lean and muscular, flat toned stomach with clearly defined abs that I'd worked so hard to get, I'd never looked this good, not in my teens, twenties or thirties, now at 40 I have a body I'm really proud of...and it was all ruined...ruined.
Two minutes... two minutes until I go on stage for my solo poses and I have a big white smear of untanned flesh running from my left shoulder to my right hip. Chantel was so apologetic for spilling her drink over I, I didn't believe it for a second. Even without the burning sensation that felt like bleach instead than vodka or whatever the dozy bitch claimed it was, the smirk behind the 'apologetic' smile said it all - it was no accident, that bitch had deliberately sabotaged me.
No time, no time to re-apply my fake tan, patching wouldn't work, it'd be obvious, even if I had an hour, never mind 2 minutes...I can't go out like this...fuck...
I see a poster, next weeks rodeo show, I watched a rehearsal earlier, cowboy hats, boots, waistcoats, bullet belts...bullet belts... I run out of the changing room down the corridor, no time even to take off my 'stripper' 4 inch heels. I reach the door I am after, I look like I've made a middle aged storeman's day running up to him made up dressed in only a bikini and heels.
"Don't lock up!" I yell and dart into the room I sweep past him frantically looking around the room...cowboy outfit to the right, I grab the bullet belt and hat and dash out of the room.
"Hey!" The storeman yells but I just breeze past him.
"I'm just borrowing it - I owe I one!" I run back towards the stage and meet the stage hand halfway.
"You're on, where have you been!?!?"
I fling the bullet belt over my shoulder, hoping it covers my bleached tan marks, flick the cowboy hat on my head and stride out onto stage.
Chapter 2
I come off stage exhilarated but exhausted, adrenaline got me through, I have no idea if I got away with it, the crowd seemed animated, but that could just be the novelty, or were they just mocking me laughing at me like a freak show? I sit down and can't bear to look up, feeling of dread that I've just made a fool of myself. I'm desperate for a cigarette so I head disconsolately away from the stage. I bump into someone lugging a big casket knocking him aside. He clatters into one of the other competitors gear, he curses and i apologise helping him pick up the scattered clothes, make up and shoes, I pick up one of the shoes, grabbing the clear see through stiletto heel, it flexed as I lifted it, I looked at it closer, the heel was cracked across at the top near the sole.
"Whose gear is this?" I ask
"Chantal's" says one of the competitors without looking, too preoccupied with applying final touches to her make up.
Chantal? That blonde bitch...I think of her smirk...fuck her I think and tidy the shoes along with the rest of the gear, no one seemed to notice the storeman just shrugged and hurried along. I wonder whether I should say anything...no, fuck her she deliberately tried to ruin my chances, at worst I were just negligent not telling her, besides no one could prove I knew the shoe was damaged, it might be fine anyway as far as I know... I slip away hoping nobody noticed me.
The heel snaps half way through Chantal's solo, everyone gasps in shock as she tumbled to the floor spraining her ankle, she hobbles off in tears. I have I hands over my mouth, looking like shock but in truth I're hiding my smile.
3rd place... bugger, I thought I'd have a chance at 3rd
2nd place... shit, still a podium place on my first competition was stretching it a bit
1st place... I've won!
Chapter 3
Everything is a blur, going on stage to receive my first prize, the mumbled words of thanks I spoke, the applause, the photos, it's all hard to take in. The champagne flows as do the congratulations and good cheer. Long into the after party the chairman comes up to me.
"I need to have a word with you", he says
"Ok" I reply not quite sure what's behind the sternness of his voice.
"Please follow me" he says
A guard opens a door for the chairman and follows me through the door, it's a long corridor leading away from the reception room.
No one says a word, all I can hear is my heels clicking on the stone floor. Away from the party I feel awfully underdressed. At the end of the corridor is a large door another guard standing by, why the need for so much security? The second guard opens the door and the chairman walks straight through, I hesitate, sensing something is wrong here, but the first guard places a large firm hand on my back and guides me through.
The room opens out into a big open space with a large desk at one end, the chairman walks ahead and takes his seat, the middle of 5. A door at the other end of the room opens and 4 more men enter. They take their seats by the side of the chairman, I recognise them, they are the competition judges. What the fuck is going on? My nerves get the better of Me
"What the hell is going on?
"It seems we have a problem" the chairman states
"What problem?" I say
"Crystal, it appears has broken her ankle."
"Oh, that, that's awful", I say, hoping it's convincing.
"It is."the chairman replies, "only that's not the only problem." He pauses, awaiting a reaction. "It appears her shoes were sabotaged, would you know anything about that?"
"N...no, no why would I?"
"You and Crystal had an altercation, I understand after she accidentally spilt something on you."
"That was no accident!" I blurt out, regretting it almost immediately.
"Is that so? So you had nothing to do with Crystal's broken heel?"
"No!" I feel my cheeks blushing
"Guard, bring him in"
The door to the left opens and my heart sinks when the storeman is ushered in. The words barely register with Me as the storeman tells them how I knocked him into Crystals gear and then replaced the broken shoe. Had I known it was broken? Yes he said. Had I replaced the shoes without saying anything? Yes. Why hadn't he said anything? He thought they were my own shoes.
I stand there stunned, the bastard!
"Well Kate what do you have to say?"
"That's not true, he's a fucking liar."
A big screen behind the judges bursts to life, my face filling the screen, it's a promotional interview I'd down before the competition.
"I've worked so hard" I say on screen. "I'll do anything to succeed."
"What, that was just an interview! I turn to the promotions director to the right of the chairman, "You, you told me to say that!"
"Enough", the chairman states "I think we have heard enough. Whether an accident or not You clearly knew the shoe was broken and thus willfully sabotaged a fellow competitor, not only did your actions result in serious physical injury, you also end up winning the competition. We can't allow that to stand but stripping you of the title will bring shame on our competition, our whole organisation."
"We'll lose all our sponsors, it'll take years to recover" the promotions director says